Hilo:D This is the second story I'm posting on FF, and I don't really know if it's any good/ going to be any good so bare with me xP.

I'm basing the plot of the story on a song called, "Your Love is a Song" by Switchfoot, actually. Every verse of it I'm going to use as a chapter name, and have it basically be based on that line so I know what the story is going to evolve into already. Basically, there should be about roughly 30 chapters due to there being about that many lines in the song.

Note: I didnt come up with the idea of basing every line of a song on a chapter :P I saw lots of peeps were doing it and I was like, YAY plotted out already = NO WRITERS BLOCK :,D (Hopefully..?)

DISCLAIMER: Sadly I don't own Fairy Tail. If I did there would be more romance, more fluff ...etc. :P also I dont own switchfoot, or their song... D:! happy now? xP

Summary: Lucy Heartfillia's mother had died from a rare disease. A disease that she just so happened to discovered she had inherited. In her time after finding out the news that she had only so long to live, she sees things differently, openly, taking in everything she can, while she can. Before she passes, she decides she wants to experience something, something she's never felt before. A selfish request she gives her most trusted friend Natsu leads to an unexpected twist of events, and a tearing apart moment that decides it all, or ends it all.

ONWARD!:D


The sun was shining brightly through Lucy Heartfilia's apartment window, the rays of light traveled right before her eyes on where she laid on her bed, like an alarm clock telling her it was morning and time to wake up. Her steady breath was coated with sleep as she rose up from her comfy sleep get away that was called a bed. She outwardly stretched her long thin arms into the air, as usual after every good night sleep, leading to a loud yawn escaping from her still slightly chapped pink lips from the dry air.

'It sure seems nice out today! I wonder what job Erza picked out for us. She seemed very excited about it.' She thought to herself.

Lucy could only hope it was something dangerous instead of something that required being creative…After all, "creative jobs" with Erza almost always meant something that had to do with performing for a mass crowd. The blonde was not interested in at the least, especially since every time the reward money went to the cost of fixing things that they destroyed while performing.

'Well, if it is I'll just stay home and work on some ideas for my next novel. I'm sure Levi will approve of it…' A grin formed at the tips of her lips at this idea. She did feel an urge to write lately, and Levi was getting impatient after the last book's cliff hanger she ended it with.

Her thoughts were momentarily interrupted by the sound of a steady rhythm of heavy breathing in and out, along with some muffled mumbles…That obviously wasn't hers. The chocolaty brown eyes that she possessed grew in size along with dilating pupils when she realized the only one occupying her bed was not just her alone. Slowly, she turned her head towards the sound in apprehension.

"GAHH!" She yelled surprised by what she saw, while flaring her arms in the air like a maniac would. The sudden jolt made her fall backwards off of the left side of her bed that was holding both her and the peach haired boy Natsu Dragneel. She landed with a hard thud luckily not hitting her head in the process, the sound making Natsu roll over to the side of the bed she fell from, not even batting an eye lid as he did so. That guy really was a heavy sleeper.

….Heavy sleeper, eh?

"Hehehehhh…" The girls laugh sounded that of an evil villain's, plotting to get revenge on his arch nemesis and just thought of a plan. She even had an ornery cat grin to make her seem even creepier.

This, this was very tempting. Oh so very much….It was more tempting than what she could handle.

'Just a few little doodles and maybe he'll learn his lesson about intruding in MY house, and sleeping on MY bed out of all things …Boahhahah…'

The laugh in her head was even freakier than the one she let out.

Lucy slowly got up, and gently tip-toed, (though even if she didn't it probably wouldn't wake him if she didn't), over to her desk. Her slender fingers opened a long drawer, the opening causing a slight squeaky sound to come from the desk.

'Marker, marker…Oh for heaven's sake where is it!'

The sound of her rummaging through her mixed up papers, and writing utensils finally came to a halt.

"AH-HA!" She yelled out loud by mistake.

Imminently after she covered her mouth with her hands, and took a quick look behind her at Natsu to see if she had waken him from his slumber. Of course, he was still sound asleep….But this time he was actually drooling. All over Lucy's favorite pillow.

Oh, he would pay.

She grabbed the marker and walked over to the Dragon Slayer. The popping sound of the black cap coming off meant that she meant business. After thinking up a few devious ideas, she went to work on her master piece.


