Okay, I decided to use names since you already know who it's about.
It is so hard to watch them everyday, or more him. She walks around the school doing nothing wrong but no one will ever know how it hurt me.
Because of him, Troy Bolton. We aren't really friends but we still talked, every once in a while. I think the only reason that he actually talks to me is because of I tutor him, it's weird really.
Troy's a nice guy, I like all of his friends and I think he likes all of mine. But he's popular and popular guy never go for smart chicks, that's how this school goes anyways. I never believed that but in this school it's like a law.
He could change it and make people realize but I don't think he ever will. It's just not how it goes and no one else has enough power in this school.
I've had this crush since I met him but no one knows and I'm not planning on any one finding out anytime soon either. If anyone found out they would tell him. My friends say that I should just tell him but I can't.
"Hey," he said coming up to me.
"Hey what are you doing," I stopped mid sentence, because he just left, not physically but mentally.
She can't see the way your eyes they light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
He was looking at her, I wish he would look at me that way, she doesn't notice him. Her name is Samantha Denly, she was wearing a mini shirt and tank top. This was why I couldn't tell him, because of her.
"Hey, you still there," I asked waving my hand in his face.
"Uh yeah um, what were you saying," he asked. I rolled my eyes but stopped when I saw him smile. His eyes just lit up whenever he smiled and I love that about him.
"I was asking you what you were doing this weekend," I asked again finishing my sentence.
"Probably hanging out with the guys," he replied. I nodded. "What about you," he asked. "You probably have some plans."
"Not really, probably just sitting at home studying," I said. I don't consider myself a nerd or a geek and no one else does either, my studies were just important for me.
"Why don't I come over on Saturday night and you can help my study for the English test on Monday," he asked. "I'll be there at seven. See you later Gabi," he added walking away. I stared after him as he walked away waving to people in the hall.
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never love you like I want to
And you just see right thru me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible
I was standing at my locker getting the books I needed for my homework when Troy came up to me. He put his hand on the locker next to mine and stood there watching me.
"Yes," I asked.
"Well, I kind of have to cancel for Saturday night," he said awkwardly. I stopped pulling out books and looked at him. "I'm really sorry Gabi, something came up and I can't really get out of it."
"It's no problem Troy, but if you don't mind me asking," I started.
"Why I have to cancel," he finished for me. "Well, I asked Sam out and the only time she was free was on Saturday night," he said. I looked down at my hands, that was the reason he was canceling. "That's okay right? Gabriella?"
He could get out of it, he didn't even have to do it but that's not my business. I can't believe that he told me he couldn't get out of it.
"Yeah, no problem," I answered quietly. I kept my head down so he couldn't see the tears welling up in my eyes. I know it wasn't that big of a deal but I couldn't help it.
"Great, maybe we can meet up on Sunday," he asked clapping his hands together. "How about three?"
"Sorry, I'm busy on Sunday. It's fine really, I'm sure you'll do great on the test," I said closing my locker and walking away from him.
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
I walked home alone thinking about the whole entire day. First he asks to come over to study and then cancels for a girl. I thought I meant more but I guess not.
"Hey," someone said coming up in their car.
"Hey," I said. "What's up," I asked. The motioned for me to get in the car. "Are you going to drive me home," I asked Sharpay. She nodded and reached over to open the door.
"Now, what's wrong," she asked. I didn't say anything. "Come on, you can tell me," she added.
"Fine," I said and explained the whole situation. "Get it now," I asked her. She pulled into my drive way and turned off the car.
"It'll be fine, he'll come to his senses and realized who he's supposed to be with. Then again, it's Troy," she said. We both laughed for a while. "Okay, it may take a while longer but it'll be okay," she said. I laughed again.
"I better go but thanks for driving me home and listening to me rant Sharpay," I said. She nodded and drove away in the pink convertible.
I walked into my house to find no one inside. There was a note stuck on the stairs railing. It was from my mom, she said that she was going to be put with my dad until five.
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She will never love you like I want to
You just see right thru me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible
"Hello," I said into my phone.
"Hi Gabriella?" He sounded panicky about something.
"Yeah," I said. I can't believe he was calling, isn't he supposed to be on a date right now, never mind that's in an hour. "I need a favor," he said.
"Oh no, what did you do this time," I asked jokingly. He seemed to buy it because he laughed into the phone. "You still have a house right?"
"Yes, I have a house. But I need your help, I don't know where to go or what to wear and I want to make this special and all that," he said. I sighed, why can't he do this type of thing for me. "Will you help," he asked.
"I'll be right over," I said and hung up before he could reply. I slipped my coat on and walked out the door. "I'm going out for a while. I'll be back by ten," I yelled to my mother.
"Have fun!" Yeah right, there is no way that I will ever have fun doing this task. I walked the short distance to his house, taking my time, and knocked on the door.
"Thanks god you're here. Come on in, I'm going to need a lot of help and I'm supposed to pick her up in half an hour." He pulled me inside his house and closed the door behind me.
Like shadows in a faded light I just wanna show you she don't even know you
Oh we're Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible
I stood outside of the restaurant watching them eat dinner and laugh about who knows what. He sat there staring at her as she checked herself in her mini mirror.
"Are you okay," some lady asked me. I looked at her, she was definitely older, probably as old as you can get to walk around on your own.
"I don't think I am," I told her, looking back at him.
"You should tell him," she said looking at him too. "It could make all the difference."
"Thank you, but I think I'm to late," I said watching him lean over and kiss her. "Maybe we weren't meant to be at all," I said to her.
"It could still happen, I better be going." She said and started walking away.
"Thank you," I said. She turned around and nodded. "Maybe it'll happen one day."
She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile
Okay, these chapters are going to be pretty long since it's basically three oneshots tied together. I've already got half of the next chapter written so, it'll be up soon.
Please review and tell me what you think, even if you hated it. I think it's good when advice is given because it helps to make me a better writer. So please tell me what you think.
Amanda
