AN: Hey guys have had a succession of bad days and wanted something darker and angry to write about, to vent and since my other stories need proper planning I went with this. Also I'm being a pessimist and am worried thinking Bonnie is not making it past episode 18 is she? I'm not watching it if she goes. Think it would be the silliest move the show makes if she isn't kept on the show. God can't wait till next week its killing me. Revision doesn't make time fly much quicker either booo! Wow I really am in a bad mood lol. Love you all and hope your good. Good luck to all of you doing exams as well :) xxx
Cruel Intentions: Chapter 1: a bitter hateful plan!
She'd decided it just wasn't working. After defeating Klaus 4months had past and Mystic falls was like a utopia, peaceful calm and happy. The drive the boys had to protect her was no longer needed. The result was the intense passion they felt for her, the obsessive bordering on soul destroying love and infatuation died down. Finding what connected and drew them to her once the drama was gone proved hard for both boys, although they were determined to hold on at least at first. Elena's desire to keep their attentions had only multiplied with time to the point that most of her nice personality traits had disappeared leaving just the aesthetically pleasing exterior. She was almost worse than Katherine who at least was open about being a bitch. Elena could see in their eyes, they saw cracks in the angel they once thought was perfect and innocent. Their devotion and ability to ignore her bitter, possessive nature was wavering. She worried they had started to notice she thrived on both boys competing for her. She worried they knew she was never going to chose but would happily lead both of them on. She panicked to a lesser degree about Stefan who not so long ago she'd claimed to love with all her heart. She hoped she had him in her grasp because he still looked at her with loving eyes once in awhile. He had not yet made any move to dump her or show attraction or interest in other woman either. She did worry about his growing closeness with Caroline that had continued to manifest from the time she was turned but he was still gentle and romantic from time to time towards her as well and she held on to that. She expected he couldn't let go and was more willing stay with her than Damon but that didn't stop paranoia or the fact he also spent a lot of time enjoying his normal life or as normal as a vampire life could be, with his friends Caroline, Tyler, Matt and Bonnie. No longer was he tied to her side nor was she his world and it burned. She coveted that obedience and loyalty to her, to the point she had become so envious and controlling, so bitter whenever he was away and so clingy when he was back. Then there was Damon, it hurt in a different way to lose him she thought, as his need for her had always been far greater than Stefan's. Stefan had the ability to show his emotions, to be kind and sweet to everyone. Damon was as cold as ice on the outside. He could be was cruel, violent, maniacal and raped people's minds simply for fun, blood and sex but not when it came to her. She was the exception that made him show softness, made him do whatever it took to make her happy even giving up his life. He was the challenge that only she had ever won as in the end he'd chosen her over his 145 year devotion to Katherine. He had been blind to the fact their personalities were mostly the same and that Elena just hid it better. He was the beast that only she could reduce to a kitten and it had always made her feel special and powerful. She gloated a lot about it and at first had tried to fight the nastier side trying to consume her but she liked it. She liked the dominance and supremacy she felt. She couldn't wait to be a vampire either. She just needed the boys to be completely hers before she did it. She dreamed they both turn her.
But her plans had been thwarted after Bonnie almost died trying to prevent the sacrifice to save her life. She now had no powers and both boys had become very protective of her in her weakened state. They'd seen who the real angel was when Bonnie gave her life trying to protect Damon from Klaus who'd pierced a magic stake through Damon's heart. It would not kill in an instant but had a worse effect than a wolf bite on the victim. She had exerted every last drop of power to stop him from dying even though at the time she had hated him. She was fragile now, although she insisted it was for the time being the boys were worried constantly. They promised to find a way to restore her to how she used to be. Although to them she was still the strong willed girl they'd always known, the lack of her powers clearly upset her. They both looked after her a lot. She was their little maiden and she lived with them in the boarding house. She even owned the house to Elena's dismay. Elena was jealous and couldn't understand why Bonnie fought Stefan and Damon's fondness and concern. She'd die to have them doting, getting her drinks, making sure she was safe and entertaining her while she was bed ridden. Her jaw clenched at the sound of both boys making jokes and watching movies with her, lying by her side while she drifted to sleep and soothing her with ice as her nightmares heated her, till the point her caramel skin sparkled with sweat. But Bonnies challenging green eyes would still flash with defiance and push them away insisting she wasn't a princess and could do things for herself. Damon had found it impossible to be anywhere but her side despite his sarcastic comments towards the witch and Elena could see the change in his attitude. The slight glances he gave her, the gentle subtle strokes on her caramel skin, His fists in her chocolate ringlets when she was reading and he sat by her. There were also the gentle long kisses he'd leave on her lips as she slept unaware. Elena could see slowly the flickers of fire and love burning inside him, the more time they spent together. In the beginning it was to Bonnie's dismay as she'd lay in bed trying to fend for herself and Damon would pop up hogging the bed. First it was screaming matches trying to get rid of him as without her powers it seemed futile but soon Elena could hear sheer blissful laughing and one day complete silence. She peeked through the door to Damon's room, to see them tongues locked. She was about to burst in when Damon unbuckled his pants and with one swift move his shirt was on the floor and he was on top of Bonnie, murmuring what sounded like "I think I'm falling for you." Damon and Bonnies love was in bud. It was a love she could see would bloom to become so pure and unconditional but Elena wanted to cut it down while she had the chance. She still saw the conflict in his eyes from time to time as if he still wanted her and would jump at the chance but just didn't think it was there. It was time things changed. One thing Elena learnt from Katherine's stay was that you had to take what you want by all means necessary, fairness did not come into winning.
