I give credit for this idea to 'Fall for you' by Secondhand Serenade...and Bisco Hatori...I guess.
Okay, even if you haven't heard the song and are too lazy to go listen to it, you should still understand it :)
(for added effect you should listen to it or you and your crushes/favorite love songs and read at the same time! :) )
"I love you sempi."
I feel like those horrible words are going to be on repeat in my head for the rest of my life.
I swear I will never love her again.
Or anyone else.
It looks like I didn't even try...I thought I was so much stronger and better than him. But I guess I'm not. Talk is cheap, after all.
I'm over her.
(not.)
Was that short or WHAT! But that was just an introduction 'chapter', so it alright.
Okay, now that you have read that, here is a summary of what I think this is going to be about:
Summary (or my hopes for it...)
First, I want you to think of your first love, or what you would want it to be like. Your very first. They didn't have to return the feelings, but you felt it just the same.
Did they hurt you? If so, this story is for you.
Hikaru says he is over Haruhi, but of course that is a cover-up for his broken heart. He swears never to love again. Especially Haruhi. But hurt wears over time and wounds heal. If you really loved someone, could you just stop? You will never forget your first love, even if they reject you.
Maybe they just can't see how wonderful you really are right then?
This is going to (probably) be a story about second chances, the sweetness of first love, and what can blossom into it if you let it, even if it failed before.
It will go back and forth between flashbacks and the future, because I love weird formatting.
And one last thing, if you haven't liked anyone, maybe you can share some of Hikaru's pain. Just put yourself in his shoes and try to feel with him. I'm hoping to make this a emotional story, but not sappy. But I think it will be most effective if you can feel with them.
Or just read and have fun with it!
*is obviously a sucker for romance*
