It's two in the morning and I'm being rushed out of his house. Once again I find myself wondering why I do this time and time again, as I get dressed and run out back. I know what's coming next, its the vicious circle I drive myself into. I'm going to get home, throw myself on my bed and cry my eyes out for the mistakes I continue making, the mistakes I love.

Before I continue, My name is Bubbles Utonium, 17 year old girl living in Manhatten, New York, living the life as people would like to think. But what they don't know is that ''living the life'' isn't cut out to what its supposed to be. I'm in the middle of my Junior year in highschool and I'm living with my two sisters, Buttercup and Blossom because my father is a scientist and is moving around all the time. My dad and I agreed I could finish my senior year here in New York with my sisters, if we promised to behave and subject to random pop ups from him, and family.

Back to mistakes. A few months ago, I was at a college party with my bestfriend Kaitlyn, when I met him. The perfect man Aaron Cole. I had him for Drama last year when he was a senior, and I always had the biggest crush on him. Well anyways, there we were at the party and Aaron goes up to me, and thats when this mess that I call my love life began. I had no idea things would be this way, because if I did, I wouldn't have chased after him that night.

So here I am, explaining the mistake.

What Aaron forgot to tell me that night was that he had a girlfriend name Priscilla, and even worse was that he was planning on proposing to her in a month. Meanwhile, I was falling in love with him more and more everyday, and then came the night I first had sex with him. He wasn't my first time, and we both agreed we were ready. That's the night it all went down. While we were having sex I grab onto his night stand and I see his phone starts vibrating. He doesnt notice because he's too busy, and when I see the caller ID it says, ''my fiance''. I blink a few times, and look again and I still see my fiance written on his phone. I throw my self off and quickly get dressed as the tears flow onto my cheeks, down my neck and onto my body. He starts asking a million questions before he notices his phone vibrates again, this time he sees the caller ID and immediately notices why I'm so upset. He comes over to me, trying to make me stop but I push him off and call him an asshole. Then he began to explain his sob story, that I had no intention of listening to, until he told me..

Aaron told me his fiance, had a deadly disease and was supposed to die, so he proposed so she could have her dying wish. She's been in love with him since middle school, as he tells me, and her friend came up to him and asked him to go out with her, and that's how this whole mess he has started.

Ofcourse, me being the naive idiotic girl that I am, believed and forgave him and that brings me to where I am now. What's even worse, is that I found out the Priscilla he's engaged to, is my second cousin Priscilla. So even if she does die, I could never live happily ever after with Aaron. I could never be Bubbles Andrea Cole like my dreams, my family cant meet him, and I cant have a family with him. I would be the embrassment of the family, and I cant take that.

My sisters are the only people who know everything, except about his fiance being our cousin. They've taken so much from me, I don't even know how they would take this. The only other people who know are the Rowdy Ruff Boys, Brick Boomer and Butch. We were enemies, until a year back when Him tried killing them, and they changed somewhat. They basically begged for our help, and for the most part we're all friends. Brick and Blossom get along, but to a certain extent. Butch and Buttercup are exactly the same, which is a great, and horrible thing. They like all the same things, but when they fight it's hell for all of us. And then Boomer is sort of like my bestfriend. He's always been the most bearable one of the trio. I can't bear to let anyone else find out, but I want to go public with him at the same time.

The phone rings, and I automatically look at it. It's Aaron asking to meet up at his house, apparently Priscilla has a doctors appointment or something.

When I get to his house, he has his bags packed. ''What the hell is going on Aaron?" I ask. He then tells me he told Pris that he was going on a business meeting this weekend, and in reality he booked a hotel room for us here in New York. He gave me the money, but asked me to use my card just incase Priscilla tracks his bank account. I sigh in relief.. As much as I want him to myself, it's pointless because it could never happen. Everyone would call me a homewrecker, whore, piece of garbage, and other horrible things.

