Hey everyone Aylin here, i decided i wanted to put up a Kevin fic on here since i already have a Nick onewhich im working on the sequel now Im putting this under Mature because the language i use. Oh and You can see a picture of Ally in my profile,

Disclaimer- i hate doing these, i dont own the jonas brothers. or the song in the chapter


October 22nd 2006

while your reading this chapter go listen to All Time Lows Jasey Rae acoustic version

"You cant be serious? We've been dating for a year, a whole fucking year and your going to tell me now we're done because of your fame? What the hell?" I shouted at Kevin who was standing in front of me nonchalantly like breaking up with me was just no biggie.

"Just the record label doesn't think it's a good idea for us to date, I mean the bands getting a lot of fans now and-

"They already control your music and your looks and now they're controlling your relationship status? You and your brothers deserve better than a label like this!" I yelled, I was never an angry person so shouting now caused a huge burn in my throat, but nothing hurt more than hearing him speak so ridiculously, and willing to throw away our two years of laughing at each others stupidity, Friday movie dates, sneaking out late to go to Ritas, and more importantly our entire year years of being in love just because of his career, and uprise as a rockstar with his brothers.

"Being signed to Columbia was the best thing to happen to my brothers and I, and you should be happy for us" he barked back at me raising his tone almost as high as mine was. Hes breaking up with me and yet hes the one yelling now? I repeat...What the hell?

"Happy? Im just thrilled that my boyfriends dumping me. So fucking thrilled" I shot back at him.

He was about to say something when I heard footsteps coming down his stairwell, I noticed it was his brother Nick holding up a large empty box placing it at the bottom of the stairs before shouting out "Mom said pack your things, we're leaving in a few days and you haven't packed a dam thing!"

"Your leaving?" I asked in a surprisingly calm tone. He nodded while glancing down at the box.

"Where?" I asked "California. The record company thinks its better for us to live in LA, they think it will bring us more fame being in the Hollywood area" Kevin said as he began rubbing the back of his neck, a habit he did when he was either nervous or trying to think of something to say.

You would think this would make me more angry, but instead of screaming my lungs out at him like I was doing minutes earlier I felt my body shifting emotions rapidly from anger to sadness as I felt the warm tears quickly forming in my green eyes. Can you blame me though? I mean he was leaving me, not only relationship wise but literally leaving me. I grabbed my denim jacket which I had tossed on his couch earlier, and quickly put it over my bare arms.

"Its dark outside let me drive you home" he offered as I saw him head towards his coat where he always kept his car keys inside. I only lived a few blocks away from his home so getting a ride seemed pointless, not to mention the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him at this moment. "No" I croaked out in a raspy tone from holding back my tears. I shook my head "I'll walk" I added as I made my way towards the front door, stopping once my feet reached it to turn around and face him. He was looking at me intently as if he was questioning if he should say more or not. I glanced down at neck which dangling from a silver chain was his purity ring, the ring that he gave me just a week earlier, after our 1 year anniversary. I pushed my thick brown hair to the side as I unclasped the necklace before placing it in my hands and taking a few steps so I was now in front of him.

"Remember what you told me the night you gave this to me?" I asked as I held out the necklace and took hold of his hand.

"Yeah" he said before taking a breath "I said I love you and" he stopped. I knew he wouldn't finish.

"You told me you were willing to break your promise with God for me so you could give me this ring to show your promise to always be with me" I said in a shaken voice, the tears had now emerged from my eyes and were quickly making their way down my cheeks. "You said, no you promised me you'd always love me and never leave me" I cried.

"I do love you" Kevin said sympathetically. I shook my head fiercely. "But the other half of the promise doesn't mean anything now does it? Just like this purity ring doesn't mean anything either" I said as I placed the ring into his hand.

Now there's an aching in my back;
a stabbing pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises

"I love you okay? Always and forever" I cried as I turned around and opened the door stepping outside to be greeted by a rapid burst of wind which caused my hair to go in every direction imaginable, but I could care less about my looks now. I walked down his 3 small steps and made my way down his pathway.

"Ally" I head his voice yell behind me. I snapped my head around quickly to see him still standing in the doorway of his home.

"Don't love me" he said angrily "Forget about me okay" he said which came out more as a demand than a question. "Im not going to call you or do anything to contact you from this point on, for your good. Just don't waste your time on me anymore. Goodbye Ally" he said bitterly before closing the door leaving me still in complete disbelief.

Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
Its what I deserve,
I was your chance,
to get out of this town,
but I ditched the car,
and left you to,
Wait outside,
I hope the air will serve to remind you,
that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.

im REALLY excited for this so please REVIEW and tell me what you think. the next chapter has a HUGE i repeat HUGE twist to this story so i promise you it gets better.