If I'm so wrong... how can you listen all night long? How will it matter after I'm gone, because you never learned a goddamned thing.

Fuck. It wont matter soon

I spent my highschool career spit on and shoved to agree...

The flashbacks... the blood... the sweat and tears... highschool.

Can you hear me? Are you near me?

Grandmother... where are you? Are you watching me? Or did you leave... leave, like all the others?

The hardest part of this is leaving you

Frankie... I love you. I've always loved you. But you had to love my damn brother.

Mama... we all go to hell...

"Mama... i'm going to hell..." I whisper silently. God, why does this hurt so much?

Did you get what you deserve?

No. I deserved much more than this... didn't I? I suppose not...

When you go, would you even turn to say "I don't love you like did yesterday"

No. Damn you, Ray. You fucking used me... You never loved me.

Now I know that I can't make you stay

Damn right, Gerard. You can't make me stay. You were all I had left...

You are never coming home...

No. I'm not. Like you'll even notice. Gee, you're too busy with Frank. MY Frankie. And Ray, you bastard. Who's your newest fuck buddy? Huh? I lost track. And where the hell did Bob go? After Gee and Frankie...Bob, you were the only friend I had left.

I miss you... I miss you so far...And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Frankie... Yes, I remember that kiss. Do you? Of course not. You were drunk. I miss you though. And that kiss... it has made this so hard. So hard to leave you. But you left me. Everyone left...

So go on live your life, but I miss you more than I did yesterday.

You'll all go on without me. Find a new damn bassist for the band. God knows you've been waiting to replace me for a while now.

Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?

Finally, Gerard. Something I agree with you on.

Another knife in my hands, a stain that never comes off the sheets

Have fun washing my blood off the matress.

Way down... Way down... Way down... Way down... Waaaayyy doooownn...