I asked him about her, as I usually do everytime we meet. He usually says something along the lines of ''Better, or just fine'' but today his eyes drop. ''Tell me Aaron.'' He hesitates, but tells me anyways. ''She's sick and doesn't know why this time. She's scared she won't make it to the wedding, so we're changing some plans.''

I immediately understand what's going to happen, and angrily I try to leave but he holds me back. I start to cry, and he hugs me and continues to speak ''You know what I have to do baby, she's scared. It's only going to be rushed if the doctor says she's almost dieing. Maybe it's a simple problem and it wont happen right away.'' I nod my head, and ask the question I've been dreading all this time, ''Am I invited to the wedding Aaron?'' He pulls away, looks me in the face and smiles ''Ofcourse you are princess, you and your whole family, so please behave.'' I try to understand everything, and that my cousin had, and loved him first.

We arrive at the hotel, and our beautiful weekend begins. I remind myself to enjoy it, as it may be the last one to come in a long long time.

*Last day of the long weekend getaway..*

Our vacation has finally come to an end, and I'm dreading this car ride home. I wish it was like this forever, I wish it wasn't a secret. I just wish I could love someone, and not be ashamed..

Aaron got a phone call from Priscilla, but he hasn't been answering. I hope nothing's wrong, it's all I've been thinking about since he told me. My sisters have been on my ass too, they hate when I go off with him, they don't think he's good for me, but he is. I know it deep in my heart hes the only man I could ever love in this world. Aaron was the man made for me, and anyways I've never met someone who loves me like I love Aaron.

I have like 6 messages from Boomer, he's so pissed I went off with him again. Boomer is the only person who hates Aaron more than Buttercup does. I honestly think that's why Buttercup and Boomer get along so well. I don't wanna go home, and have to tell them the bad news. The thing I've been dreading for so long, the thing thats crushing my soul. I don't even know if I could make it to the wedding, and watch the man I'm inlove with marry another woman. I dont even know how I would react.

Aaron looks at me and kisses my forehead. He always knows how to make me feel better, ''Relax baby, everything will turn out just fine. Even when I'm married, you will still be my number one girl okay?'' I nod sadly, and hold back the tears. ''Even when I'm married'' is now stuck in my mind, all the way until I get dropped off at home. Waiting at the elevator is Boomer, with my sisters and the boys. They all have the annoyed face on, when I wave good bye to Aaron. Brick and Butch take my things, and my sisters drag me to the elevator. Once I'm in, they give me the face and I just roll my eyes and ignore them.

Later that night, I notice that I'm late by a week. In all this commotion, I didn't even bother to remember my period hadn't come. I pace in my room, back and forth and decide to call Aaron.

The phone rings a few times when he finally picks up. ''Bubbles, I told you not to call like this. What if Priscilla had my phone and she picked up?'' I sigh and come out and tell him ''I'm late Aaron, ok.'' He gasps, and starts mumbling a bunch of shit. ''Hello Aaron, tell me something.'' The line stays quiet a few minutes. Then, he says the worst thing I could have ever heard in my life. ''Bubbles, Priscilla is pregnant..''

I hang up, and run to Butch's room. He looks at me confused, and I just speak ''I need for you to buy me something'' He smirks, ''How much do you want?'' I shake my head and roll my eyes, ''Not drugs you asshole, I need a pregnancy test. But you can't tell anyone! Everyone would be so mad at me, and as much as I hate to admit it, you are the least judgemental with Aaron.'' He ponders what I told him a few seconds, and gets up, and goes torwards the elevator. ''Guys, I'll be back'' No one questions him, and I breathe a sigh of relief.

He comes back about an hour later, and I'm so nervous. He comes into the room, and drops it off on my bed. ''I owe you big time, thank you so much Butch!'' He smirks, ''No you owe me your ass blondie, this is a big one..'' And he walks out. I run to the bathroom, and immediately pee on the 3 sticks he got me.

I wait the 5 minutes, but I'm too nervous to check on them. My phone rings, and it's him. I ignore the call, and go to the bathroom, flip over the test, and all three read..