"Hehehehe… That should teach you!" She mumbled, while snapping the cap back onto the black marker and looking over her latest drawings on Natsu's face. She drew black bags under his eyes to make him look like an old man, cat whiskers lining his cheeks, a French curvy three shaped mustache on the top of his lips along with a complementary go-tee beard, and drawn drool going down his bottom mouth. Now that she was done with that, it was time to play innocent. After seeing him fumble around, she assumed he was going to wake up soon and to pull the "I-didn't-do-anything", act off she had to be sleeping and clueless. Clueless was something she mastered when it came to life, it made her require to do much less. For example, getting out of cooking when Gray, Erza, and Natsu decided they were hungry over her apartment. They stopped asking for her to cook after she put on a show of making burned rice mixed with eggs and tuna every time they asked they asked for a meal.

She slowly but surely crawled onto the bed and gently lifted up the covers, sliding under them and plopping down onto the pillow. She was faced towards Natsu, examining her drawings silently giggling to herself and making sure everything was perfect, all the while leaning halfway off the bed trying to stay as far away from him as possible. This was awkward after all, especially if someone came in that didn't know the situation. . Maybe she took it a little too far?...Nah, who was she kidding. She glanced down at his white scarf that was pulled way low over his collar bone, revealing his long neck. With each breath he took the scar he had there shifted. She'd always wondered how he got such a mark, but figured it was probably due to a job or something. But for him to scar, it must have been a pretty deep cut. The site of him was almost mesmerizing; he actually looked sort of innocent when he slept… Vulnerable, almost. To think someone as destructive as him could let his guard down for even a moment like this... It made her want to reach out and…

No, no, no, no, no, no. What was she thinking? She had to just be a little tired still, or something.

'Bad Lucy.' She cursed at herself

He sure was taking a long time to wake up… It had almost been thirty minutes since she slipped back into bed.

'This guy really has no sense of mind…' She thought. True, it was still eight aclock' in the morning or so, but he had to be getting up soon... Erza would be mad if we were late to meet up. But, maybe sleeping a little longer wouldn't be that bad. That is, if she could sleep with a fire eater a few inches away from her.

'Oh, well. I can manage...' was the last thing she thought. After that, she too was caught up in early morning sleep.

However that morning she had the strangest dream…And when she awoke, Natsu was gone and she was tucked in neatly…Oh, and not to mention, she was late!

The blonde ran as fast as she could until she got to the new and improved Fairy Tail guild, still with a piece of bread in her mouth that she grabbed on her way out the door to get something in her stomach. She paced over next to Erza who was sitting down next to Gray talking. Across from them was Happy who was currently nibbling on a fish. While Erza was talking Gray's attention seemed to be elsewhere. She followed his gaze and it led her straight towards Natsu… Specifically his face. Lucy held in a stifled laugh remembering what she had done, wondering if anyone told him..But he had to know, so why didn't he wipe it off yet?

Suddenly as if he knew she was there, Natsu glared directly over at Lucy, his eyes sending chills down her spine. She assumed this meant he knew...

"It. Wont. Come. Off." He mumbled grumpily still glaring at the blonde, making a pointing hand motion to his face.

"Eh…?" Was all she could let out.

"The beautiful makeover that you gave Natsu won't come off his face." Gray said laughing to himself while he did so.

"SHUT UP PERVERT!" Natsu yelled, fidgeting in his seat.

"NO, YOU SHUT UP FLAME BRAIN!" Gray said back in the same tone.

Suddenly while glaring lightning bolts at each other they felt heavier, scarier daggers being pierced into them… It came from the eyes of Erza, usually the only warning they got that meant, "Settle down or die". Naturally, they both sat down like obedient puppies and shut up shaking it off.

"Lucy, sit." Erza demanded gesturing to the seat next to Natsu.

"Y-yes Erza!" She quickly did as she was told. Erza didn't seem to be in a good mood, and she wasn't going to question her authority in a state like that.

"Since Lucy slept in and got here late, we have no choice but to take a different job rather than the one I originally chose, which was helping a merchant put on an act and decorating a festival for towns people..."

