Hey peoples! This is my first fan fiction!!!! I hope you like it! This is just one of the many day dreams I had after I read the WONDERFUL books by Stephenie Meyer. This was one day dream I had after I finished the part with Edward and Bella in the forest and Edward says he doesn't want her!! I'm sorry if it's sad!!!!! But I just had to write this down!!!!
I'm sorry to say that I own everything. Stephanie Meyer stole twilight from me. Now- if you'll excuse me, the men in the white coats are here to send me to dream land.
This story starts off when Edward and Bella go to talk in the forest.
"Come for a walk with me," he suggested in an unemotional voice, taking my hand.
I didn't answer. I couldn't think of a way to protest, but I instantly knew that I wanted to. I didn't like this. This is bad, this is very bad, the voice in my head repeated again and again.
But he didn't wait for an answer. He pulled me along toward the east side of the yard, where the forest encroached. I followed unwillingly, trying to think through the panic. It was what I wanted, I reminded myself. The chance to talk it all through. So why was the panic choking me?
We'd gone only a few steps into the trees when he stopped. We were barley on the trail- I could still see the house.
Edward leaned against a tree and stared at me, his expression unreadable.
"Okay let's talk," I said. It sounded braver then it felt.
He took a deep breath, too.
"Bella, we're leaving."
This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared. But I still had to ask.
"Why now? Another year-"
"Bella, its time. How much longer could we stay in Forks after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty- three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."
His answer confused me. I thought the point of leaving was to let his family live in peace. Why did we have to leave if they were going? I stared at him, trying to understand what he meant.
He stared back coldly.
With a roll of nausea, I realized I'd misunderstood.
"When you say we-," I whispered.
"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.
I shook my head back and forth mechanically, trying to clear it. He waited without a sing of impatience. It took a few minutes before I could speak.
"Okay," I said. "I'll come with you."
"You can't, Bella. Where we're going… It's not the right place for you." (Sorry I have to right this part straight out of the book!!! But I promise I'm getting closer to my part!!! I'm going to skip some parts for the reader's sake!!!!!!)
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I'm not good for you, Bella."
(This is the part I'm skipping)
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me."
"You… don't… want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No." emo sob and more skipping.
"You're not good enough for me, Bella."
I thought about this sentence for a while, looking at the ground before replying.
"I know," He was right. I could never be good enough for him. Oh how I knew. I took a deep breath trying to calm myself. "I'm sorry I kept you here when it is obvious this is the last place you want to be. I'm sorry!" I looked at then. And strangely his eyes were full of agony. I looked away, my eyes welling up with tears. Before I knew what I was doing to was running for my truck. I needed to get away!
I wasn't looking where I was going and I fell, instinctively putting my hands out in front of me to catch my fall. I heard a sickening crunch telling me that my wrist was broken. (In case you were wondering. The reason Edward doesn't catch her is because he wants to really show her that he's not going to be there for her when she falls…… it makes sense to me)
I looked back up at Edward for the last time not feeling the pain in my wrist. He made a motion to help me up but I put my hand out in front of me to stop him.
"I know you don't want to be here anymore so I won't keep you." I said tears brimming over my eyes obscuring my vision.
I quickly got up and ran the rest of the way, not giving Edward the chance to speak, not looking back. I wrenched the door open to my truck. Luckily the keys were still in the ignition. I turned it on and drove away without knowing where I was going
Hehehehe cliffy I know!!!!!!!! I hope you guys liked it!!!! This was my first fan fiction and I really hope you guys will tell me how it was! I promise to get the next chapter up tomorrow!!!!
LOVE YOU ALL,
Madeline
