1Disclaimer: I don't own TDI Or "What Hurts the Most" By Rascal Flatts.
Note: First songfic, so no mean comments.
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Cody had a crush on Gwen for as long as he was on the island. He tried to win her heart, but failed with an oar to the nuts.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out, I'm not afraid to cry, every once, in awhile, even though, you will know, if you don't, still upsets me.
Seeing her with Trent hurt him, but he was happy to see her smile. He understood she didn't like him. He even hooked her up with Trent. But it always hurt him.
There are days, every now, and again, I pretend, I'm okay, but that's not what gets me.
Though he had what you think would hurt a lot, a time bomb explosion, and being mauled by the bear. But having Gwen not even like him hurt the most.
What hurts the most, was being so close, and watching you walk away, and having so much to say, and never knowin', what could have been, and not seeing, that I'm lovin' you, that's what I was tryin' to do.
He liked Trent, he knew Gwen would love him, and would never do anything bad to her. He trusted him to care for the girl he loved, the girl he wanted.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doin' it, It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone.
He loved herand thought that she was the one, the one for him to care for, the one who he would hold in his arms, the one who would cry on his shoulder when she was sad.
It's harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, living with this regret, but I know, if I can do it over.
He was a nice guy, that was sure. He was nice to her, and she hit him in the nuts twice, called him names, slammed the door on his face, and kicked him out of the cabin and he got a mouthful of grass.
I will trade, give away, all the words that I saved in my heart, that I've left unspoken.
He finally became her friend after bringing her together with Trent, only to be voted off an episode later. Though she never showed sympathy, Cody still liked her. And it still hurt him so.
What hurts the most, was being sooo clooose, and havin' so much to say, and watching you walk away, and never knowin', what could of been, and not seeing that I'm lovin you, thats what I was tryin' to do, and not seein' that I'm lovin' you,, .... Thats what I was Tryin' to doooooooo.
He always loved her, and always will.
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I would listen to that song and it would remind me of Cody and Gwen.
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