PARANOID
Look everywhere. Do you see he, she, it? Do you see the smirk on their faces? Look closer, all laughing to you! Funny isn't it? All acting kindly to you, but inside they fear and mock with you. Do you feel the darkness in their hearts? No no not the one towards life, the one towards you. Do you see the hate flashing on their eyes? Do you recognize how much they hate you? Did you look closer to their faces while you were walking down the street? Do you feel inside they are looking to you with bloodlust eyes and smiling to you with a smile that can froze your blood? Yes, yes you got it true, they laugh at your face without hesitating. They are talking behind your back. Deep inside you know if they have a chance to humiliate you, they would pay for it. You hear the cruel screams every night, don't you? You hate being the freak when you know you are not a one. You are crazy, lunatic, bored and tell you what; you know you are. You are all alone, they hate you, call you a freak in their minds. You are so weak that you become a toy to them. Do you hear me, the strong voice in your head; I believe that you are a freak too. Nothing but a lost soul in the human world. Others live good lives but there are too many like you and even they laugh at you! I feel your soul becoming anxious and crazy. You know what is your problem? I don't either, but I know that you are not normal. You are paranoid. Everybody pity you, why shouldn't they? You are a loser. Let me tell you a secret; I am paranoid too. Funny thing is, I live inside your head and that makes you two times more paranoid. But don't worry, soon you will even forget who you are and your pain will end. I will leave you and disturb other's minds. I am paranoia and you are just another paranoid whose mind was invaded by me. Once I leave you will find peace because I will only leave the happy part. You will laugh to everything until you find yourself in a room which has been locked from outside. And you will never be able to leave.
