Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. I do not own "Papa if you can hear me".

Author's Note: Okay so be glad I didn't put this emo moment in my In A Father's Eyes story. But yeah, it was floating in my head and needed to be out. I made myself cry…Hope you fair a bit better than I did.

Borken

Jasper clenched the flannel fabric of Carlisle's favorite sweater to his chest as actual tears managed to race down the vampire's cheeks. His teeth bared as he screamed out. A soft song could be heard playing in the background from the club he was behind.

Jasper held the bloody shredded fabric as close to him as he possibly could and cried his heart out where he sat on the cold moist ground as the song played.

Chill for a second, just hear my pain
If you've lost any loved ones you'll feel what I'm saying
I Ope it's peaceful, down there were they lay 'em

When someone you loved, who put you up from the start
Built you up and made you into who you are
Who always believed, saying that you'll be a star
Then all of a sudden they just passed

Jasper couldn't stop the pain that wrenched through him as he listened to the song. The blood of his father washing away in the rain yet still stained his own clothes. If only he had gotten there sooner.

So much to say, I wish I coulda said bye
The only time I'll talk to him is when I look into the sky

He already missed him...

All I wanna say is:

Papa if you can hear me... !
I regret every bad thing that I saaaid
Please forgive me if you hear me...
Never knew how much I loved ya till you was dead... !

Papa if you can hear me...
If only youuu, knew what you went and done(you went and left me)
Please forgive me if you hear me...
See all I know is, I'm proud to be your Son
Papa if you can hear me...

It's like you sacrificed your life
For the love of success and a life full of stress
I'm vexed cuz

First they love you, second they hate you
They talked about you, when they tried to play you
Behind your back they were tryin to betray you
I never had a chance to repay you
For the things you done for me
Put me on the right path, kept me from steering left
Yeah we had a right laugh

Jasper bashed his hands into the pavement, tears still falling, as the chorus played out again. He couldn't take the pain. There had been so much left unsaid. He had just confessed of his love. "Why..." He ground out between his sobs. "You promised we would be together...." He fisted his hands into the ground, fingers cracking the pavement. He turned his head up to the weeping sky and belted. "YOU SAID WE WOULD BE TOGETHER FOREVER!"
Jasper, still clutching the fabric, reached over and grabbed at a rusted jagged pipe. "I can't...I can't be without you..." He whispered to the pipe and to the sweater and to the blood splattered ground. With a whispered, 'I love you...' He plunged the pipe deep with in his chest, wrenching in pain. Blood rolled down from the inside of the pipe and dripped from its open end. Drop by drop, Jasper's blood swirled with Carlisle's in the puddle formed by the rain. Soon, they would be together again. Soon.

END