As I packed my bag getting ready to bust out this once thought heaven, now hell hole. Yeah I said it once heaven where he was mine and I was his, no I will not start thinking about that it's in the past, it's done…I hope. Damn, I got off track again. As I checked myself in the mirror, my maroon hair seemed to fall out of place and my eyes were puffy from my tears. In the mirror I was shocked to see him there standing right behind me having my bag in his hand with the same frown on his face since the day I had met him.

"Come on Rukia! You know I can't stay in one spot for too long! "I whined as I tried to grab her attention, but my eyes got the attention of something else, no correct that someone else. He had spiked orange hair and sun kissed skin, his body was just right he wasn't too bulky and wasn't too skinny, just right. As you look at his face his eyes was a shade of milk chocolate but when it hits the light it has little tint of gold, those eyes were so warm and welcoming, but his frown on his face told otherwise. I couldn't have stopped my ogling even if I wanted to, but good things had to end. The person who had just blown my mind away was walking away. I am Renji Abarai; I never fall head over heels for somebody they fall for me.

"Renji are you listening?" Rukia, my child hood friend said to me as I was staring out in oblivion.

"Hmm-oh sorry I wasn't listening, so what were you saying?" I said sheepishly, as I looked back to the spot where the orange haired teen was.

"I said that this is one of my friends here; this is Ichigo Kurosaki." She said as she introduced me having a little glow forming on her when she spoke his name. Well I really didn't care at the moment I just want to find the orange haired teen again, but then again I guess I should show rukia's friends some respect. As I turned around I was completely dumbfounded at what I saw. It was him the orange haired teen or Ichigo as I should say; he was staring right into my eyes and I was staring right into his, feeling those eyes taking me in, piece by piece.

"Ichigo this is my child hood friend Renji Abarai, he's going to be staying here for a while since he's umm, well Renji what are you doing here?" She said, but I was so hoping she wouldn't have asked especially in front of him.

"Well…" I said trying to find a way not to make this situation more uncomfortable for me than it's already getting, especially I don't even know if the orange haired teen is even gay. "Hmm, he was getting to clingy so I ditched him, so I need somewhere to stay till the situation is all clear, you know the usual." I said as I took a glance at Ichigo I was surprised to find he had laughter and relief in his eyes. The relief part I didn't get, but I really couldn't focus clearly because I couldn't keep my eyes from roaming the teen.

"Sorry Ren I don't have any room, but you can stay with Ichigo." She said with a giant smirk plastered on her face knowing that she was up to something, but what-why did-that evil bitch she knew, she knows I was checking him out. That crazed little-but wait I'm staying over his house, what am I going to do, what am I going to wear, shirt or no shirt, pants or no pants-uh I'm going insane.

"Yeah he can stay at my house for a little while." He said, with a smirk on his face and a strange glint in his eyes that got me a little bit nervous.

"Give me my bag Ichigo, I'm leaving." I said trying not to stare into his eyes, but I couldn't help it. As I saw his eyes I was confused, he had a hint of anger, confusion, and sadness. The sadness is what made me confused. Why is he sad he doesn't love me, he probably wants me to go. We both cheat on each other there is nothing left for us.

I bet he saw my confusion as well as he dropped my bag and stepped in front of me are faces mere inches apart, as his breath filled my senses filled with the scent of whisky. As he finally pressed his warm moist lips against mine, I felt as I was in heaven. As I felt that same warm feeling when we first kissed and how my lips would tingle a little from his lips just touching mine. As he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, my hard headiness wouldn't just give up that easily. But I soon gave in as he bit my lip making me moan, I always loved how he was rough it just kept me coming into him even more.

As are tongues danced in each other's mouths. I felt like I was on air as our bodies grinded together creating inseparable friction. As he pushed me against the wall he started to nip and suck on my neck. Oh how I missed this if only he-no, if only if we can see what's going with each other we wouldn't have to go through this every time. I couldn't keep my thoughts under control as he touched my body; his cold hands touching my heated skin as he played with my nipples making them grow hard from all of the heat and arousal soaring through my body.

