Spencer sat alone in her house, her mind racing with thoughts of the past few weeks. Nothing had ever hurt her as much as finding out Toby was A. This level of cruelty was beyond any taunting that Alison had done to her in the past. Had he ever even loved her? Spencer had given everything to him. None of her past relationships had ever been as serious or as real as she thought her and Toby's was. She had even given Toby the chance to explain himself. But he hadn't even answered the door; Toby had left her sobbing on the awning outside of his apartment. Now she was alone, on Valentine's Day.
Spencer couldn't even bear the thought of going to school. Aria was sure to be in Ezra's office doing the dirt during every free second she had. The mere thought of listening to Hanna gab on and on about her plans with Caleb tonight brought tears to her eyes. Only Emily knew what she was going through right now. Even then, Emily didn't really understand. Spencer had only told her that they had broken up, she gave no reason why. At least Emily respected her wishes not to talk about it.
Then there was Mona. The second biggest backstabber in the world, who's only purpose seemed to be torturing Spencer. The other girls didn't seem to see that Mona only wanted to hurt them, but Spencer knew that she was evil. Mona was still part of the A team. No amount of medicine or psychologist visits would fix the evil that lurked in Mona's skull.
Spencer nearly screamed when a knock on the door interrupted her thoughts. While walking over to the door, Spencer tried to make out the silhouette behind the curtain covering the glass panel. But the only person it slightly resembled couldn't possibly be here. When Spencer opened the door, she actually did scream.
"Get out. Get away from me!" She yelled, and slammed the door shut.
"SPENCER!" Toby cried, he held the door open, "Please. Let me talk to you."
"I don't owe you anything." Spencer's voice was cold and emotionless, but her eyes were the window to her soul. They were brimming with tears
Toby wanted to reach out and hold Spencer. But he couldn't. He knew he didn't deserve to hold her, no matter how much he wanted to.
"You're right Spencer," Toby spoke with a steady voice, but there was pain behind it, "But I owe you an explanation. Please let me tell it to you."
"I gave you a chance!" Spencer barked, "Did you not hear me outside your apartment? I sat there for hours Toby. I sat outside your apartment for hours the night of our anniversary."
"Spencer I ran out of town that night!" Toby raised his voice, and Spencer flinched, "I wasn't even there."
"Well then who was?" Spencer demanded.
"I don't know," Toby said, putting his head in his hands, "Maybe Mona, maybe one of the others."
Spencer started sobbing.
"Why would you do this Toby?" She wailed, the words coming out in sobs.
"To protect you," Toby half-whispered, "I only did this because I love you."
Spencer looked at Toby with an angered expression, "I don't believe you."
"Mona threatened to kill you if I didn't help her." Toby pleaded, "I couldn't live without you."
"I would rather die than live not knowing who the person I love really is." Spencer growled.
Toby pushed Spencer against the wall and wrapped his arm around her waist. He kissed her forcefully on the lips, not stopping until he had to pull away for air.
"If I didn't love you," Toby gasped, "Would I do that?"
Instead of answering, Spencer crushed her lips against his, holding his face in her hands. Toby picked her up and Spencer wrapped her legs around his waist. Their passion was fueled by anger, and by them being apart for so long.
Toby pulled away, "Where are your parent's?"
"Business trip. London. Kiss me." Spencer demanded.
Toby traced his tongue along Spencer's lips, and she opened her mouth to let him inside. They reveled in the taste of each other, cherishing every second. Toby backed up onto Spencer's couch, and laid down, her tiny frame on top of his.
Toby slid his hands up Spencer's blouse, tracing circles with his finger on the small of her back. A small moan escaped Spencer's mouth, and she kissed him even harder. Her hands tugged at the bottom of Toby's shirt, hinting for him to pull it off. Their lips broke contact as Spencer pulled away to watch Toby reveal his beautifully toned chest. A small gasp escaped her mouth.
"I've missed this." She smiled.
Spencer leaned back down to kiss the corner of Toby's mouth, and then made a trail of kisses down his neck. Her lips stopped and lingered on his collarbone, gently sucking and biting on his sweet spot. Toby let out a groan as Spencer did so, and gently ran his fingers through her hair.
"I've missed this too, baby," He whispered, as Spencer worked her way back up to his mouth. She began to unbutton her oversized flannel, and Toby gently pulled her hands away, "Allow me."
One by one, Toby undid the buttons on Spencer's shirt, revealing her flat stomach and breasts that looked beautiful to his eye cupped in a simple black bra. Toby always thought black looked sexy on Spencer, but now he didn't really want Spencer to be wearing anything. The shirt was quickly discarded onto Spencer's living room floor, and Toby sat up to kiss Spencer's neck as he undid her bra strap.
Spencer could feel Toby harden beneath her as he eyed her naked breasts. He moved down, and kissed each one tenderly, eyeing her with such lust that Spencer had never seen in his eyes before. Lucky for Toby, Spencer was wearing leggings and those too were easily discarded, leaving Spencer pressed up against Toby in nothing but a lacy black thong.
Spencer stroked Toby's smooth chest, not tearing her eyes from his once. She stopped at his belt, and began to remove it from his jeans. Her fingers fumbled with the button as Toby leaned in to kiss her again.
"How am I supposed to get your pants off if you keep distracting me." Spencer murmured, her eyes closed with pleasure.
Toby quickly unbuttoned his jeans and stood up to drop them to the ground. Spencer stood up with him and wrapped one arm around his neck, pulling her bare chest against his, and kissed him. Her other hand wandered down to the waist band of his boxers, and she tugged on them gently, letting them hit the floor with a soft woosh. She wrapped her hand around Toby's member and pumped her wrist up and down a few times, before pulling him back down onto the couch.
Toby pulled Spencer's panties down, careful to support his weight so he didn't crush her. He wrapped his arm around her back, bringing her up to him.
"Are you ready?" Toby whispered, breathless.
Spencer nodded, and Toby slid himself in between her legs, reveling in how tight and warm she was. They both moaned simultaneously at the feeling of connecting with each other once again. Toby sat still, letting Spencer adjust to his size until he couldn't wait any longer and began to pump inside of her. Spencer cried out softly with each thrust, and dug her nails into his back.
"Faster, Toby." She screamed in ecstasy.
Toby began to move faster inside of her, her cries becoming louder and louder. He hadn't meant for them to have rough sex, he had wanted to take things slowly and have a romantic session. But their passion for each other was to strong, and their need for one another's body had grown even stronger with them being distanced for so long.
Spencer began to buck her hips, bringing herself up to meet each of Toby's thrusts, causing him to yell out.
"Oh my god," His voice rang out. Sweat beads were forming on his forehead. He moved his hand around from under Spencer, and began to rub her slit with two fingers, in gentle circles slowly getting faster. Spencer cried out, her back arching at his touch.
"I'm close," Spencer cried out in between harsh breaths.
"Me too," Toby gasped, and began to move even fasted.
Toby moved inside of Spencer as her screams became higher pitched. He held out as long as he could, until they both came at the same time. Toby collapsed on top of Spencer, worn out from making love to her. They both lay in each other's arms as they tried to regain their breath.
Spencer woke up and for a moment was scared that it had all been a dream. She felt Toby's strong grip around her tiny waist, and smiled to herself, realizing that Toby really did love her and he belonged to her once again. A tiny sigh escaped her lips, and she felt Toby stir at the slight noise.
Realizing that Spencer was also awaked, Toby began to run his fingers over her prominent hip bones. He gently kissed the crook of her neck.
"Toby?" Spencer's voice broke the silence.
"Mmmm," Toby groaned, letting her know he was listening.
"What if Mona finds out about us?" She asked, her voice coming out more shaky than she would have liked for it to.
Toby pulled himself into a sitting position and Spencer onto his lap in one fluid motion. He caressed her face and looked her in the eye with a loving expression.
"If that happens," Toby began, "I'll protect you. I promise."
"I'm not worried about me," Spencer's voice cracked, "I'm worried about you."
"I'll be okay," Toby kissed her, "I'm not going to let Mona bring us apart again."
"No matter what?" Spencer nuzzled Toby's nose with hers. Her voice sounded babyish to her own ears, but she had to know that Toby wouldn't leave her again.
"Spencer, I love you." Toby said firmly, "I'm not going anywhere."
"I love you too, Toby." Spencer kissed him, "We'll get through this together."
A/N: Hi! I hope you liked this FanFic. I left it open ended, so it can either be a one shot or I can continue the story further to elaborate on Toby and Spencer's newly adjusted relationship. If this gets five follows or ten reviews by Friday, I'll continue the story and have a new chapter up ASAP. Either way, I hope you liked this and feedback is always great!
