This is very different from my normal style, but the idea came to me and I had to see what you guys thought. I hope you guys like this – it was a little sad to write, and it is probably a little OOC, but I still wanted to post it. (:


Quinn,

It's been two years, and I haven't stopped thinking about you. Chase told me that writing you a letter would be a good way to get all my feelings out. At first I said no – I didn't want to write to you as I thought it would make me feel worse – and I'm Logan Reese- I don't write down my feelings. But he was right. He's always right. It does make me feel a bit better, even though I know you'll never read this.

It feels strange writing your name, which is funny because after the accident I wrote your name over and over everywhere I went. You would have laughed and told me that I was being stupid. You would have been right, but I wouldn't admit defeat and we'd have a pointless argument, but only for a few minutes before we got bored and made up. I wish that I could go back in time.

I once heard that heaven is the place you love most. I immediately thought of you. I hope you are happy in your science lab up in heaven, because I know that is the place you love the most. I hope you haven't made a poisonous chemical or exploded something dangerous. Then again, you never believed in heaven. You used to tell me that science explained everything. I hope you were wrong, because I want to see you again.

Sometimes I feel like you're looking down at me, and it helps. Before the accident I hadn't cried in years, and suddenly I was crying all the time. Then I realised that you wouldn't want that. You would want me to be strong. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life – but I managed. I forced myself on, pushed myself every day to do something that reminded me of you. Zoey, Lola, Michael, Chase and James all helped. We were, in a way, united.

Do you remember when you tried to teach me the metals on the periodic table and I could only remember neon? I found one of your old science books a few weeks ago and sat down reading it. I didn't get up again until I remembered all of the elements (in order). It took hours, but I knew how angry you were with me when I couldn't point out zinc.

I tried dating a couple of months ago. It didn't feel right. Maybe one day I'll be able to date someone again, and although it did seem impossible before I started dating you, I've officially gone off girls. Every girl I even looked at made me think of you. I compared every one of them to you, imagined what you'd say about them all. I knew you wouldn't want to be like that, but how could I not be?

I remember you, like I promised. Every day I think about you, and how you were so amazing, smart, beautiful, funny and unique all at once. I thought this would be hard to write, but it was easy. It was like as soon as I thought about you words just flowed on to the paper. I have to go now though – Michael is yelling at me because I ate his brownie.

I love you. I always will, no matter what happens. I promise you that.

Love,
Logan.


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