A/N My first charmed fic so be nice. I have been watching charmed since I was 4 and now I am 13 charmed is still my favorite show. Around this time I have a charmed marathon. I grew up looking up to Piper Phoebe Paige and Prue. I never liked Prue, but considering the first episode that I remember watching was 'Primrose Empath' and that sparked my interest with Charmed Prue is OK. Ultimately Paige is my favorite character because she was wild and very original and had a lot more depth than any other characters and was the strongest. At first this fic will seem like it is all about Paige but really it has the characters Leo, Piper, Cole, Paige, Phoebe, and thoughts of Kyle. There will be multiple chapters about a week apart. Please review because if you are a fic writer you know how important reviews are to you so please give me the same curtsy. I am hoping for at least 20 reviews help me reach my goal please.
Paige's POV
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
He's gone , he is really gone. Well at least gone out of my life. It kills me that he is gone but what is worse is that he is really not gone he's.. just not here. He is a whitelighter, a guardian angle. Somewhere in the world he is helping someone, just not me. I could blame it all on the elders. I could, but the truth is it is all my fault. If I had just listened once he would still be here. Just once and he would be here. All these fucking years of saving innocents and almost dying, just to see him die in my arms right in front of me. It just wasn't fair.
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
Without him there is no me. He is my other half, my world. Now he is gone. Why couldn't they save him? Why couldn't I save him? Why?Now I have a knife in front of me, waiting to be picked up. I don't know what to do. I just want the pain to go away, for it all to go away.
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you
Ha he always said I would go crazy without him. He wasn't lying. The Elders didn't need the power of three. They just needed us down here to do the dirty work. I need Kyle and if they won't bring him back to me I would quit. Life wasn't worth all this pain.
"Bring him back to me." I whispered so my sister wouldn't here me.
No blue orbs nothing.
"Please just bring him back to me."
Still nothing.
"What the hell is this? Is this my punishment? Is taking Kyle away from me my punishment?"
Still nothing.
I tried to orb but, I ended up just flying back down unto my bed. I cried he, he wasn't coming back .
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you.
The pain I feel inside only urged me to look back at that knife, That silver knife that lay on my bed.
I'm officially missing you
Piper POV
"You don't think she's OK, do you?" I asked Phoebe as I saw her ear pressed against Paige's door.
"I can feel her pain."
"Well isn't the potion suppose to..."
"No I can feel it, and it is not my powers. It's like someone is sending her pain to me."
"Well how does it feel"
Phoebe rolled her eyes.
"It's pain how the hell is it suppose to feel?"
"Like Hell."
"Bingo. Should we go in?"
"Yeah" I said.
They opened the door to see Paige sobbing with the knife to her neck.
"Paige I yelled causing Paige to immediate dropped the knife. As soon as she did she was engulfed by Phoebe's warm comforting arms.
Phoebe could do that but, I was pissed off, she had tried to kill herself.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Paige couldn't answer, actually she wouldn't answer.
"What were you just about to do?" I asked again
"I am done I quit!" Paige finally responded. She said sobbing into Phoebe's arm who was clearly spoiling her. " I can't do it anymore, I won't do it anymore. Not without Kyle here with me." She cried.
I felt so bad for her I too had felt this Pain when Leo left. The fact that I didn't know made my pain worse. The difference is she knows he is not coming back, but still I had to ask the question.
"What do you mean your done" I asked already knowing the answer. She didn't answer which made me angry. I almost lost another sister, not even by a demon. Well at least not to one you could see more like inner demons.
"Tissue." Paige called but it didn't come to her, it didn't even move. Which is understandable since our powers are linked to our emotions. -ssh- two demons appeared on each side of Paige's bed. Cole shimmered right in front of me.
"I thought we were done with your ass."
"Nope." I said while trying to blow him up, but he didn't even flinch.
"Just regaining strength."
He flung me and Phoebe against a wall.
"Paige fight back" I yelled.
"Why?" she said solemnly. She wanted to die.
I tried to freeze him, I even tried to freeze the fireball he was throwing at her but it didn't work.
"Please."
The fire came quickly at her but suddenly a big blue shield extended from her stomach blocking the fireball. The fireball deflected in to Cole's stomach sending him backwards. He shimmered away.
Paige threw up on the floor. Maybe it was from the lack of food for she hadn't eaten for five days. I had other theories though.
"Paige you aren't... are you?"
She didn't get a chance to say anything before she passed out.
"Leo" I screamed.
A/N Hoped you liked it a little bit pretty please review.
