Please excuse my writing this is my first fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Hunger game character that belongs to Suzanne Collins.


Chapter 1: getting used to new life

I made a terrible mistake by not following my heat by not telling Peeta the truth. By lieing to Peeta that I didn't love him I just told myself that to try not to fall in love.

Know I'm living in victor village after the 74th hunger games, having to live next to Peeta now always having to rethink the mistake over and over again what I did to Peeta. I wake up in the middle of the night after having a nightmare about seeing Rue dieing at the hands of Marvel. I knew was going to get anymore sleep tonight so I got up being 4 am. Getting ready for school in don't get the point why we still have to go to school when we get all this money from the Capitol for winning the Hunger games. But that means I have to see Peeta more at school and may have to face my mistake.

Katniss come on we got to go so were not late for school. Just go without me Prim I'm not going there's no point. Come on Katniss you have to go. Fine I'll go little duck but I'm only going because you asked me to, you happy now, yes Prim says. We get to school and I tell Prim to meet at the tree in front of the school when school is finished. Going into school people give me weird looks like I wasn't suppose to be there or something. I go to get my schedule from the table and then go to homeroom. When I walk into homeroom everyone becomes silent and just stares at me like everyone else in school. I take a seat at the back of the classroom. When I notice a pair of blue eyes staring at me loving me and pain in them. Those eyes could only belong to one person Peeta. Even after everything I did to him he still looks like he loves me.

Then I notice someone else I know staring at me Gale. He hasn't even said one word to me since I got back. I don't get why Gale would be mad at me. I still see him hunting everyday but he still wouldn't talk to me. I still hunt cause habits wouldn't die even though I have enough money from the hunger games. The bell rings to go to first period which happens to be art class, when I walk in I see Peeta in the front of the classroom so I sit in the back of the classroom. When the teacher walks in an starts talking in zoon out, then the bell rings I get up and Peeta starts walking over to me. I try to make a run for the door but Peeta grabs me before I can get to the door.

He takes me by my hand and guides me out of the school and toward his house in victor villages. I don't why he guided me out of school and were going to get in major trouble for skipping school, but I really don't care and I don't even want to be there at all. When we get to Peeta.


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