My heart soars
Yet it won't grasp
That longing feeling
That it still feels
I want to cry out
Yet no words fall
I can't see it anymore
That light that was once there
I want to hear it again
I want to see it again
But I still feel it now
Please don't disappear...
When I cry out your name
Will you listen?
And please come back
Because I
Would still grasp your hand
Even with
The blood that stains it
Will your heart be nurtured?
Or will it run wild?
Please come back
'Because I'm left here crying
Stranded on my island
Of sorrows
Please don't kill him
And please listen
No matter how much I cry
You won't come back
But I feel you will
Even though it's impossible
I'll believe those words you spoke to me
And walk ahead without you
Slowly healing
Please don't
Go far away
To that other world
Where destruction reeks
My lonely feathers
Return once more
Full of those forgotten chains
That is slowly turning to dust
I want to wake up
Yet I can't wake up
Please wake me up
To this unwanted dream
The dream of wings...
When looking in a mirror
It's like looking at yourself
But when we face each other
We strain our eyes
And look closer
I want to know
What's it like to be loved?
I want to know
What's it like to be alive?
When I dream
The pain slowly releases
When I run
I feel the wind
As it releases me from my sorrow
I don't remember it
I just think
And feel the brush of your hand
Against my hand
Innocence is forgotten
Childhood is the memento
To this endless run
But I feel broken inside
Like the shards of a mirror
That shattered my reflection
My poor soul
Broken for more than 7 years
Because you're not here anymore
When I feel your hand
I feel warm
Not normal
But knowing you were there for me
But now you're not
You lay now in my memories
When you showed me how to run
And I showed you how to smile
Smile once more
Because I want to smile with you forever
'Till twilight
And until the sun rises
And falls into the abyss
I can't hear your soft voice
Say my name anymore
I can't see you smile anymore
I now lay broken
With only a few pieces left
Was this HISTUZEN?
And why did it fall upon me?
I want to hear it once more
I want to see it again
In this forgotten memory
That won't fade away
I want to feel it again
I now know I won't
So I'll be strong
And fight this
Because I now know
It won't end
I want to laugh
Though I know I can't
I want to smile
A real smile
That will last forever
I want to hope
But I know I can't
So give me something to hope on
And something to dream on
And maybe
I'll find my own dream...
Hear my voice crying
I want to know
Your there
Somewhere in my heart
I want to smile
But I know I can't
Will you smile one more time?
Because I know I can't
So smile
And say somewhere
Somewhere deep inside
Your heart still cares
Because I won't be able
To hear your kind voice
Echoing my name softly
So listen to the windswept cries
That flow your way
My sorrow won't linger
My pain won't suffer
I will be whole
But not completely
I wonder
What did I do
To deserve this torturous grasp
That's kills me slowly
To the very edge
My forgotten memories
Mend my soul
Until they break free from my grasp
And turn my soul
From the darkness
My endless pain
Save me from tomorrow
This dream that pulls
At my remaining hope
Harmony save my soul
For it breaks
Like the great strong feathers
That scattered the worlds
Oh my beloved
Break your chains
Free of the bind that controls you
And maybe
Live on
The mirrored life
Of the one we were meant
To live for
Bafflement save you
Because I'm already broken
My heart is forever left
In the dust my love
Left behind
The pain will go away
If I will it away
"Even if we are creations,
We are the same
If those two keep on living
It won't end
I...love...y..."
My last words
Please save me
