Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon if I did I would be rich and have lots of mangas.

Moon Sadness

"What a beautiful day but somehow lonely I wish he would come back" Said a girl with long blonde hair thigh up in two buns and the bluest eyes that reflect everything they saw and white skin walking on her school uniform to her house.

"! Usagi! Wait up" said a girl with short wavy orange hair to the girl with long blonde hair that was in front of her.

Usagi turns to see who is the one calling her a sees her best friend Naru Osaka running toward her "hey, Naru what the matter? Usagi asks in a very serious voice

"Well, nothing I just wanted to walk with you because it's been a long time since we hang out" said Naru to Usagi with a concern look on her face

Yeah, ok I guess it's true that I haven't been with you lately" said Usagi smiling at Naru "so ill make it up to you by buying you some ice-cream and see a movie" Usagi said taking Naru's hand and dragging her to the ice cream shop. Naru was going to said something to Usagi when the girl that was taking the orders ask for what flavor would they want. Usagi took had chocolate while Naru ask for Coconut when they receive their ice creams Usagi started walking toward the exit but stop when she saw Naru not following her anymore.

"What's wrong Naru-Chan" Usagi ask her worried face friend.

"Usagi can I ask you a question? Naru said.

"Sure, Naru what's wrong? Usagi Responded.

"Well, something have been troubling me" Naru stated "see you and I use to be always together and now were just so far apart .I cant help but fell there is something your not telling me?

"What makes you think that? Naru there's nothing believe me if they were I would had told you already don't you think? Usagi said with a motherly tone.

"Yeah, I guess you're right I'm overreacting. Shall we go now? Naru said happy now

"Ok? Answer Usagi.

As Usagi and Naru walk to the ice cream shop exit they saw a flower shop and Naru said she wanted to go in so Usagi follow her into the flower shop when they were in Naru when to see the lily's and forget me not. "Aren't they pretty Usagi? Naru said with a loving smile Usagi nodded. They kept seeing the other kinds of flower but when they arrive at the roses Usagi kind of froze like if she had just seen someone die.

"What's wrong Usagi? Naru ask when she saw Usagi sad face.

"Oh, it's nothing is just that this roses remind me of someone" Usagi answer "shall, we go to the movies now "Usagi said

"Ok, shit mom is going to kill me" said Naru almost screaming.

"Usagi I forgot that I promise to help mom with the store today. I am so sorry can we go to the movies another day" Naru said with guilt on her face.

"It's ok Naru go don't want Miss Osaka to ground you" with a smile Usagi replied.

"Thanks Usagi you're the most wonderful person in the world" said Naru dashing off.

"Yeah, right" said Usagi sarcastically to self "if I was so wonderful I would have never lied to you Naru" Usagi said in a sad way.

What it is that I am supposed to do? Usagi said in her mind and continue "if I was so wonderful I would have never lied to you and just say what was wrong but I can't. Not until I am ready to tell you and I am not ready I need more time I for that I am sorry. You see since that happen I have never been the same I can't be the same it just so hard why did he had to leave?

FLASHBACK

"Mamo-chan, why are you leaving again? Said Usagi crying

"Don't worry Usa-ko ill be back. It's just that because of Galaxia I never got the chance to study in America and I going to do it now that everything is calm and there's nothing to worry about. But don't worry ill be ok.

"Ok, but please be safe I don't know what would I do is something bad happens to you. Mamo-chan I love you so much" Usagi said and kiss Mamoru on the lips.

"Usa-ko you remember the ring I gave you before the Galaxia battle? Mamoru said when the kiss was broken.

"Well, yes I always carry it with me, why? Usagi ask curiously

"Nothing, just don't lose it because when I come back ill tell you "Mamoru said holding her tight.

END FLASHBACK

"It's already been six months since the final battle with Chaos and Mamoru left to study abroad and since I started my double life