Alucard: Why on earth am I here? What am I doing? A few short years ago and I was happy, well as happy as one like eternally damned like me can be, and now? I thought "human" felling were lost from me since... I don't even know who I am anymore, am I Alucard? The ancient vampire or am I my past? Before the present I was known by a different name, a name that still strikes fear into all that hear it and yet a name that was as loving as a mother to her newborn child. Count Vladimir Dracul the Third, commonly known as Dracula. I strike fear into the hearts of a millennia of men and yet did not to her. My her, my everything, Elisabeta. My most precious life until men's betrayl took her away from me. Why on earth am I here working for men if it not for this one little girl. I could break her so easily and yet I can't. If it weren't for the simple fact that she looks so much like my Elisabeta, I would have broken free from my hold on humans long ago. Had I not foreseen this? I would never have believed it myself if it not for my eyes right now. Police girl Seras. They look so alike do they not? The way there eyes set in place enforcing their opinion, the curves that would make any grown me weak at the knees if I were a mere human, The softness. Oh that softness is excruciating! I could so easily end her damned life here and I'm thinking about this! This will be the end of me as I know it...
Seras stirs awake rolls over and looks around her room. She sees nothing and that confuses her.
Seras: "Hello is someone there? Hello?" That's odd... i thought i heard someone sobbing. That sound frightens me, the sound is so familiar and yet I cannot place it. I yearn to comfort it. It sounded like... Master oh my dear Mast....
She sighs at the thought of him, the blanket falls down and falls back to sleep on her back. Alucard takes an uneasy step back.
Alucard: Why does she have to sleep without any clothes on? This IS going to be the end of me! I am now glad she is not yet as old as I am and not able to see past my facade. I haven't wanted anyone this much in a long time, these feelings frighten me it's not natural but hey what is natural in my body! Oh my dear little girl, you are my most precious life. Wait! What are you doing?
Seras runs her hands down her neck and onto her chest. She starts caressing and moaning in her sleep.
Seras: "Oh my dear Master oh. Merry Christmas where ever you are"
Alucard: She fells the same way!? Oh my goodness this is to much, make it stop somebody. I want her so bad... but if i do I could hurt her so much. What am I to do? She can't do this to me! I would carry this felling of pain and desire all rolled into one for the rest of my life. She doesn't deserve this; she would feel my pain and heartache forever. I cannot let her get hurt by me. I won't.
Alucard tries to turn away but hears Seras talking in her sleep
Seras: "I cannot live without you master, you are my life now. I want to be with you always now and for all eternity. I love you, I LOVE YOU oh god forgive me I do. Oh my Alucard...."
Seras moans and falls asleep. Alucard slowly retreats
Alucard: I cannot damn you like this, I cannot have you feel this way about me but alas I would love to! I can only bring you misery; I love you too much to condemn you. One day my love one day.....
So there you have it. Please review and give me pointers
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