B pov
Life does not always turn out the way we think it will. Sugar canes and rainbows don't happen for everyone, at least not me. I don't know what I did for this to happen to me. I ask myself often if I could turn back time what would I do differently. Butthe
thing is,I can't. I never will be able to. So, I'm stuck with the outcome. I'm stuck with this overwhelming amount of pain. No one understands pain until they've woken up and realized their life would never be the same. Thatpermanently apiece
would always be missing from them. That constantly they are consumed by this pain, every second of every day. A pain that overwhelms you so much that you would give up anything just do have one happy moment again. But for me,I don't know what
happy is anymore. I think back to the times where everything was normal and I was happy. Part of you wonders if you were really happy though. If you convinced yourself that this is what happyreally is. But deep down inside youremember the good
times. Memories. That's just what they are,memories, things of the past. Time you will never get back. This pain makes things feel like your under water. Everything's blurry, nothing is clear anymore. It's dark and slowly suffocating youbecause
of this pain. Right when you think you'll reach the surface and see the light another wave of pain washes over youand your pushed back under. Never to see the light again. Almost like sinking in quicksand. You just keep sinking and thenall
of a sudden your all the way under never to see the light never to reach the surface. Falling constantly. When all you wish is to see the light again. Will I ever see the light?
Authors notes
Hi this is my first fan fiction. I hope you all like it! Let me know! Please review! Any advice would be greatly appreciated! This is just a story thought of once and decided to start writing it, hope you enjoy.
