Disclaimer: I don't own Chicago PD.
A/N: Thank you for the reviews guys! Sorry for being absent this week, it's just I usually get 5-10 reviews per chapter and I posted 4 on the weekend and maybe got 4 reviews in total so I was like... am I THAT terrible? haha
Also the reviews stopped right after someone said I copied one of my stories... so wasn't sure if they were related.
I absolutely haven't copied a story, but as I said before - if you read anything of mine and think it's too close to your own just reach out and talk to me.
This is just a little something I came up with after the crossover episodes... :-)
Life is Fragile
"Babe, what do you want for dinner?" I'm peering into the fridge with a sigh, fingers tapping against the door.
"Jay?" I call again and stick my head around the corner to find him staring at the TV blankly.
My feet take my over to him and I lean over the back of the couch.
"Hey. Jay. I'm. talking. To. you." I'm smirking as I poke him with every word, mimicking the colorful lady from the interview.
Jay's head turns to me with his brow furrowed and an astonished look in his eye.
"What?"
"I said. What. Do. You. Want. For. dinner?" My eyes are smiling as I jab him with every word again before his hand comes up to catch mine.
"Stop it." He chuckles and I lean my weight on the back of the couch, to keep in contact with Jay.
"That witness did it." Jay's blue eyes are smiling.
"I remember… I also recall you enjoying it."
"Slightly, yeah. What gave me away?" I shrug.
"I saw that smile on your face."
"Yeah but I gave you a little chest rub to make you feel better…"
"Not the rub I'm after." Jay smirks with a raised eyebrow and I groan.
"Maybe later." It's his turn to groan.
"Why do I always get the crazies?" He drops his head back with a sigh.
"You just attract them babe." I giggle at him.
"Yeah well those jabs hurt, the crazy old woman." I'm laughing as I wrap my arm around his neck and rest my head by his.
"Awww my poor baby. Do you need me to kiss it better?"
"Couldn't hurt." I'm laughing as I climb over the back of the couch to straddle Jay's lap.
I lean forward and place my lips against his briefly before running my hands under his shirt, bringing it up with my hands.
When his chest is exposed I lean down and press a kiss there.
"All better?" I ask while dropping his shirt.
"Almost." Jay's hands reach into my hair and pull my lips to his.
Jay's tongue slips into my mouth and we moan into the kiss, my hands moving to wrap around his wrists.
We try and declare our love, by pouring all of our feelings into the kiss before we need to part ways to breath.
Hazel and blue eyes search each other, knowing we have been using some comedic relief to distract ourselves from the devastating events from the previous days.
"I can't believe she's gone Jay." I finally whisper and Jay's eyes cloud with unshed tears.
"Me either baby."
"I remember when Al asked me to talk to her about her future… about going to college… She didn't end up having one. Why do things like this happen?" My voice falters at the end.
"It's not fair." Jay whispers as I lean my check further into his hand as my tears start to fall.
"She's gone." A sob slips through my lips.
"I know." Jay whispers, his right hand still cupping my cheek and his other hand caressing my thigh.
"Nadia's gone, Justin's gone… and now Lexi. Life is so fragile Jay, so short… Today made me realize…. It could have been you. We lose people we love… I've lost people I love. But at the end of it all, I can come home with you for support and comfort, but…" The tears turn to gut wrenching sobs and Jay brings me closer, my head nestled in his neck.
"Let it out baby, I'm right here. I'm okay." Jays stroking my hair as I continue to cry.
When my sobs ebb away and the tears stop streaming down my face he brings my head back out to wipe the tears away with his thumb.
I turn in his lap so my back is against the arm of the chair and my legs to one side, Jay's arms wrap around my waist. My side is pressed into his chest, his lips placing a kiss on the side of my head.
"Why do we waste time stressing about a future that might not happen?" I break the silence that settled around the room when my sobs ended.
"We still need to plan our lives babe, plan for the future… go after what we want." Jay's voice is soft, his breath tickling my cheek.
"Yeah, I guess." My hands play with his which are wrapped around my waist, securing me to him.
"But you're right, no point stressing about it. Go after what we want and just live our life in the meantime. Do things that make us happy."
"Life's short… you make me happy, Jay. I know that much. If I have my life with you I know I won't be disappointed or regret one moment." I turn my teary eyes to Jay and see his tears staring back at me.
Jay places a kiss to my forehead.
"You make me happier than you could know Erin. A life with you is all I want, sounds perfect to me."
A/N: Sorry it's short but I can barely move my arms after the gym lol
It's 9.30pm, I'll see if I can wake up early before work to post the next chapter tomorrow morning. Yes, I can arrange for there to be smut in the next chapter. ;-) lol
With 'Shoot me'... I'm thinking of one or two more chapters.
- Erin and Jay coming home after work, Jay checking in with how Erin is doing and about her mum. Then obviously talking about how Hank knows and cornered Jay
- Erin and Jay telling the unit
Thoughts?
Also, someone reviewed asking for intimate interactions between Erin and Jay in that story, they have made love already so do you mean conversation? Or just intimate gestures? Just clarify a little for me and I'll see what I can do. :-)