"Hey Elena you up there?" She heard Bonnie say cheerily. Elena had told her she was coming to the boarding house for a sleepover with Bonnie. Bonnie had been so excited spending the whole day picking movies and getting snacks. She hoped Caroline would come too but Caroline detested Elena these days. But that's why Bonnie thought the sleepover was important. Elena had become nastier since the sacrifice. Maybe the experience had traumatised her, she thought optimistically hoping with time she'd be okay again. She was harder and colder and Bonnie just wanted to help her.
Elena smiled at Bonnie's voice. Her plan was in motion as she grabbed the sharp dagger from Stefan's vanity table. She'd create some drama for the boys to feel they needed to protect her and get rid of Bonnie at the same time. She felt no twinge of guilt and stabbed the dagger in just at the time she knew Damon or Stefan, well she hoped both would be getting back to the boarding house.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhh" she screamed
Bonnie shouted fear and nausea overcoming her "Elena Elena are you okay? What's happening? I'm coming. Hold on" She knew she had no powers if something was in the house and had attacked but dammit she'd help Elena not matter what. Running up the stairs fumbling the whole way, she was still weak, fragile and she hated it. She pushed through the pain of her damaged state to get to her friend. She had grabbed a pitch fork from the fire place on her way up to fend off the attacker. She inwardly laughed. She knew it would do no good against the supernatural. She had once been the most powerful witch in town and this was pure ridiculous. Coming in she found Elena on the floor with the knife though her abdomen, shaking from blood loss but oddly calm. Bonnie ran to her friend in horror, looking around to see who was there to have harmed her but there was nothing. Bonnie lent over embracing Elena and trying to stop the blood flow. Crimson blood drenched Bonnies white dress and then she heard it Stefan and Damon zooming up the stairs. Bonnie let out a sigh of relief.
"It's gonna be okay Elena. Everything gonna be okay. The boys are here, they'll heal you." She kissed her forehead and stroked Elena's wet straight locks. She frowned in confusion as Elena began to scream, push and hit her yelping for help.
"Bonnie stop please! Your hurting me! Your killing me! I don't understand why are you doing this? We are friends. I love you no don't this to me!" she screeched faking tears and then smiling. It finally hit home striking Bonnie like lightning, Elena had just played her in the worst way possible. She'd seen the evil brewing in her of late but has hoped she'd return to normal after the shock of the recent events passed. She was wrong.
"Elena? Bonnie what's going on?" Damon screeched fangs bared and veins engulfing his pale features, his black locks were sweaty from worry. He got into predatory stance looking for the aggressor but found none. Elena seemed instead to be screaming at Bonnie and fearful of her. Running to Elena's side he engulfed her in his embrace, pulling her into his lap. He bit into his wrist immediately as she drank happily. Her lips sucked on his flesh lustfully and Bonnie's heart sank when Damon's eyes rolled back and closed, his head as well in ecstasy as his plump lips parted letting out a moan. He turned to Bonnie seeing hurt in her eyes and the blood on her. He immediately regained his senses pushing Elena gently off him and grabbing Bonnie.
"Hey are you okay?" he asked peering over her, checking every part of her flesh for injury with fright all over his face for her. "What the fuck got in here? What did this? Fuck I'm gonna kill it slow for what's it's done to you too! That's a promise. You two have nothing to worry about anymore, me and Stefan are here." He said as Stefan zoomed into the room anxious and shaking with worry. He screamed at the sight of the blood drenched girls in front of him.
Elena bubbled with anger at Damon's embrace of Bonnie. "Yeah she's fucking okay Stefan, Damon, She did this. she hurt me. She betrayed me how could you Bonnie? That's who I was howling in fear of. It was Bonnie or didn't you hear that part?" Damon remembered the content of Elena's yelping, fearful cries. He let go of Bonnie immediately, pushing her to the other side of Stefan's room as Stefan grabbed her before she fell. She was still weak from the events at the sacrifice and he worried all this pushing around could do her in. Bonnie did what? No she wouldn't, she couldn't no why would she even? She can't she's too weak right now. There's no way right? He thought in confusion.
"She did this!" Elena was on her feet putting on an Oscar winning tear jerking performance. "After all we've been through why Bonnie?"
Bonnie was too hurt to be angry or defend herself. Damon pushing her way and treating her like dirt broke her heart. She was silent as the tears welled up in her eyes and her breathing became ragged. She was about to be betrayed by the man she loved and she knew it. There was nothing to say at this point. She could tell Elena had one and to fight would be futile or just make things worse. Damon had already let her down by believing such a horrific thing for even one moment. He was meant to know who she was and obviously he didn't. What is the point? Should I try? Should I try explaining myself when i have done nothing wrong? I should have known he'll always trust and love her more no matter what I do.
Her heart bled at his next words. "Why the fuck did you do this you had me fooled bitch? I thought I knew you. How could you harm a hair on Elena's head?"
Damon eyes connected with Bonnie's emeralds, confusion, hurt and love evident. He couldn't believe the words that flew out of his mouth uncontrolled, as he looked at his angel being held up by a silent and stunned Stefan. She wouldn't have done this right? There must be an explanation. I should at least here what that is before I jump to conclusions. Fuck what am I doing? She's never given me reason to doubt her. Maybe Elena got it wrong. She lost so much blood she could have hallucinated. Conflicted was an understatement of how he felt right now. Who was he to believe? The girl he was falling in love with or the girl he had been in love with? All he knew was the decision would change things for good.
TBC...
An: next chap will be called explanations possibly and will see Damon do something so bad Bonnie may never forgive him. Caroline will be in to have Bonnies back too.
