Summary: One-shot! My take on diving into the consciousness Kyle Broflovski. Hinted Style (StanxKyle)

Warning: Contains Yaoi and OCs.

My name is Kyle Broflovski.

I'm Jewish and a current resident of South Park.

My family members are Shelia Broflovski, Gerald Broflovski and Ike Broflovski (who is adopted from Canada).

My friends are Stan, Kenny and Cartman.

Kenny is my friend, we always hang out together everyday.

Cartman on the other hand, I don't consider him a true friend, since he always make my blood boil. One of these days that fat ass will be the death of me.

Stan, he's my super best friend in the whole wide world. We always were during kindergarten. We always go through thick or thin and we always act like brothers. He always brings my arms around me when I'm depressed. Though I started having feelings for him that are deeper than brotherly, no what am I thinking! I wouldn't work! Besides Wendy is his girlfriend and we come from two different religions. It would only end in disaster!

I'm thinking too hard on this...

But I feel like I'm being too comfortable in this life. Maybe because I'm too naïve and irrogant or living in some sort of illusion. I always question reality but even though both reality and fantasy are different seperate realms I always feel like they can be blurred and mended into one. Deep down I don't have much time because I'm diabetic but I won't go down without a fight. I'm strong in my beliefs but that sometimes leads me to lose my temper. Then again, that's the way I am.

From what I heard from Sarah, the girl who always fishes at Stark's Pond, she told me a saying about life and death.

"In life there is belief, but in death there is the truth."

So I won't now the real truth 'til I die. Joy, I wonder if I should wait for death or no... I'll just leave a lot of loved ones in turmoil especially Stan.

I question a lot of things, my friends, my family, hell even my own existence. But isn't that what makes life mysterious and exciting. Whatever life throws at me I'll take the challenge and when I die I will know... the truth, the 'real' truth. Not that truth that is sugar coated, censored or filled with little white lies, the REAL truth about everything including my own existence.

'Til then I'll enjoy life to the fullest.


A/N: I had a little fun on writing this one-shot. Though I did not know a lot about Kyle when writing this Fic, it was still fun to write on what our little red-headed afro boy would be thinking about. Inspirations were watching MVs of Kyle's rivalry with Cartman and Kyle's strong friendship with Stan.

For those who have been reading my South Park: Stick Truth Fic, I'm afraid that there will not be anymore updates until the poll about Camellia choosing which side to take, Elves or Humans, is closed. Do not be disappointed, I have worked on the future chapters so wait patiently, please?