Full Summary -
People ask me if I have lost my precious mind when I told them. They don't see him the way I do. They only see the football and the looks, but I know that there is more to him than that. Sure he's got the looks, the brain and the skills, but the Edward that I know is someone totally different. The Edward that I know would never cheat out on a friend or do something logical. The Edward I know is a jerk and a loving person and the Edward I know is a person I hate. That's no secret. But the one thing that is my deep dark secret is that I love Edward Cullen and no one shall ever know my secret not even the Edward that I know.
Okay first story so no daggers and so yeah. So here's Love or War!!
Aah another Monday, another week. Another frustrating, aggregating, joyful week. I got up from my peaceful bed and went downstairs to the front door. When I open it I see my best friend, Alice. She had her face pulled up to a great smile that gave me the creeps. She steps beside me and heads to my room without a word. Charlie must have gone early today since he's police car was not anywhere in sight. I sigh and head up there myself. Once I opened my door to my room I saw my clothes all over my room and my best friend destroying it.
"Alice! What are you doing," She just smiled at me and kept digging through my closet. What is with her? This not talking Alice is freaking me out! She's usually going a hundred miles per hour! Uh oh. She's up to something, and that something is big. Shoot a monkey I'm in big trouble.
"Alice, wh . . . what are you up to?" I asked afraid of the answer. Her smile got bigger, if that's even possible. She didn't answer. She just pushed me into the bathroom with the clothes that she picked out and shut the door before I said another word. She always amazes me with how she can push me in here within 5 seconds.
The shower was quite peaceful to my surprise. The past showers were always interrupted by Alice screaming at me to hurry up. I got out and put on the royal blue shirt and a jean skirt that was very cute. I put the clothes on and as soon as I did Alice barged in and suddenly attacking my hair with the blow dryer. Within 15 minutes we were out the door and into the car. Alice never said a word and I'm in big shit.
"Please say something. You're freaking me out," I said with a pout. She just laughed and shook her head. Man! We got to school and I got swamped by none other than Mike Newton and his friends.
"Hey Bella! Wow, you look hot! Say, there's a party at my house this weekend after the game. Do you want to come?" Aaah!! Will this guy ever shut up? Come down Bella. Leave your anger for someone worth it.
"Of course, Mike. How could I not?" I said with my best smile I could muster up. Alice choked a laugh. Mike smiled hugely and ran off. That boy could get on my nerves.
People separated themselves to make a path for Alice and me. Oh did I forget to tell you that I'm amazingly popular? Go figure that a plain gal like me could be the queen bee of Forks High School. I was suddenly giddy out of my mind because Alice opened her mouth.
"So I'll see you at lunch?" I frowned at her words. Why was I upset? Like I really thought she would tell me what's up? Ha!! That's a laugh. I looked up at the clock and saw that it was one till first period. Aah!!
"Yeah, Bye!!" I ran to first class and I could faintly hear Alice laugh. How could she laugh at this? She knows I don't like to be late. Why didn't she tell me the time? Damn you Alice Cullen. I got to English just in time and sat by Emmett. What was he smirking about?
"What?" I hissed at him. He just shook his head and tried to pay attention to the teacher. Emmett never pays attention!! I tried to listen to the teacher as well but my mind would always go back to Alice and Emmett. What was so special about today?
The rest of the morning classes were normal (since none of the Cullen's or Hale's were in them with me) Jessica gossiped about the new students, Mike tried to flirt with me, Lauren being a bitch etc… Nothing stood out to me to conform to my encounter with Alice and Emmett.
When I got to lunch I noticed all my friends were sulking about something and that he was not there.
Flashback
I was sitting in our meadow when Edward came at me with worried eyes. That just made me cry more. Edward tried to comfort me but pushed him away. He seemed hurt by this. Why should he care, he's the one who made me like this. He tried to comfort me again but I pushed away again and screamed at him to go away.
"Bella, what's wrong? Please tell me. It kills me to see you like this," It kills him? Yeah right.
"Go… away Edward…" all he did was try the comfort part again. "I…mean… it Edward…"
"Bella, please. Tell me what's wrong," He wants to know what's wrong. I did a watery laugh and looked straight into his eyes.
"You want to know," He nodded. "Okay…umm okay, my best friend said I was ugly and stupid. And that being friends with me was a mistake," realization crossed his face. He tried to say something but I cut him off by running. He tried to run after me but then he remembered that I was faster and stopped.
I ran to my house, up the stairs, and into my room. I cried for hours, but it felt like days. Charlie and Alice tried to come in a couple of times but I screamed at them to go away. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe that he said that. I couldn't believe that Edward Anthony Cullen said that.
End of Flashback
Anger was building in the pit of my stomach. We went from being best friends to mortal enemies in that day. I remembered that I was at the table so I tried to decrease the anger by asking a question.
"What's going on?" Everyone looked at me. The next thing I know, four answers came jumbled out of everyone's mouths.
"We have a huge test tomorrow and no one studied," came out of Jasper.
"Rose told me that she can't go shopping with me," came out of Alice.
"My car broke down," came from Rose.
"Edward ran out on us," Emmett said simply. Everyone looked at him. If looks could kill, Emmett would be dead, four times.
"What?" I said.
"Well, Edward had a…" Emmett was cut off by Alice slapping her hand over Emmett's mouth.
"Um…well…hum," I never heard Alice so worked up. Everyone looked nervous while I probably looked angry with a hint of confusion.
Someone sat down beside me but I was too angry with my friends to see who it was. I saw my friends looked happy all of the sudden, which made my anger and confusion to double. They weren't looking at me but the chair next to me. I followed their line of sight to see…
"Edward," his name fell out of my mouth in a gasp.
Well that's the first chapter of Love or War and tell me if I should continue or leave fan fiction forever!! Hahaha jkjk (please don't send me away.)
