Made a wrong turn once or twice. Dug my way our blood and fire. Bad desicions, thats alright, welcome to my silly life. Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood, mis-no-way-its-all-good. It didn't slow me down. Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated, look I'm still around.

My brothers and I have been through alot. A prophecy, which I don't think I'm apart of anymore, a fake family life, lies, and death. One in which I caused. We've had it rough but I do love my brothers so much. I'm just glad I didn't see the look on their faces when they thought I died. I do hope they find some happiness and don't have to feel the weight of Starclan on their backs like how I feel at some points.

Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less than fucking perfect. Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me.

I do have a message for each of my brothers. To my Jayfeather, if any cat gives you hard time for being blind or if you feel like a burden to your clan becuase your blind, don't. Your eyes are a beautiful shade of blue that I've only seen in one cat, and thats you. If any cat gives you a hard time because you act like such a grump, don't let that get to you because you are my grump. Don't let any cat tell you anything hurtful because I have the experience to... kill.

You're so mean, when you talk, about yourself, you are wrong. Change the voices, in your head, make them like you instead. So complicated, look how big you'll make it. Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game. It's enough, I've done all I can think of, chased down all my demons, I see you do the same.

I know that since I was gone, the clan was probably saying mean things or commenting about how we're half-clan and born from a medican cat. How Ashfur's death, my "death" and Leafpool and Squirrelflight's secret are all so very timely. Well I certainly have made myself stronger, mentally, and I think Jafeather and Lionblaze can do the same.

Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less than fucking perfect. Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me.

To my Lionblaze, if any cat messes with you and challenges you to see why you never get hurt in battle, don't let them get to you. You're much to kind and good to stoop down to my level and possibly kill. If you truely wan't to be with Heathertail, go! Love her like Crowfeather and Leafpool loved eachother. If you are over her, I'm glad, and I hope you can find happiness with a shecat in Thunderclan.

The whole world stares so I swallow the fear. The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer. So cool in line and we try try try, but we try to hard, its a waste of my time. Done looking for the critics 'cuase they're everywhere. They dont like my genes, they don't get my hair. Stranger ourselfs and we do it all the time. Why do we do that? Why do I do that? "Why do I do that?"

Everyday when I'm down here, away from the clans, the cats, my precious brothers, I think of the actual good times I've had, we've had. As kits, apprentices, when everything was so innocent and normal! I do remember spying on Thunderclan for a while, longing for a home, the only home I know. I do remember sneaking ever so gracefully in the camp and watching my brothers sleep. Soundly, dumb and adorable snoring, whiskers twitching in the darkness. I also remember myself so angry, so miserable, so depressed, so scared. I had wanted to end my life for the soul purpose of getting away from the horrible and dark tunnles. I never succeded at that. I would always just black out for the blood loss. I hope that neither of you will feel that, horrible and depressed feeling.

Pretty pretty please! Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less than fucking perfect. Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me! You're perfect, you're perfect! Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me.

I hope you will never lose yourselves like I have lost myself. I pray you can be happy and I hope that I might be with you again, to laugh, have fun and be cats again. Heck if you want we can all go find a nice twoleg to live with just to be together with no weirdness and no strings attached. I do think that tonight I could come back. Sol's plotting with cats and I can hear a familiar Thunderclan voice lurking in the tunnles. I might just go an help them out and maybe I'll tell you what I've been up to and my messages to you.

I had helped Dovewing and Ivypool out of the tunnels and I was almost got away from anycats eyes but before I could plunge back into the darkness of the tunnels, a shaft of moonlight broke through the clouds, fixing us all in a pool of silver light. At the same moment I heard paw steps and a smelled a familiar sent. Then I heard him. "No!" His voice rang out in the night air. "Hollyleaf, I wont let you run away again." My first instinct was to run, so I ran. But I could hear you running up to me. I knew I couldnt out run you. I halted and tried climbing up a tree but your jaws hooked at my fur, like a queen on her kit, and you pulled me down. I then felt you pin me on the ground, to make sure I wouldn't try to get away. The moon was over us and I could see the pain in your amber eyes. I then heard you growl in a hushed voice, "why did you leave us?" I couldn't respond, I didn't know how to answer you. Soon Dovewing and Ivypool caught up and we headed back to the clan, Thunderclan, your home. My home.

AN: Uhm, well thats it. I put page 165 of The Forgotten Warrior in Hollyleaf's POV and I added a chase. I personally love what Lionblaze says and I read that line ten times before going on to the next chapter. Thanks for reading! I don't own Warriors and I don't own Hollyleaf (Dx) Review!