Lucy gulped. So that was why she was so pissed off right now and aiming her glare and words towards her…

"Thanks for waking me up when you did, Natsu." She said sarcastically trying to take the heat off of herself.

"You're the one who drew all over my face!" He yelled back.

"SILENCE!" Erza's voice boomed trough the guild, and everyone was temporarily quiet.

"Now…Instead of a fun job that I selected originally, we will be going on this one…Tomorrow though, since it's too late now. It's much less fun one to my dismay."

The scarlet haired girl slammed the paper with the job request on it onto the center of the table.

'Poor table…' Lucy thought. She was actually pretty happy that they were going on a different job, and what she saw next after reading the reward, made her even more ecstatic.

It read,

(MAGES NEEDED TO TAKE DOWN DARK GUILD NEAR ANGOLIA VILLAGE. REWARD: 30,000 JEWLS, AND STELLAR SPIRIT KEY)

Today was just her Lucky day. At least the key wouldn't go towards damage costs, and it could be one of the zoadic keys for all she knew!

"All right, let's do this! It seems fun, too!" Natsu said grinning, the creases of his face shifting with his smile making the marker doodles move when he did so. He got up, already starting to walk out the doors.

"Halt!" Erza yelled. He froze in his footsteps after hearing that, knowing how mad she was.

"First, Lucy has to get those strange markings off of your face before tomorrow! That would be a bad view of Fairy Tail if the legendary salamander's appearance took on something like that! "

'EHHH?' Both Natsu and Lucy said at the same time.

"Then, we meet back here at six A.M sharp tomorrow. Understood?" Erza said blowing off their objections.

"But I already said, this shit won't come off!" He proved his point by rubbing his face violently, making his skin turn a shade of red.

"Luce has evil markers!" Happy said out of nowhere. Where was he this whole time anyways?
"And why do I have to help? That was his punishment for sleeping with me without permission!" Lucy said that little too loud, and realized her mistake, her face shading red in the process.

The guild went silent for the second time that day. After a few moments passed everyone erupted in hoots' and loud whispers, all about Natsu and Lucy, "sleeping together" . Lucy, realizing what she had said tried to correct herself but was stopped with Erza pulling both her and Natsu to the guilds wash room. Did she not care about her friends reputation at all?

As soon as she threw them in, she was gone slamming the door on her way out, probably going to pack for the job request. Lucy's face was red with annoyance as she starred at the door still shuddering from the hard slam.

'Great.' She thought to herself sarcastically.

"Now the whole guild thinks me and Natsu have a thing…And to make things worse were in here alone, with the door closed. Suspicious much?"

"Lucy…" Natsu said in a weird voice as if trying to portray a sort of accent.

"I have to admit, I do like what you did with the beard." He put his hand to his chin, and made stroking movements as if his fake beard was real and he was grooming it. Lucy twitched.

"Ugh, just get it washed off you idiot!" She yelled still starring at the door, trying to come up with what to say to the others…Specifically to Mira who would be drilling her for dirt, that wasn't there.

"Don't look!" Natsu yelled over to her.

"Yeah, whatever." She replied not really understanding what he meant. Wait...Don't look?

As a response to see what he was talking about she looked behind to where Natsu was, her eyes bulging out of her head three times their size. Natsu was about to get into the shower, and also about to take the only thing he had on off, which was a towel.
Her face glowed a deep shade red.

"PERVERT, PERVERT, PERVERT, PERVERT, PERVERT!" She screamed repentantly, while hitting Natsu in the head as hard as she could with her fists.

"OW, STOP IT LUCY!" He said trying to object to her punches.

"I SAID DON'T LOOK! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SAID WASH OFF!"
She continued punching, only to punch harder each time. He was slowly inching towards the shower rooms which had running water on.

"I DIDN'T MEAN GETTING A BATH, IDIOT I MEANT THE SINK! STUPID,STUPID, STUPID! WHAT MAN EVEN CONSIDERS UNDRESSING INFRONT OF A GIRL!"

"But Lucy's not a girl! She's Lucy!" He whined protesting.

"THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE!"

Her beating up on him was getting more and more raged. She could be scary when she wanted to.

"STOP!" He half screamed having enough of the abuse, and pinned her arms up in the air to stop her hitting with his own hands. While doing so, his towel decided it be a great time to fall down. Both of their faces turned red, and there was a long silence.

"PERVERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!" Lucy's voice could be heard from the guild. Hell, it could be heard from Erza's room in the girl's dormitory! Lucy brought her leg up to kick him since her arms were restricted, stepping in a puddle of water as she did so. Suddenly, there was a squeaking noise. Her foot slipped on the water, and she fell straight forward towards Natsu. Not being able to keep both of their balances, he fell backward into the running shower room with a loud thud. After comprehending what happened she propped herself up with her elbows and opened her tightly shut eyes to see Natsu's dark black orbs only centimeters away from her own. It seems the water had washed off all of the drawings, so he must not have tried hard at first to get them off if all it took was this. She had fallen on top of him when she slipped and he had broke her fall, his hands still fiercely gripping on her slim waist securing her.
"A-are you alright?" She said. Great, now she was also tripping over her words.

"Uh-huh… Are you?" He replied unsure.

Water was pounding down on them both, soaking everything. She was starring deeply into his eyes. They were always black, but there was something more to them; they had a shine that she'd never noticed before. Mesmerized , she didn't reply. He suddenly started feeling very confused by the way she was staring at him with that intensive look… Hopefully this look didn't mean she was going to kill him.

"…..Luce?" He said again searching her face for an answer. His voice sounding for the second time snapped her back to reality. She suddenly broke their gaze and shot up from on top of him, bracing herself against the shower room wall so she didn't fall again. Daring to look at him she realized the towel had been put on again somehow….Good. It be even more awkward if it hadn't been. Just what was she thinking a few seconds ago?

"Ahh, Lucy are you alright?" He sat up rubbing the back of his head that must have hit when they fell. His hair was stuck to his face with the water from the shower still pounding on him, dripping down to his well toned lower body gleaming on his muscles.

"Of course I'm fine idiot! Just don't do that again! And put some clothes on!" She yelled.

"Do what again, break your fall? Fine then I won't if that's what you're so upset about! And I know already, jeez!" He stood up and turned the silver handle on the wall shutting the water off. He looked over at her, his eyes raking up and down her person. Suddenly his face turned redder then Lucy's and his own were a few moments ago.

"What?" Lucy asked annoyed and confused at what he was blushing at.

He jolted his head away from her and silently walked over to his pile of clothes.

"What! DON'T YOU DARE GET DRESSED WHILE IM STILL IN THE ROOM! Let me walk out first!"

She started to walk out and just put her hand on the door knob when she felt a firm hold on her shoulder spin her around.

"Hey, what the-"

He was still looking away with an embarrassed look on his face. The boy brought a cloth up and shoved it towards Lucy. It was his shirt.

"What's this for? Do you expect me to dress you!" She spat.

"No Lucy you weirdo, it's just- you're- you're wearing white!" He yelled and turned around still blushing madly.

'So what if I'm wearing white..?...Wait..White and …water…' Her head shifted down to her white shirt only to reveal a transparent cloth. Now usually shed wear something like a pink bra, or black one but in this case that was white too.

'Shit..' Suddenly realizing what he was blushing about her face turned the same tone. Grumbling some cuss words of the sort she fiddled with the shirt. It was rare for Natsu to wear a normal shirt, but she wasn't complaining that he decided to today. She put the plain red thing on after taking her own white one off. He wasn't looking, and she knew he wouldn't dare. Silently after she let out something like, "I'm..done." Only capable for his super dragon hearing to hear he turned around and picked up his clothes still avoiding looking at her. She realized he still had to get dressed and turned around to open the door. Before she opened it she let out a quick awkward "..Thanks." opened the door and left. She closed is on her way out and was revealed to everyone in the Guilds eyes on her. She glared at them all, and they drifted their attention back to whatever they were doing.

"Luu-Channn!" A voice called. It was Levi's. Lucy turned her head to look for the girl, who was spotted sitting by Jet with a book in front of her, waving her hand for her to come over there. She did as she was asked and walked over to the blue haired script mage, sitting at the seat across from her.

"Hey, Levi!" Lucy said enthusiastically, with a smile on her face trying to forget what just happened in the wash room.

"Lu-Chan, you're soaking wet! What happened?" Levi asked concerned.

