Soar
One, I don't own anything except this, okay? Okay.
Two, This is one of those songfics and the song is "Soar" by Christina Aguilera.

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It's because of you that I'm a slave to fate.

When they push when they pull, tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change can you lift your head high and stay strong
Will you give up, give in, when your heart's crying out that it's wrong
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

I shouldn't have let you choose what lay ahead of me
I knew what was to happen
But, like a fool, I gave in
Now, I hate myself

In life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low

While I'm digging deeper into what you were to do
You were sitting on your throne, eating grapes
I didn't notice that I wasn't a slave to fate
I was a slave to you
You said I had to follow you
Or I'd be abnormal
Weird
Strange

And in your mind insecurity seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval

I loved you
And I wanted us to be together
So when I decided to follow you
You led me to my own downfall

We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Mamoru, how could you do this?
Just because I was weak
Just because I was clumsy
Just because I was lazy
Did that give you the right to control me?
Devour what control I had of my own?

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours

Did it make it right to step right in front of me
And say whatever I do from that point on
Was completely stupid?
I don't know either

Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

The story of my life
Was based on you
Now that I think about it
What helped my stop the villlains at the beginning 
Besides my so-called friends?

The boy who wonders is he good enough for them
Keeps tryin' to please 'em all but he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him
Keeps tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win

I've always wondered if I knew you
If you really love me to?
I've always daydreamed us together
Under the moonlight
The full moon

Now in life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Now I know that 
No matter how much I try
I can't see a good in you
You've been holding back, haven't you?
I've had to fly alone
In fact, I always wanted to fly alone
But it's too late

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

I want my own path
Who am I to blame myself for?
I look in the mirror
And there I am
But it's not me
It's the person you created

In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears
Her own reflection, now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret

What have I done?
What have you done?
I guess it's over
Enough of my complaining
It's time to restart whatever's left
Of my sanity

What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar