First fanfic: let me know what you think! I love these characters and my mind drifts to them and the situations that could happen if they were together!

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It was two days following the disturbing events that happened at homecoming. Stephan had been released from Klaus's compulsion and turned on us, then left. Klaus who with all our planning was still alive

and probably pissed that we tried to kill him. Our one real shot at killing Klaus, Mikael (Klaus's father) was now dead. Rebecca the bad vampire, trying to do the right thing vampire is now staked in the cellar

by me! And Damon blaming himself again for another wasted plan, has not answered my calls or been by to see me in two days and I am beginning to worry what he might do. I am not even sure I know

what I want to do. I haven't been to school in a couple weeks, and to be honest have no interest in going back. Alaric and Jeremy, Caroline, and Bonnie are really trying hard to get me out of this depressing

mood I have been in for the last couple days. Shopping trip yesterday, talks of going to games and dances really is not top of my priority right now. I want or wait need to see Damon, I miss him! What did I

just say – "I miss Damon Salvatore" yes I do. I miss his sarcastic humor, the way he moves around me and makes me feel protected and safe, and to be honest his touch. Even if it is just a hand on my

shoulder or back, his touch seems to burn through my close and linger on my skin. I am craving Damon's touch, wow I need to get out of this house and do something before I go completely crazy!

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Why could nothing go to plan. Seriously what have I done in the last hundred plus years to deserve this torture. Oh ya – I've murdered, and taken women against their will. Well besides all that I have tried

in the last few months to be good couldn't a guy catch a break. Stephan is gone again and now I am not sure I can get him back and I know Elena says she doesn't want him back and we should let him go

but he is my brother and we have been through too much to just let him go. You think I should be happy that she wants to let him go, but a part of me just can't. Then there is little miss sunshine, she keeps

calling and coming over here and I have been doing my best to avoid her. I have to have some distance for the next couple of days to figure out our next move, oh don't get me wrong I have been watching

her. I wait until she has exhausted herself and is safely asleep, then I crawl through her window and sit and watch her. I can't even go sit by her bed, because I don't trust myself enough not to touch her

soft skin or move a piece of that silky brown hair that falls in her face back behind her ear. I am too distracted when she is around and I can't afford the distraction right now. Need a clear head, I wonder

why when she sleeps does she keep saying my name the way she says it almost like a moan I want to wake her and find out what naughty things go on in that beautiful little head while she sleeps. Stop!

Clear head. Tonight I will spend one more night watching her ensuring she is safe and then tomorrow after a talk with Alaric I am off to find my demented brother! No matter how long it takes I will find him

and save him this time. I will give in and torture myself one more night, watching my beauty sleep!

Seecond Chapter to follow if reviews go well!