Hola~ Anyways I've wanted to write a Tales of the Abyss oc insert for a while now and constructed five oc's. However due to the fact some are hard to write and others are... well I want them to be perfect, I decided to start with a self insert. My five oc's will end up making brief apperences, or one-shots in the story. Back to the topic, this is my second fanfiction ever and my first about Tales of the Abyss. All reviews are appreciated even if negitive as long as its not total flames. If you feel like my writing could be improved please either pm me or review. This will not be normally updated but I'm going for at least one or two chapters per week. And yes i'm not very good with introductions xD. So for now, I don't own anything that has to do with ToA and if i did Sync would have lived. Oh, and tell me if you prefer i travel with the god generals, the 'Jade gang', or a mixture. Right now i have a good plot for mixture but its up to whoever actually reads this. Now without farther delay, the story starts.

The day started out like any other. Wake up at five thirty, lay in bed and be lazy for another hour, scramble to get ready for school, than waste the next eight hours dreaming up fanfiction in my head instead of actually learning. It was really surprising how I managed to keep my grades to all A's and B's.

Anyway, after school I would usually go home and play on one of my favorite websites, which happened to be Pokefarm. Well, it was my favorite until one of the mods ended up getting pissed off at my two brothers and I. They banned us, because they thought we were multi-accounting. Well, I'm in a way glad, because I had some free time and finished my Tales of the Abyss play through.

Now if there is one thing I loved, it was Tales of the Abyss. I played the game, watched some of the anime, and even read fanfiction all night, various times, without getting any sleep. I literally one day went through the entire section of Tales of the Abyss on and read every single original character insert that had a female OC. Most of them were really good, though I had my favorites. My all time favorite until recently was 'Forlorn Worlds'. It's about a girl who is taken from Earth and put into Tales of the Abyss. The problem is that it's not her body, it's the body of a character that died, and that character is an enemy of the group. I really like that fic, but the author isn't the quickest updater. I really can't wait for it to be finished though.

Another one of my favorites is 'Usotsuki Usotsuki', which translates to Liar Liar. It has lots of drama, and I love drama. Well, in fanfiction anyway. 'Not What It Seems' is also a really good fanfiction, and it's long, not even done, and the author told me she's planning a sequel.

I always loved OC inserts, and really wished that I could somehow become one... Until recently, anyway. Now I'm lost and seriously going to die. Just great.

- Earlier today... -

"YESSS!" I literally screamed as I saw the email in my inbox. Another one of my darling fanfictions had been updated. This time it was 'Not What It Seems', which recently became my all time favorite. I rapidly clicked the link waiting for it to pop up. After a minute or two of nothing happening, I became confused.

Uh... shoot. Don't tell me my computer decided to bug out on me again. Majorly pissed off, I slammed it shut and decided to just go for a walk. Or a swim in the river. Whichever fit. I walked over to my closet and threw on a white tank top, over my equally white bra and underwear, and grabbed a black skirt. Normally I don't wear skirts, but this was one of my favorite outfits. After putting it on, I threw on black flip flops with white flowers on the top side, though you really couldn't see them unless I took them off.

Well I better hurry. The quicker I get out, the quicker time passes, and the quicker I can try once again to dream about Tales of the Abyss. I took out a black hair band and pulled my long red hair into a high ponytail. I've always loved my hair color. It's a pretty shade of red, with the smallest hint of brown, and it shines in the light. Laughing bitterly out loud, I thought about how much I might look like Luke. I might have been able to pass off as a sister, but knowing him, he'd complain about it and insult me.

I glanced in the mirror to make sure I looked okay. Blue eyes shone back at me, along with the rest of my face. I loved how I didn't need to wear makeup, not that I would, anyway. I never liked the stuff. Pulling up a face of disgust, I remembered how most girls would tell me that I should, because it would make me look 'prettier', as they put it. I just didn't understand their logic. I thought I looked really pretty, even though I only had an average body. Normal sized breasts and being pretty skinny was just a look in the family. I'm anorexic or anything, it's just how I naturally am.
Walking away from the mirror, I glanced around to see if i should bring anything. Nothing caught my eye, so I left my room empty handed. Not that I needed to bring anything for a walk around our property.

"Mom, I'm going out for a bit!" I quickly called before heading out the front door. I leaped off the porch giggling, and skipped into the forest. I have no idea what put me in such a good mood, but I stuck with it. I slowed to a walk and glanced around at the scenery. Everything was starting to grow again and the flowers were blooming. I finally decided where to go, and made my way to the bridge above the river. The river at this time was only about four feet deep, and there were no fish yet.

I reached the edge and sat down with my feet dangling over the side. I'm glad there are no cars. I'd have to jump over the edge, and this is pretty high up. Maybe... twenty or so feet. After a bit I ended up letting my mind drift to random topics, though the thought train always seemed to end up at Tales of the Abyss.

Wind picked up, and gray storm clouds started to roll in, but I didn't pay much attention. If it started to rain, then I would run inside. For now the storm seemed to bring a more calming presence. I sat there staring blankly at the river water, which was now rough and wavy from the high winds. The breeze blew my hair that was pulled back, along with the few strands that hung loose, and the cool air chilled my skin.

But still, I ignored it. The skies were dark gray, and thunder could be heard in the distance. Rain poured down heavily, and I was soon soaked. It's really nice out in this storm... The ledge I was sitting on grew even wetter and more slippery, and a few clumps of dirt fell down into the river. I sensed the danger a moment before the part I was sitting on crumbled and sent me plummeting down into the raging waters below.

SPLASH!

I hit the water and smashed my butt and heels onto the bottom of the river, and it hurt like hell. It wasn't very deep, but the water broke at least half the fall. My left elbow banged painfully against a rock, and judging by the pain and the water around the appendage rapidly growing red, it was very bad. Despite the river being not that deep, I struggled to stay above the surface with the waves, and the force of the current made it impossible for me to stand. The current pulled me down the river and smashed me into things like rocks and tree branches. The water around me seemed to be stained red.

Something bobbed up and sliced a deep cut over my left eyebrow, and blood pooled into my eye. Water forced its way into my mouth and I choked, trying to cough it up. No! I can't die like this... but why does this seem familiar, and why is it so calm. My head slowly drifted underwater, and I tried to force my way to the surface but I lost all sense of direction. The world seemed to spin, and the faint blurriness I could make out under water was changing from red to black.

Am I really going to die? A bright white light seemed to be on the edge of my vision, and I could hear a voice calling out to me. It was too muffled to understand, though I could make out bits of it. "Co..me... join us... ou.. mu...st...he...lp...us...K-k..ep...time..fl...wing ...Fix... ur...sins..."

The light faded away and there was only inky blackness. The feeling of water around me faded, but I was sure it was still there. My head spun and pounded. The last thing I remembered before losing consciousness was a cold, almost metallic, feeling replacing the water around me.

Oh and my chapters will be longer than this for the most part.

Sage: Come on, you know your going to run out of insperation.

Me: Shut up! I created you!

Sage: Okay, "mommy."

Me: *facepalm*