Then the most wonderful feeling overcame me.

Mind you, I have kissed other boys in the past. They were sweet, the kisses. Mostly wet though. But what do you expect in a kiss? If you were kissing a normal person, you might not expect much anymore. Kisses are sweet and sadly always wet. There's nothing more to it. To a normal person anyway. But this! I have never imagined anything like this ever existed. It's better than anything life could ever offer. Its even better than, love! The sweet scent of his breath as he sighed, his frozen tongue brushing my moist lip – the actions may seem mild and 'normal' but the feeling! Electricity was flowing all over me. A wave of emotion rush to me. I can hardly brace myself. My knees were trembling from the overwhelming force of this simple kiss. If he weren't holding me, I would've fallen over. Nothing mattered at that moment. Nothing could've taken me off from his lips. But I couldn't breathe. We were kissing for such a long time now. After awhile the most wonderful feeling was replaced by sudden fear. His hands were gripping me TOO hard I couldn't move an inch. The worse thing was, it felt like I was drowning. The rush of emotions turned into a wave suffocating me. I tried my hardest to push him away. I kicked, I punched but all attempts failed. Everything was starting to fade into the darkness. I was losing consciousness. I can't fight anymore . . .

He let me go and I toppled onto the soft ground. I was panting and coughing as I tried to lift myself up. I don't know what feeling lingered to me. Was it the electricity and rush of emotions? Or was it the part when I almost 'drowned'? Before I could even answer myself, he distracted me.

He was just there. His back facing me. It seemed like he was contemplating. I didn't want to disturb him so I stayed silent. Only my heavy breathing pierced the silence that enveloped us.

Alas he turned his face toward me. His expression was what I expected. This was a mistake.

He uttered one word, "Sorry." And Edward disappeared.