I never knew how to act around the Winchesters. I never knew how they would react if I did something. Even when I meet them, it seemed wrong and right at the same time. I was given the case of the Winchesters by my cousin to make sure they weren't a danger to anyone important. I was born high up on the food chain and shouldn't have been doing a little inspection of a couple of hunters but my cousin thought that the guys were cute and I had been demoted because I had lost my powers.

I might them at a gas station. They were working the case of the woman in white. As they were working it, they were also looking for their father. I joined in. they didn't know what to make of me at first and they didn't trust me. I guess at that time I didn't even trust myself. I took the job to have something to do and so that I was far away from my daughter so that she could be safe. The Winchesters eventually saw that what I needed was a family, so they took me in. I was a part of the family now and helped them with hunting. Even as I finished my report, I stayed with them. When I got my powers back and was forced to tell them who and what I was, they got angry but after a case where I saved both Sam and Dean, they got over it. I put them under my protection so no one powerful would attempt to kill them.

I worshipped them. I had contacts in the government and was already, at age "26", a big player in the FBI. I was allowed to pick up random cases that we wanted to work on and make them official FBI cases. I took Sam and Dean on those cases as consultant. I helped them mourn when they lost someone important to them. I was there for Dean when Sam died, even though at that time I was already in love with Sam. I put my grief away and did what needed to be down. Dean went off and made his crossroad deal without telling me. When Dean came back from making that deal, I knew something was wrong and that he had messed up. I helped fight when I was needed, without getting too involved. I helped try to find a way to save Dean even though I knew it was worthless. I cried as I watched Dean died and was too weak to stop it. I was pregnant at the time, I knew it but no one else knew.

After we buried Dean, I went to England, got rid of Sam's baby from myself, visited my daughter, who had grown so much since the last time I had seen her. But then I got a message telling me to show up where we had buried Dean. I showed up and watched in fright as Dean dug himself out of his own grave. I walked with my old friend to a lonely gas station where he took a lot of food and money and saw a handprint placed upon his arm. Then I heard the voice of an angel and finally put together the clues but knowing it could change the future kept it to myself. Before we left I laid down a hundred dollar bill to make up for what we took and followed dean into a phone box and stood there as Dean called Bobby and got knocked down. I followed him to a beat up car and without letting him know, fixed up using my powers. We drove to Bobby's house.

I watched as Bobby pulled all the tests on dean and waited for him to do them on me. When he didn't I just assumed it was because I was with Dean and Dean had passed. I heard about how I wasn't the only one Sam had pulled away from. We went and found Sam. He was with a girl in a motel room. I felt like I remembered her from somewhere but couldn't place why or where. I wasn't upset that he was sleeping with another girl because for me it was over the minute I had gotten pregnant and hadn't told him. I also didn't plan on telling him. I hung out with Dean and Bobby as they set up traps for the creature that had saved Dean from hell. I saw as an old enemy, an angel, Castiel, walked through and saw the looks of confusion on their faces when nothing worked. I heard Castiel tell them what he was. I was there as the Winchesters and I slowly got closer to the angel. I watched as Sam let Lucifer out of his cage and was their when Sam sacrificed himself and went into the cage.

I married Castiel and lived in Heaven with him. When I learned that Dean's family was being targeted, I went and hunted with Sam and his newfound family. I kept my inhuman side from them and relied on the skills I had learned but the one I was born with or had added to myself. I helped save Dean's family and helped Dean leave his family to go back to hunting. I only did a few cases while trying to stay by my husband's side during war. I tried to be a loyal wife and stand but him but as he started hurting the Winchesters and as he treated humans lower then he usually did, I grew apart from him. I went back to hunting. I tried to convince Castiel to stop but he never listened to me. I fought him as he tried to eat the souls, and when he was ready to put them back, I held him in my arms. I told him I forgave him even though I didn't; I told him I loved him, which I did. I watched from the background as he let the souls go and as he lay down on the ground, dead. I watched in horror and disgust as the Leviathans took over his body and walked in the lake. I watched as he disappeared leaving his jacket and inside he jacket, his wedding ring.

I wore it around my neck as we searched for those wicked creatures and as Sam ended up in a hospital. I went with Dean to find the mystery healer we had heard of and stood in shock as I saw Castiel clueless, their, with his new wife. I had to use al might not to cry over the fact that my husband had forgotten me. I sat in the backseat and slept till we got to the store. Then I went in with Dean for food and ended up killing a demon and seeing Meg again. I sat up in silence as Meg dropped clues to the clueless man. I helped save Sam and saw my husband get lost inside his own head. I sat next to him as he woke up and stood beside him while an angry Dean tried to reason with him.

I helped Dean fight the Leviathans and we to purgatory with them. I helped fight ourselves out and was sucked back into the real world with Dean, while Castiel was stuck there. I went back into hunting and was suspicious as my Castiel came back. I stayed away and didn't trust him. I suspected it that he was being controlled. I found Naomi's secret training area filled with fake Deans. I helped Castiel overcome the force controlling him and helped him hide. I warned him against Metatron and watched as he and the other angels fell.