Clary POV

Is it wrong to be in love with my best friend? He's the womanizer of the school and he always promises me that he will NEVER fall in love… I want to change that. Will he let me? I laugh and tell him everybody falls in love. He just shakes his head and promises me that he WILL never… Can I change that?

" GET UPP" Jocelyn screams from the kitchen sending me out of the very thought that I think A LOT…

I can smell the eggs and bacon from my room. They motivate me just a little to get up. And the fact that Jace Lightwood is picking me up. He doesn't know I possibly maybe definitely love him. All I think about is how he ALWAYS says that he will never fall in love and how I desperately want to change that. But I'm his best friend he probably thinks of me as a sister.

"UGHHH" I groan. I get of the bed more like roll off. I get up and start making my way to the bathroom to get ready. "CLARY YOU GOT 15 MINUTES BEFORE THE LIGHTWOODS GET HERE" my mom could be SOO annoying. I quickly grab dark wash ripped skinny jeans and a green v-neck sweater and let my fiery locks to roam free. I lug on my black converse and run downstairs to the breakfast that awaits me. I grab a piece of bacon and rush out the door just in time to hear the car honking. I see Jace first and he's looking in the back and smiling. I see Izzy next and she looks mad. I wonder why? Then I see why.

The reason Jace is smiling is because Aline is in the back!

I stop dead in my tracks and I swear my heart stopped. I don't think I can handle anymore hurt. He doesn't know it but I can't take it. Then what I see next got me running down the road to school not even bothering to listen to the crys of Izzy begging me to come back. Aline leans in and Jace kisses her. But not just that. I can faintly make out the I love you they tell to each other.

He never tells anyone I love you. Not unless. Not unless. "he means it" I say in a whisper as tears start coming down.

I'm too late. I run. I run faster and harder than I EVER had. I stop when I see the school. The pain engulfs me and I drop to the floor and wrap my arms around myself and rock back and forth. I know Jace doesn't belong to me but ALINE REALLY ! SHE HATES ME! She trips me in the halls laughs at me does everything to make me miserable. The next thing I feel is somebody picking me up.

I don't protest and start sobbing in the persons shoulder. I felt safe even though I didn't know who they were.

They start saying soothing words in my ear and they just make me sob louder. After a while I stop. I look up to see the persons face. I stare up into black eyes not the scary type but the make-your-heart-melt type and he had black hair that hanged shaggy down his face. I blush immediately and try to move away but he has a strong grip on me.

"Not that fast. I just saw this gorgeous girl sobbing and I help her and you decide to leave? Nope not on my watch." He grins and I blush a darker shade and look down.

"Hi I'm Sebastian Verlac."

"I'm Clary Fray." He grins at me and wipes away any stray tears on my face with his thumb and I blush even darker if that's possible. He leans down and whispers in my ear " I know I've just met you but will you do me the great honor of allowing me to take you out to dinner tomorrow night?" I giggle and nod my head. He chuckles and drapes an arm around me waist.

My mind is whirling how I can go from sobbing over Jace to going on a date with Sebastian.

One look behind me tells me why. There is Jace with a confused expression and Aline trying to get his attention.

I'm not gonna wait for him anymore.

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