Hey

This is my first thingamajig for LaLu week :3

TROUBLE ONE-SHOT- short!

P.s. I love the term trouble in paradise, so I'm basing this around it-kind of.

Lucy POV

"I hate it here. YOU KNOW WHAT? I FUCKING HATE IT HERE! I HATE YOU!

I HATE HOW WEAK AND SHITTY, AND DISGUSTING YOU MAKE ME FEEL, AND SOMEHOW, I FEEL YOUR JUST FUCKING WITH ME. YOU ARE FUCKING WITH MY HEAD, LUCY." Laxus screams at me, whilst I cower back against the wall.

"I'm so..so..rry L..l..axu..s..s..." I whimper, sobbing uncontrollably.

"FUCK YOUR STUPID APOLOGIES! DIDN'T YOU HEAR ME? WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO. AWAY!" Laxus yells again, an expression like thunder crossing his face.

I start shaking and whimpering again, cringing from the man I thought I loved so much.

I love him. I do, don't I?

I have to love him.

I always have.

I always will.

He's my paradise. Always has been. Then why do I feel I'm his hell?

And what's this feeling in my stomach?

Feels like... Heat...

"LUCY! ARE YOU EVEN FUCKING LISTENING TO A SINGLE WORD I AM SAYING? OR ARE YOU THAT STUPID?" Laxus growls at me.

Then I do something that surprises even me.

"YES! YES I CAN HEAR EVERY WORD YOU ARE SAYING TO ME, DAMMIT LAXUS! YOU ARE ACTING LIKE MY FATHER, FOR FUCKS SAKE! I LOVED YOU! SO FREAKIN' MUCH! AND ALL YOU DO, I FUCKIN' YELL AT ME!" I scream, standing up, tall and proud. Ah. The feeling was anger. Ok.

"What do you mean, you LOVED me?" Laxus looks at me, confused, finally quieting down.

"What I mean is that after all of the stuff you have been saying, doing, do you really think I can LOVE you? I thought you were the smart one, Laxus?" I snarl, all of the fear, and anguish, and pain balled and chained up into a pit in my stomach finally exploding in a volcano of pure fury.

"Lucy..." He whines, him the terrified one this time around. "Don't do this..."

"WHAT? YELL? HURTS, DON'T IT? HURTS TO HAVE THE ONE YELL AT YOU, HUH? DON'T DO THIS? CAN YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF? YOU USED TO BE MY PARADISE. BUT NOW, YOU ARE JUST FUCKIN' TROUBLE. AN INCONVENIENCE TO ME. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!" I yell, letting my feelings explode out of my mouth like lava, decimating all in it's path. "MAYBE I SHOULD SLAP YOU, HUH? WOULD YOU LIKE THAT, LAXUS?"

"Lucy... Shit, I'm so sorry, but babe you need to calm down..." Laxus says calmly.

"OH SHUT IT! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME... ALL YOU HAVE EVER BROUGHT ME IS TROUBLE! FIRST IT WAS YOUR DAD! THEN IT WAS YOUR FRIENDS, GRILLING ME ON WHETHER I WAS GOOD ENOUGH FOR 'LAXUS-SAMA'. THEN YOU. T.R.O.U.B.L.E.' I snap.

His spiky hair-topped head droops. "I'm sorry..." He whispers. "Shit, I'm so sorry..." A tear slips down his cheek.

Yet I can't bring myself to listen any longer. I know what I have to do. This has gone on for far too long.

"You are trouble, Laxus Dreyar. And I won't stand for it any more." I say, with finality.

And I leave.

AGH THAT WAS SO ANGSTY (=_=)

(Also very hard to write.)

But I think it was ok?!

(Tips very welcome...)

Gonna be posting more, and hopefully they will all have some very saucy LaLu in ;)

Cya, peeps ;*