AN~~~ Hey guys! This is my new story about Kim and Jared I've been wanting to release this story for a while now. I'm glad I finally finished this chapter so I can get it out here. :) Anyways review and let me know what you think! I hope you like it!
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DREAMING
"I Do"
"And do you Kim Connweller take Jared Cameron to be your lawfully wedded husband, covenanting to be true to him, to love, cherish, and honor him, in sickness and in health, in poverty or in wealth, until death do you part?"
"I Do"
"By the powers vested in me I now pronounce you man and wife you may kiss th-"
"Oww!" I was brought out of my day dreams by my bestfriend Alyssa smacking the back of my head. A little to hard if you ask me.
I glared at her smirked expression while the people that turned to see what happened turned back around to listen to the teacher.
"What was that for." I hissed.
"Your doing it again." She stated.
I looked back at the goddess sitting diagonal from me and sighed.
"I can't help it." I said sadness leaking through my voice.
I really can't lord knows I tried. I been in love with him since kindergarten. I tried countless times to get over him. I even went as far as going out on a date with someone else last year to try. Even that back fired the whole night Jared was on my mind.
What was he doing, who he was with, and if he was okay or not. What made matters worse was when Jared walked into the restaurant with Mary his girlfriend at the time. After that I pretended that I was sick and much to my date's relief. We left and I haven't talked to him since.
Alyssa sighed to.
"I know you can't but you got to do something this isn't healthy. You stare at him every chance you get and get crazy ideas in your head that aren't going to happen. Open your eyes Kim. I know I'm sounding harsh but I'm only saying it because I care about you and don't want to see you hurt." She said before returning back to her work.
Wow. That was harsh but like she said she only said it because she cared.
But its true I'm just plain Jane nothing special about me. I have a wide face, that's mostly cheekbones, with eyes too small to balance them out. My nose and mouth are both too broad for traditional beauty. With flat medium length brown hair. There's no way that someone like Jared who is the definition of gorgeous and has a smile that lights up a room would ever want someone like me.
I sighed again just as the bell rang and got up from my seat in a rush to get out of here.
"Kim!"
"Wha- Oof!" I smacked into someone and their things went flying every where.
"Watch where your going" The person growled as I bent down to pick up their things
. "I-I-I'm sorry It was an accident." I stuttered as I hesitantly looked up and handing back the belongings.
I froze once I saw who it was. Jared looked at me with annoyance and slight pity in his eyes.
"Yea just watch it next time." He said before taking off to his next class with his partner in crime Paul.
I stayed frozen in place did that really just happen? Did I really run into Jared and make him drop his things? I groaned and put my hands on my face.
'Way to go Kim now he thinks your a clumsy freak'
"Kim are you okay? I saw what happened" A familiar voice said bringing me out of my thoughts.
"I'm an idiot" I whispered.
"No your not it was an accident it could have happened to anyone" Alyssa soothed.
"But it didn't it happened to me" Alyssa was just about to say something when I interrupted her.
"I got to get to class I'm going to be late"
With that I turned and made my way to my AP algebra two class and sat down in my seat just as the tarty bell rang. After giving us a little lecture of monomials and handing out a worksheet for us to complete I started zoning out and thinking about what happened last period. Why must the only time that he said more than two words to me it was 'watch where your going'
Oh! I know! Because everything bad has to happen to me.
It's like fate was out to get me. My dad left my mom for some girl half his age after he got her knocked up leaving my mother to care for me and the twins on her own. After he left she became obsessed with her work as a nurse for a hospital in Forks and started working double shifts and when she wasn't at work she'll go down to the bar and drink away the pain that my father caused eleven years ago. Which caused a five year old me to take care of the newborns. I fed and changed them, taught them how to walk and talk, I acted like I was their mother when in truth she was just a person who would say a quick hi or play with them for a couple of minutes before going back to work. I had to miss out on my childhood to take care of my brothers (not that I'm complaining) but over time my mom slowly started to coming around and now shes back to her old self but once every blue moon when she thought no one was looking I'd catch her looking at some old photo albums with an ocean of tissues around her.
"Alright class if you didn't finish your paper finish it for homework the bell is about to ring have a nice day everyone" my teacher Mrs. Carmona said bring me out of my thoughts just then the school bell rang letting everyone know that school was officially over .
I sighed and put the paper that I now have for homework in my backpack along with my binder and pencil. As I walk out of class I spotted Jared with his current girlfriend Oriana. They were in a heavy makeout session in the middle of the hallway. My heart broke slightly at the sight; just like it always did when ever I saw them together.
I quickly turned away and walked out of the building before the tear that threatening to come out had a chance to spill. It was sprinkling which for once I didn't mind. It would disguise my tears that were now freely falling down my cheeks. It hurt seeing them together.
Oriana was the queen bee of our school and Jared was her king. They have been together almost a year now just after he and Mary broke up. Oriana was beautiful she had long dark brown hair that almost reached her waist. She was the perfect shade of tan, one that celebrities pay big bucks to achieve. She had a body that models will kill for with legs that go on for days and a beautiful face that makes me want to put a bag over my head in shame any time I'm in the same room as her.
What I don't get if that she hides most of her beauty under a mask of makeup she definitely doesn't need it. Also the clothes that she wears shouldn't really be considered clothes because they cover absolutely NOTHING up its shocking that the school doesn't make her go home to change everyday. She also had three clones Robyn, Jessica, and Amanda. They follow her every move as if their lives depended on it.
I guess it wasn't that shocking that her and Jared are together like I said before she was the queen and he was the king of our school. He would never want someone as normal and plain as me but I can't help wishing dreaming that someday somehow by some miracle he would feel the same. I sigh as I open the door to my home and say to myself "Yea, Keep dreaming Kim".
I can't help it I just have this feeling that we are meant to be together. I just know it.
AN~~~ Well there you have it! I hope you liked it! Let me know what you think! :)I'm almost done with the second chapter so be sure to check it out once I upload it! :)
Also if you get the chance be sure to read my story "STRONG" it's a Paul/OC and I'm almost done with it would love to know what you guys have to think about it :)
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