Disclaimer: I do now own Harry Potter.

Author's Note: This song has been in my thoughts for some time because I love the thoughts it provokes. Falling Down by Oasis. More often than not I used to think the same as our dear Draco here, but of course, I know different now. But this is in his point of view, in third person, maybe I would have gotten more philosophical on you. But this felt right. Join the review revolution and please review. -Delta

Falling Down

I have never been religious.

But right now, I'm on my knees.

Rain caressed my face, falling until it drenches my hair, my clothes.

It helps to hide the tears I've been trying to covet for months now.

But, if there is a God, which I'm certainly reconsidering now, shouldn't he be helping me?

I look up to the sky and picture him, smug in my thoughts.

Do I deserve this?

I scream this to him silently, a pain in my heart to great to let loose.

What the fuck did I do to deserve this?!

I call out to him, call until I'm muted and hoarse, until I can't think the words anymore.

My fists clench the wet grass beneath me, my teeth barred, my eyes clenched tightly.

"You're supposed to save me!"

It's the only thing I can say, can really speak without fear of completely ripping apart inside.

And then, all I can do is whisper, whisper and hope he's listening.

"That's what your for, saving people. Why not me…Why. Not. Me.?"

The sun sets, crawls along the cloudy horizon, showing me just a glimmer.

I wish it to be a glimmer of hope.

But God doesn't have time for me.

God cannot save me now.

Maybe that's why he hasn't even tried.

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