Only four fics for this fandom? Outrageous! Haha. Seriously though...It was a great anime. I know I probably won't get any reviews on this but I like contributing to anime fandoms. So I hope someone enjoys this. :) I know it's long but...hopefully you guys like.

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Once I was real.

Living with plenty of cheer,

passing days were beautiful.

But they were quickly filled with fear.


Fear of what to come,

but again, a smile.

To bring hope to others,

For the truth was vile.


I must protect her.

But my name was spoken

and they came for me.

A sacrifice, a token.


They grabbed, they shoved,

I felt pain and I fell.

I broke, I screamed.

This was all so I wouldn't tell?


Once I was real...

I felt so much pain,

I felt hurt, anger and horror.

Their hands were bloodstained.


Mine were shaking

Anger and lost,

slowly I faded.

My life was the cost.


The cost of protecting.

I awoke to haunt,

and I found someone.

Someone to taunt.


And I fell again,

not into pain or hate.

To joy and happiness.

Like fate.


And I forgot.

I forgot it all.

I guess I couldn't do it,

I guess I was afraid to fall.


But again, there it was,

his love was there.

I was back,

but here was a tear.


I faded again,

from a life where I could feel

I faded away once more

Once I was real...