'What to say what to say' Lucy thought to herself furiously trying to find an answer quickly.

"Well, you see,-"

"Lucy was clumsy and slipped on a puddle into the shower room!" A familiar voice said interrupting her. She shifted her view to the person talking. It was Natsu, standing there with no shirt smiling and laughing.

"Oh that sure sounds like Lu-Chan!" Levi said giggling.

The blonde could just put her hand behind her head and laugh too. She was planning on lying but that worked much better.

"It's no wonder flame brain over here didn't push her!" Gray shouted from over at a different table.

"Hey, watch it male-stripper!" Natsu yelled at the not so clothed Gray.

"Speak for yourself, shirtless!" That was right. He was shirtless too.

"Why you…" Natsu stomped over to Gray and they both started their usual fighting and bickering. Everything was back to normal. No more considerate and indifferent acting Natsu. The way Lucy liked it. Or…Did she?

"Luu-chann? Did you hear that Lu-chan?"

A hand disoriented her view of the two idiots fighting and brought her attention back to Levi.

"Sorry, I zoned out haha! What were you saying?" The sprit mage said giggling.

"I saiiiddd, when's volume two of your next novel going to be ready?" The younger girl asked hopefully.

"Give it a year or so."

"Aww Lu-chann you're so cruel! I must, must, must at least be able to read the next chapter! You left the last one on such a tear shedding cliff hanger! Does Yuki end up with Dakota or not? Or maybe Dakota finally realizes Tamma's love for him and goes with her….? Oh, I must know!"

"Fine, but only when I'm done, and I'm not promising that it's going to stay like the plot I have now!"

Levi's expression grew like a child that just received a Pony for their sixth birthday.
"Yayyyyyyy! Oh thank you thank you thank you!" She said ecstatically. Lucy smiled in return.

"Well, I better be going now." The blonde began to get up.

"Awww, already?" Levi asked in a letdown.

"I was hoping to discuss the plot with you!" she whined.

"Maybe some other time. I have to go home and get ready for the next mission tomorrow, so see you later!" Without further ado she began to walk out of the guild. Suddenly she stopped in her tracks, bracing her hand on the wall at the entrance.

For some reason..The room… Was spinning. It was spinning in circles. And she had this…aching pain in her head…. She tumbled in her steps. Lucy's hearing went blank, and her legs started to slowly give out. All she heard was the thumping of her heart and maybe her name being called. 'Luce?' the voice sounded concerned… 'Luce!' Next thing she knew, she blacked out and all she saw was pitch black darkness.


'Ugh… My head…' Lucy slowly started to get her senses back, sitting up in what seemed to be her bed. It was her bed, and her room too. She'd gotten back home but she didn't remember how…

"What..Happened..?" The girl mumbled not expecting an answer. To her surprise there was.

"You fainted." A deep voice let out coming from the bottom of her bed.

"Wha..? Fainted?" She asked confused.

"Yes. I sensed you were in distress so I came out to see what was wrong, to find you passed out in Natsu's arms." Finally realizing the voice was Loki's she became more aware.

"I see…Weird. I Guess it's because I didn't eat much, haha!" Lucy said rubbing the back of her head.

"No…." He growled. Loki seemed distressed, almost…Sad.

"No what?" She asked confused. He didn't reply. Lucy, concerned crawled over to the bottom of her bed. The stellar spirit sat looking down to the floor, his black glasses covering his eyes.

"…Loki?" Was he avoiding looking at her?

"Lucy….See a doctor." Those were the last words he said before a bright light of smoke erupted meaning he returned to his own dimension. Lucy sat back, still confused. When she finally got a glimpse of his eyes it looked as if he had been…Crying. He looked…Sad.

'Nah, just imagining things.' She shook it off as him just being over protective and decided to go back to sleep. Tomorrow was a busy say, after all. Shed fallen into the depths of the night while smelling unknown fragrance of the shirt she was wearing. Whatever it was, shed have to buy more.

Little did she know how un-normal her life was about to get.


AND THATS ALL FOR THIS CHAPTER X.x I duno how long each chappy will be..This one was pretty long heh heh. Anyways, i'll update soon but reviews would help to boost my updates and, eh, "Pumped-ness" :D *insert heart here*