Hey! What are you looking at, baka?
Wait, you don't intend to actually read this story? I mean it's not like I want you too or anything! Baka!
Fine then! Go ahead, see if I care! You know what, since you're such a baka, why don't you go ahead and review too! See if I care, because I don't!
" Ugh, I mean, why can't I just be nice for a change! Anyways, I'll see you when you get here, Pheebs! "
" Also, this never happened."
" Forgetting! " Phoebe said, setting down the phone. She smiled, laying back against her bed, letting out a sigh. She laid there for what seemed like forever, just thinking.
She got up, her socks pressing against the hardwood floor. She walked forward, still lost in her thoughts. She grabbed the bag she had packed a little bit ago, and threw it over her shoulder.
I wonder if I'll ever confess. This thought crossed her mind, but she shook her head. It hurt, it really did. She wanted to spend all her time with Helga, she wanted to be by her, to be with her. She wanted to be hers.
But Helga already had a crush on Arnold, and it was starting to piss Phoebe off. She noticed some of her other classmates were finally catching on to Helga's crush on Arnold, except for him, of course. He was so goddamn dense. Phoebe tried her hardest to keep positive feelings for him, but she just couldn't. Helga was right there, in front of him, and he was too busy looking on the bright side to even notice her.
She stood, looking at Helga's house. She was already there, surprisingly. She had been so caught up in her feelings that she hadn't noticed the area surrounding her. She walked up the steps, her heart pounding even faster than before.
She knocked on the door, awaiting a response. She heard a man's voice yell something, but he was muffled so she couldn't make it out. The door swung open, a girl standing proudly in the doorway, welcoming Phoebe in.
" Hey, Pheebs! "
Phoebe smiled, her whole body was warm. She walked inside quietly, and followed Helga up to her room.
Helga shut the door of her room, and turned to meet Phoebes eyes. She smiled softly, once more, and grabbed Phoebes bag from her. " Here, it'll be on my desk. "
Phoebe took in the sight of Helga's room, inhaling the soft scent that lingered in the room.
One day, Helga. One day.
Phoebe took a deep breath, staring at the ceiling in the dark. She could feel the blonde move next to her, turning in her sleep. Phoebe turned her body to face the girl, and she felt her heart started to pound aggressively. She was inches away from Helga's face. She could feel happiness overwhelm her. She knew that this wasn't the first time they've shared a bed, and it wouldn't be the last. They were friends. It was just natural.
But each and every time, Phoebe couldn't stop herself from bursting with happiness, as if her feelings had been reciprocated, even though they would not ever be. The dim reality always hit her, and she choked for a minute, forcing back tears. She let out a sigh, turning away from Helga. She closed her eyes, her thoughts consuming her once more, before she fell victim to her weariness, and finally fell asleep.
So, baka, I guess you aren't so stupid after all. I mean, don't get the wrong idea or anything, I just didn't expect you to read something of mine.
You're still a huge baka, though!
(If I decided to continue this story, I will try to make the chapters bigger, and I will probably try to make my writing much more detailed. Also, yes this is an actual story that supports PhoebeXHelga. Yes, yes I know. It's not a really good idea. I've always loved this ship and I don't know why. Maybe It's because I really like gay ships because I am also gay. If you're interested, I'm Pan/Ace. Look up both of those, or not.
Also, yes, I do actually love HelgaxArnold.
But being gay is also okay.
I hope you did enjoy this, and please, it would mean alot to me if you could take time out of your day and write a review. Thank you. )