"Ichi…ah Ichi please ahh…please" I whined as I tried to get him to stop teasing, but I'd be stupid to believe he would ever stop, he just loves to play.

"…why, hmm why should I stop, what do you want, tell me what you want?" As he took control of my mouth again, I couldn't have helped myself but to moan again. I guess I didn't notice when are clothes were almost off but I couldn't find a good reason to care, I just wanted him, feel him inside of me but I know after all of that unbelievable sensation that it would be back to like it was, no love just lust and a whole lot of lies.

"Ichi please take me I want you inside of me, please!" I practically begged him.

"For a person who was just about to run away all of a sudden wants to stay. Renji? Do you really want my cock inside you as I thrust in and out of you why you scream in pleasure as my big cock stretches your tight hole? I nodded impatiently of wanting the feeling. His vulgar words getting to me intensely making me more aroused. He pushed me down to our already messed bed, as I bounced up and down from the push; he stares at me heatedly as he makes his way on top of me. "Renji…do you want me to come inside you as I keep brutally abusing your prostate? Hmm Renji do you want that?" He grinded our already painfully hard erections together trying to prove his point, and I was fully done for it.

"Ahh Ichi please shove your big cock I-"As I tried to finish he shoved his cock into me with one swift movement leaving me feel the pain of not being prepared, which he never usually does unless he wants it to last long, and he and I were never that patient, and I never really got it unprepared before Ichi came along; since I liked being bottom they assumed that I wouldn't like it rough well that's why I ain't with'em now. Ichigo always knew how to please me for some reason.

"Renji do you wanna touch me, do you wanna feel me?" He said as a smirk graced his lips. I nodded wanting to touch him to feel his every curve and muscle on his body and taste the sweat on his skin, but as I tried to lift my hands they weren't moving. He didn't, that bastard just tied up my hands when I wasn't looking, and he placed licks and kisses on every part of my body as I got used to his length stretching me I totally forgot about my hands being tied up. As he pulled back, his cock almost out of my pucker as he brutally plunged back inside of me, filling me fully as he hit my prostate in deadly accuracy.

"AHHH ICHI! OH MORE, AH AH…AHHH!" As I cried in pleasure, sure to make are neighbors hear. Are bed squeaked in protest as ichigo's thrusts got harder and harder and more pleasurable. "A-harder ah p-please ah more!" In a swift movement he had turned me over on all fours as my hands tied behind my back, my face was in the pillows and my ass high in the air where his cock is still seated inside of me.

"Renji, say you love me Renji. Say it for the whole world can hear." He said as he still kept his brutal thrusts in and out of me. When I didn't say it he became impatient, he slapped my ass in the harshest manor possible.

"I-I lo-love y-you ah hah!" As I said those words I felt something in my heart, like a flood of relief washed over it, but also a ping of sadness if he doesn't say it back, well its good not to give my hopes up. As he started pumping my neglected member as he played with my slit making me buck in pleasure, my mouth open, my faced flushed and sweat dripping all over my body. Hearing sweaty skin slap as he thrusts inside me in unreal speed, it was completely deadly how he would strike my prostate every time as if he has it mapped out and memorized it. As I was rearing into my climax, as I felt the feeling bubbling in my gut. "I-Ichi I'm gonna ah" As I was about to finally feel my release Ichigo stopped it by holding on to my tip. "I-Ichi l-let me come" I whined as I wanted to feel his seed inside me as well.

Slapping my ass again, and again as he thrust in and out of me." Ren…lets come together." As he continued to pump my member as we finally came together, both of us screaming out are pleasure and as he bit down in the crook of my neck tearing into my skin making me bleed. As we stayed in the same spot lying on each other as we were coming down from our sex high. Letting go of my neck he lapped up the blood apologetically and unseated himself from me, plopping down beside me and pulling me into his chest as I felt his heart beat." Your mine…nobody else's but mine" he said as he slowly drifted off leaving me in a jumbled mess on how to react to what he said, but seeing how I felt safe in the longest time I let it slide and buried those words in my heart making it sing.