The day was full of smiles throughout all of Equestria as the ponies that lived there were celebrating Celestia's birthday. She had just turned 2000 years old, and this day marked another year of Princess Luna's return. Celestia was the happiest as her new friends. No longer were the mane six just a student, and her friends that saved Equestria three times over. They had became best of friends, and got her to start leaving the Castle more often.

Luna was talking to a pegasus, and Celestia had been walking around smiling at the festivities. She had rode on several rides, and she had learned much from Twilight. It was funny to her that she sent her student to learn the magic of friendship, when she herself knew little herself about it.

Twilight had walked up to Celestia with a great smile. "This is a wonderful event, at least everypony in Canterlot, and Ponyville are here!"

Celestia laughed."I'm just happy all care for me as much as I do to them."

"Why wouldn't they, you saved everypony as much as we have." Twilight looked around with a great smile. "Besides your a great, and fair princesses."

"I think its funny how I learned from you Twilight."

"We all learn from each other Celestia."

Twilight smiled, but it ended when an explosion went off by a stand that was about twenty feet away. Quickly mkre went off, and blood splashed onto Celestia. She didn't waste time trying to clean it off only to check if her sister was ok. Luckly the blast only got wood splinters inside Luna's legs. Looking around again Celestia saw ponies running all over the place. An explosion went off cousing a plank of wood to fly through Celestia.

She jumped up from her bed realizing it was a bad dream. She was now breathing heavely cousing Luna to wake up.

"Sister art thou ok?" Luna asked.

"Yes, just a bad dream."

"Would thou like to talk about it?"

"No, no its fine..." Celestia lied she had another dream before this. It was less terrifying then this one but she was happy that Luna cared.

"Sister if thou tellith the truth thou will fell better?"

"Lulu its ok, just go back to sleep."

Luna did what she said and laid her head back down. It was time for Celestia to wake up anyways.

Celestia walked out onto the balcony and cried slightly. Just then music started to play below down in the guarden. Celestia followed the music, and saw a pegasus playing a violin with a green bow. The bow also seemed to glow started to walk up to the pegasus.

"Hello?"

"OH!" The pegasus yelled in shock making the violin and bow disappear instantly. "Um, well whos there?"

"Its me Celestia."

The pegasus winced. "Oh no...please tell me you did see what I was doing?"

"Why?"

"Its a song I play for my past love."

"Oh I'm so sorry for your loss."

"Thanks, so what are doing up?"

"Bad dreams." Celestia said walking to the pegasus. "So how come your violin dissappered?"

"I don't think I should tell you. Most just laugh, others think its impossable, or they think I'm crazy." The pegasus started to walk away deeped into the guarden.

"Please tell me, I promise I won't think anything wrong to you."

The pegasus turns around with a straight face. "I'm old, not old, but I am. I am older then you for sure."

"How? Your not even an alicorn."

"Heh, that's what they say." He said sitting down, Celestia followed. "Anyways I've been put under a spell that is long forgotten. It's an immortality spell. My lover put it on me to make me live untill I die happy with the pony I love."

Celestia felt a tear flow down her cheek. "Oh my, so what about your violin?"

"It was a gift from my mother."

"Howd she make it?"

"She created it from a star stone called perido, and I guess you saw that light, it was captured star light."

"How'd did she get it?"

"Shes a goddess. She creates stars, destroys they, and makes them brighter."

Celestia looked at the gray pegasus this time deeply into his eyes. All she saw was sadness, and age. "Your young, but so old. Whats your name?"

"Silver Octave, its a name I'm called now'n days. I used to be called Lord Phoenix, Stardust, Shining Glory. The names just go on and on."

"Your Lord Phoenix?"

"Yeah, we've acutally met before when you where just a filly."

"Yes you helped my father with a dragon problem."

The sun moved as Celestia looked to the sky. "You look different..."

"I need to change how I look." Silver said. "I wasn't even allowed to even talk to you. Your guards didn't trust me."

"Where do you live then?"

"Outside of Equestria. I fly here once a week to pay my respects to my love." Silver moved out of the way, and there stood a stachue that was a unicorn. "Her name was Hela Starshine."

"Do you know her tallent?"

"The her family all had the same tallent. Heart Mending..."

Celestia took a step back in shock. The Heart Menders were legendary unicorns that mastered at love.

"Your taking this well Tia."

"How am I not surprised you know my childhood name?"

"You were a nice child."

"Lets go talk about this some time in the future, I need to go finnish rasing the sun. Its nice to see you again Lord Phoenix."

Celestia walked away leaving Silver to fly off. She turned and cried out all her past. She had thought that Lord Phoenix died when the king of dragons ate him to keep the peace in Equestria.

She liked him deep down, but didn't know if it was just a like, or something...more... No she couldn't think like that she was a princess, and...princesses could only marry pinces.

Celestia felt like all she could do but cry. When she was little she had a crush on Lord Phoenix, but didn't want to tell him. She had no idea the pain he had felt losing the pony that he loved. Celestia only knew temporary loss, and that was nothing compared to death. Love in Equestria was a VERY powerful emotion that everypony felt as they aged. Love was what powered everypony to be happy.

The sun had just peeked over the horizon as Celestia cried, thoughts only on her loveless past. She never had a colt to rely on, cuddle with, share happy moments, and have...children..."Dammit!" Celestia yelled filled with rage. Her rage was shown by a sudden wave of heat. She stopped relizing she may have disturbed the weather patterns. A tear dropped from her face and landed on a guard below.

"Celestia!" The guard yelled. "Is everything alright?!"

"Leave me be Shining Armor..."

He did what he was told and returned back to his post. "Yes princess..." he said.

Celestia had pushed her feelings away to the deepest parts of her mind only to be dug up by the beautiful melody played by her favorite flight teacher, and sitter. She had no idea he had that power. Magic was separated by her father so all could have equality over their natural tallents.

Just then she saw Luna walk out of the castle, and she looked worried. Celestia tuen flew to her smiling. "Hello Luna!" Celestia said.

"Sister art thou feeling better?"

"Indeed my sister, turns out Lord Phoenix isn't dead!" Celestia yelled happily.

"How, we saw him die in order to save our kindom?"

"I think it may have been a trick so he could change his shape!"

"Art thou saying he is a changeling?"

"Nope!" Celestia was now full of happiness. "He is under such a romantic spell!"

"What is it?"

"A till death do us part. Its an immortality spell."

"That spell has been long forgotten how?"

"He is older then us sister!"

"How old?"

"I don't know, but I have feelings that I can't expain!"

"Is it love sister. I knew thou had a very big crush over him as children."

"Oh I don't know Luna, its been so long..."

"Try sister, he may share the same feelings deep down..."

"I'll try, see you later. I must go to talk with Twilight."

"About?"

"Love..."

Luna smiled then turned to walk another direction. Celestia smiled then flew off without her guards...

Feelings have put Celestia in a bipolar situation. She feels sadness, happiness, and love. Can she work her way up to sharing her feelings to Lord Phoenix(Silver Octave), or will she be rejected?Next Chapter Celestia talks to Twilight about love, a feeling Celestia knew about, but never understood.

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