Diamond no Ace
Well, this was suppose to be a oneshot, but I kept getting requests from several people to continue this and well, I eventually gave in. Then, by the time I finally get rid of all my DNA feels, I feel like everyone is going to be tired of my writing. I have trouble now writing anything that isn't Diamond no Ace related. For example, instead of writing Eren, I end up writing Eijun have way through. Yeah, it's pretty bad.
Anyways, so here's another story and I'm sorry that it's kind of painful. Like always, DNA does not belong to me and neither does the cover image. If you would like the source, please tell me and I will gladly give it to you. Also, I'm sure you've noticed, but I'm not good at coming up with story titles or summaries.
Broken
Chapter 1
Hot tears were streaming down his face as he hid behind the door. He clasped his hand over his mouth, hoping they wouldn't hear his cries or his heart breaking into millions of pieces. His trembling legs became weak and he suddenly fell to his knees. He slammed his fist against the ground while his tears continued on. The pain was just so unbearable.
A part of him couldn't believe what was going on. He wanted to stomp right in there and punch both of them right in the face. He wanted to scream, pull them apart, but he knew he would never gather enough nerve to do such a thing. It wasn't any of his business and he wasn't even suppose to be there anyways. Even so, he just couldn't accept it and it tore him apart to see them so attached to one another. His nightmare was happening, but he never thought it would hurt this much. Furuya had stole away the only person he had grown to admire and love.
The night was cold and harsh, but he couldn't move from his spot. His body was frozen stiff, his lips quivering to the sound of the loud panting that was coming from inside the gym. Eijun snapped his eyes shut and slowly covered his ears with his hands. He wanted run to his dorm and hide underneath his warm bed sheets. He didn't want to hear them anymore. He didn't want to hear their loud and out of breath whispers. He didn't want to see them exchanging their internal feelings on one another. However, the sight of them together was engraved in his mind to the point where he couldn't even move.
He had stepped out his dorm room to stretch and to toss the ball around before he went to sleep. Then, he happened to spot Miyuki outside and he tried to call him, but he was too far away for him to hear. Wondering where he was going at such an hour, Eijun decided to follow him. Miyuki was quietly heading to the gym where Furuya was patiently waiting for him.
Unsure what was going on, Eijun stayed by the door and watched them suspiciously. He figured that Miyuki and Furuya were going to practice some more since he couldn't think of any other reason for them to meet up so late at night. With that in mind, Eijun was just about to throw a tantrum and exclaim that he want to practice with them too, when he suddenly noticed Miyuki standing awfully close to Furuya, their faces only a couple of inches apart. Neither of them said anything, but they were both gazing into each others eyes.
Eijun silently gulped, his palms nervously sweating as he grabbed the door. He bit his lips as his heart thudded loudly with anxiousness. He started asking himself millions of questions as Furuya and Miyuki got even closer to one another. His eyes started getting teary when he saw Miyuki giving Furuya one of his killer smiles. Then, he slowly lifted his hand and calmly placed it over Furuya's cheek. Miyuki kept it there while his other hand silently slipped under Furuya's shirt. After that, Furuya looked away, a slight blush forming on his face. Miyuki laughed and called him childish before he turned him in his direction again. Furuya said something back in return before they smashed their lips on one other.
That's when Eijun's tears escaped from his eyes as he watched in horror what they were both doing. He reached out his hand as his mind screamed for them to stop. His mouth had suddenly gone dry, though. His voice was gone and the only thing he could do was cry in silence as he watched Miyuki, his catcher, make out with someone else.
Even though it burned, Eijun turned to look inside the darkish room once again. Their hands were intertwined with one another and Miyuki was already slightly on top of Furuya, his face buried deep in his neck. Furuya groaned and suddenly tried to push Miyuki away, but that's when Miyuki tightly grabbed his wrists and pushed him against the wall, pinning him in between it. Miyuki caressed his face once again before he started undoing Furuya's pants.
Eijun was crying nonstop by then, unable to keep in the pain that was forming within him. He just couldn't stand it and he didn't want to believe the sight that stood before him. He took deep breaths as he lowered his head even more. His forehead was now hitting the ground while he kept hitting the cold dirt with his fist. He was so angry and yet, so hurt by everything. He had a list of regrets with Miyuki being the first of it.
He should have told him how he felt from the start. He hesitated and now he was paying the price. Miyuki didn't like him. His feelings were clearly one sided and there was just no way he could compete against Furuya. He was the one Miyuki wanted. He was the one that was able to capture Miyuki's heart and attention. He didn't stand a chance. It was over. He had lost him.
Still, how was he suppose to forget him when he saw him everyday? How was he going to get through the day after knowing what was really going on between Miyuki and Furuya? How was he going to avoid hating his own teammate? He wanted to be with Miyuki. He wanted to wrap his arms around him and tell him how much he really needed him. He wanted to tell him that he didn't only depend on him as a catcher. Despite his arrogant attitude, Eijun grew to love him and before he knew it, he became the owner of his thoughts.
Trying to stand up again, Eijun turned to look inside again only to find them more into each other than before. They were done kissing and while Furuya leaned against the wall with a flustered embarrassed face, Miyuki was kneeling on the ground with his mouth busy as ever.
With a torn and broken heart, Eijun quickly turned away as his knees collapsed on him once again. He just couldn't move and he knew that it wasn't because of his exhausted body. He stayed in that position for a few more seconds while Furuya's loud moans echoed through his ears. Snapping his eyes shut, Eijun found the strength to stand up and run.
He didn't want to be there. He didn't want to hear Furuya and Miyuki whispering each others names. Eijun kept running and before he knew it, he was standing on the field under the cloudy and rather chilly sky. He was breathing loudly, his heart pounding rapidly, his hands trembling violently. His tears kept on flowing even though he desperately tried to wipe them away with his sleeve. He didn't want anyone to see him this way because then he would have to give explanations and he didn't want to mention what he had just seen. He wanted to erase that from his mind and never think about it again.
It was useless however. The image had already been imprinted in his mind. He knew he would never be able to forget such a thing. He hated himself for it. He had come to Seidou to play baseball and to represent his old friends from back home. He wasn't suppose develop feelings for his catcher. Looking back at the gym, Eijun wondered what Furuya and Miyuki were doing now. Whatever it was, they probably had no idea that he had caught sight of them.
Sniffling some more, Eijun decided to head back to his dorm room even though he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep. He was tired, but after everything that he had seen, he doubted he would be able to rest at all. The one thing he wanted after all was to be Miyuki arms. For the first time, he wanted to be Furuya's place.
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