Hello there!

Dark Millenia here! Ok, this is my first Golden Sun fanfic! I have finished Golden sun on and half finished golden sun 2. So maybe I will make some error. Please be kind. Some of my knowledge comes from internet.

LoL! I'm supposed to try and finished my YGO fics but I change my mine the last minute, I'm going to do it Sunday or next week. Anyway....

This fic is going to be long. It's NOT an one-shot. It's about Alex, my favourite Golden Sun Character. Off course I will add Felix/Sheba and Pier/Mia parings. But the main paring is Alex/ Jenna.

Yea, in this first chap, Alex is the only character but the heroes will come at chapter 2 and later. They will be there.

How sad that I'm the only that like alex here! People here seem to hate him. I'm must be the only fan he got.... Sigh... how sad!!!! *CRY*

GOLDEN SUN DOESN'T BELONG TO ME AND HIS CHARACTER AS WELL! If it did, it will be Alex as main character. ^_^

It take place just after Alex has been on top of Mont Alept (did I spell it right?) Mont Alept is being swallowed. By the way he is NOT dead. In this story he is one year younger then Mia. He is 17 now. (LOL I know he look older)

Unworthy Living Puppet

Chapter 1

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Alex's P.O.V

So I have failed... So this is the end. I glanced at Vale one last time. Well at least it's falling with me, lost into the darkness, just like me. Beautiful places, full joy and happiness, people lived there happily bathed by the light. Vale was one of those places, even if it's the guardian of the element stars, people there are free, they know what freedom is. Imil was never like that. People were born to protect the cursed lighthouse. Well, at least one of those happy places that hold what I was never able to get is disappearing with me.

With that though.... I embrace death, welcoming darkness in me.

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A few hours later

Aggrr... The pain...hahaha... so even the dead feel the physical pain. How interesting. So this is my punishment for being a worthless doll; feel pain for eternity, never being able to rest in peace.....

*flashback*

A 10 years old kid sat alone in a corner, looking at other children playing happily in the snow. They seem to have so much fun, unlike him. Just then, he remembered he got to meet his teacher.

His teacher is Mia's father. Their family had been Mercury Lighthouse protector for generations. Other mercury Adepts support their family in there duties. He was one of them. They are not allowed to learn other psyenergy then the healings like ply, cure poison and etc. Mia's family are the only ones that are allow to practice offensive power. How unfair!

He still remember that fortunate girl's father's word "Offensive are only for us the sacred family. All you need to know is ply. It will be enough to fulfill you duties."

Today it's another of those classes that he talks about the lighthouses history. Mia is my instructor... Instructor... They sure make it sound so beautiful. I'm more like Mia's servant. All I do all day long is too carry her books, serve her tea, prepare everything for her and follow her around all day long.

So that was the purpose I was born. My only purpose of living; serve mercury lighthouse all my life. I was born to be a slave, a living puppet. Yes, I was an unworthy living puppet.

Other people in town that are not adept have a way better life than me. I don't know if they even notice me. Maybe I'm just someone in the décor, a simple kid that any others.

Well, I did run away at the age of 15. I want to prove to them that I can become more powerful then Mia will ever be, I am as worthy as any other human. But why do I even bother? They didn't even notice that I was gone. Maybe they don't even know that I ever exist.

*End of Flashback*

I have no regrets! Even though I end up like this. Hated and forgotten by everyone, dead in this place... I have no regrets! I am free; free to do everything I want. I end up like this because I am free and I'm happy of it. No one force me to get the power of alchemy. I did it on my own free will. The freedom that I envy others, the freedom that I dream every night, this very freedom is the source of my demise and yet I have no regrets.

Every breath I took causes me enormous pain. Wait! When do dead people breathe... That mean I'm still alive. Is that possible?

I open my eyes and look around. It's the room where rested the element stars before they got retrieved. So I must have fallen in this room. I look around, no exit. First, I heal myself. I'm going to stay here for a while. I just absorbed enormous power. I finally understand why I lost to the wise one. I lost to the wise one because I don't know how to use them. When I fight against the wise one, I only used the power I had before acquiring the power of the golden sun. I will need to be able to use them. Right now, nobody knows that I'm alive. I will need to control the power I have obtained.

Maybe I only have the power of Mercury, Venus and Jupiter but it doesn't matter. I will be able to control the power of earth, water and wind in no matter of time. I will have food with the help of venus, water with the help of mercury and air with the power of Jupiter. (Dark Millenia's note: Just take that Alex found those knowledge in some place)

I will prove to everyone that I deserve freedom like every other person. I will show them that I am allowed live like other. I will show them what I can become. I will prove that I'm NOT born to be an.... Unworthy living puppet....

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So it wasn't that bad.

No this isn't finished. The heroes will be there in the next chapters!

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Thanks!

Dark Millenia