Ok this Is just a sneak peak into my story

Roses POV

God how much I want my own baby; Renesmee isn't enough for me, she is Bella's baby not mine. I want my own no, I need my own child. A little girl, who will look up at me and call me mommy and ask me to tuck her into bed, or a little boy who plays in the mud and picks dandelions and thinks that they are flowers so he gives them to me. The point is that I want my own but how? I'm a vampire so I can't have a biological one but that doesn't matter so much as long as the child looks a little like me I'll be fine but how?

There was a knock on the door and Emmett stuck his head into our room. "What's the matter baby? Jasper said that you're upset. Is their anything that I can do?"

I didn't know how to start. He knew how much I wanted a child, he knew what I would do to get one, but that doesn't change much because I still don't have one. "Nothing" I sighed "you can't do anything."

He walked over to me and pulled me on to his lap and started to run his fingers thru my hair. "Why won't you tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help fix it!" I couldn't help but smiling, he was always so naïve that's what I loved about him.

I looked into his eyes "I want a baby, a baby that will be mine."

After I said these words his face changed into a hard shell and then I regretted ever saying anything. We sat there in silence for a while then he picked me up and jumped out the window. "What are you doing?!" I tried to thrash against him to get away but he was so much stronger than me I knew that the only way that I was getting down was when he let me. "Where are we going? Emmett put me down and talk to me. NOW!" I yelled and with a sigh he placed me on my feet but just took my hand a continued to run. We ran for about another hour before I got tired of his silence.

"Talk to me. Please?" I decided to add onto the end.

"Ok I guess that were far enough away from the house now so we won't be over herd."

"What are you talking about Emmett? Why do we need to be far away?"

"Because" he snarled "they won't like what I'm going to do." He looked down and saw the confusion engraved all over my face. He smiled and kissed my forehead "I'm going to get you your baby."

"H-how, I can't have a baby, you know that. So how do you expect for us to have a ch-" he cut me off half way through my speech with a kiss.

"You can't have a kid," he stated simply "but I can." He said kissing me hard on the lips again before he grabbed my hand and started to run again.

My mind was racing with this new news. I knew that he could but I didn't think that he would ever do this for me. My mind filled with thoughts of my child. All I could see is a girl with ling blond hair and Emmett's smile and his dimpled cheeks and with green eyes. My green eyes; from my human years the green eyes that shone like emeralds in my face. The one thing that I have missed about my reflection in the mirror was those eyes. And so the only thing that I knew about the mother that we will be searching for is green eyes and blond hair.

We were resting in northern British Colombia after running for the past two days. We have gone thru many small towns and cities and still we haven't found the girl that we were going to use yet. We were looking at a map of North America; we were planning on how we were going to continue out search. It sounder like a good idea to go into Alaska and then go across the territories of Canada and then start heading our way south zigzagging across provinces, territories and states of north America. But before we could place our plan into action my cell phone started to buzz.

It was Alice, I knew that I had to answer the phone; it would seem more suspicious if I didn't but if she was calling that meant that she knew what we were doing and if she knew then what would be the point in hiding? But if she knew then why would she want to talk to me? She would hate me for what I'm doing she wouldn't want anything to do with me. No she didn't know, at least not yet so I had to answer my phone to make everything normal again.

"Hello" I spoke before the second ring.

"Auntie Rose? Where are you I miss you, and so does mommy she's worried about you, and so is daddy. When are you coming home? I drew a picture for you and Auntie Alice has something important to tell you." Renesmee's voice rang out in urgency from the other end of the phone. I had to sigh if this was one why that they were going to try to get me home it wasn't going to work this time all I wanted was my own child and hearing her voice made the picture of my own dotter that I was playing in my head before flash before my eyes again.

"If Auntie Alice has something important to say then she can talk to me now Nessie." I said coldly imminently regretting it when her sad voice came from the other end

"Ok I'll get her hold on a sec."

"Hello" Alice's chipper voice came now "where are you Rose I cant hardly see you or Emmett any more" her voice dropped on the second part and she really sounded worried and frustrated I knew that she hated not being able to see properly.

"Were going to go on another honeymoon again Alice we just need some time to our selves." She was quiet after this, she wasn't expecting this.

"I think that you should come home. She barely whispered, "I think that you should come home now. I think that I know what your doing an something tells me that you are going to regret this decision latter Rose I think that you should come home now."

"Are you going to stop me?" I glanced over at Emmett who looked worried suddenly "Are you going to tell the others?" I had to know. If she was going to tell we were going to be in trouble. We haven't been covering our tracks and if they wanted to stop us they could.

"No I won't tell," Emmett relaxed and continued to look at a map of North America. "But that doesn't change anything, you shouldn't do this. You are so selfish Rose. How can you kill an innocent person just so you will be happy? That is just sick and some day you're going to regret doing this." I knew that she was right, about the selfish thing. But I didn't think that I would ever regret having my baby.

"Thank You Alice." I said as I closed the phone. I was mad at her for the moment I know that everyone thinks that I'm so self centered but was it really necessary to bring it up again.

I put the phone back into my pocket and put my head in my hands. Emmett wrapped his arms around me. "Don't listen to her she doesn't understand and she won't at least not for a while, but it will all work out in the end. Don't worry Rose." I was so glad that I had Emmett. I didn't know what I would do without him, he was my everything.

I looked up into his eyes and saw all the love that he had for me in them and I couldn't help but kissing him. His arms somehow brought me in closer to him even though I was already being suck to his chest. I wrapped my legs around his hips and he held my butt in his large hands and pulled my up higher as he started kissing down my jaw and heading closer to my collar bone. Before I knew it my shirt was on the forest floor.

When we were finally done some many hours latter we were ready to take off again to find who would be the mother of my child.