This is my first fanfciton so please be kind...

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my sick twisted and dark mind and the apple I am eating/chocking on

Chapter 1: Pain Will fade

Kurama wrapped his arms around his knees rocking slightly tears began to pour from his eyes as his once friend left his room dressing as he went.
"Don't cry fox." Hiei said gently cupping his face Kurama wrenched it away the tears never stopping "Fine don't stop crying I have to leave for two weeks when I come back I'll come see you" He pulled away and keep sobbing his eyes softened as he walked out via window. Kurama pulled covers around him and tried to hide from the world as pain rolled over him, his eyes were closed tightly and his aching body trembled.
'Why Hiei why did you have to betray my trust like that did he have to' he couldn't bring him self to say it even in his mind pulling more covers over him he drifted to sleep.
He awoke the next morning to his phone ringing reaching over he whipped his eyes and picked it up. "Hai" his voice wavered slightly.
"Son are you alright do I need to come over" his mother's worried voice asked over the line he bite back a pained groan as he sat up.
"No I'm fine mother what is it you need"
"Can you come over some time this weekend? Your step father wants us to have some big talk" he whipped away an old tear.
"Sure of course I can mother. When ever you want me to come"
"About eight does that sound good"
"Hai I'll let you go I have to get up and around"
"Have a good day son" and she hung up 'I don't think I'll ever have a nice day again' he stood winching and he quickly turned on a bath and sank inside scrubbing his body raw when blood started to leak out he stopped and tears welled up into his eyes again throwing the now bloody rag away he moved away from the tub and dressed in lose clothing only wrapping several belts around his form he moved about his apartment in a haze the rest the week on Saturday he awoke and ran to the bathroom wrenching when he finished he leaned against the toilet and took a deep breath. 'Why am I getting sick?' he asked him self before standing up and holding his stomach lightly as he walked around his apartment. Sitting down he curled up and took a deep breath searching his ki until he gave up sighing lightly he stood and quickly dressed for his mothers home and he fixed a small lunch eating a bite or two before gagging and putting it away. The rest of the day was spent quietly he pulled on a jacket and walked out of his home and over to his mothers as he opened the door he caught.
"I would rather my son be gay than a demon Kazuya so stop calling him a demon" Kurama felt a tear slip down his face as he turned away from the home.
Botan looked at the list in shock. "Koenma Kurama's on this list"
"So? I thought he wasn't scheduled to die any time soon"
"Suicide and. If he dies two others will as well"
"What who"
"An unnamed child and Hiei" Koenma looked up from the papers.
"Go find Hiei and have him stop Kurama tell him to hurry" She nodded and jumped on her oar and went towards Hiei.
"Hiei I must talk to you"
"Go away I have no wish to"
"It's about Kurama he's going to kill him self" that made the hybrid stop "If he dies another soul will go with him, a child's soul you must stop" she didn't have to finish he was gone.
Kurama walked to the edge of the lack and drew out a blade of grass running it across his wrist he started to wade into the water his hands at his sides leaking his blood as he walked deeper his eyes never wavering as the water began to slip over his face he keep walking and finally at the middle he rooted his feet to the bottom 'I wont let you know that your son was a demon kasan I'm sorry for what ever grief you fell after I am gone' he closed his eyes and opened his mouth water rushed in and all went black.
Hiei pulled Kurama up and started pumping water out the form under him that didn't move as he continued once it was all out he leaned down breathing air into him." Breath you damned fox" he looked at the still bleeding wrist and quickly tied cloth around them stopping the flow of blood pushing down again he was rewarded with a cough and the fox slowly opening his beautiful emerald eyes." Don't ever scare me like that again fox" he said pulling him into a hug Kurama weakly tried to pull away but stopped his eyes dropping. "Tell me why you tried to kill your self fox tell me now" he ordered.
"Kasan doesn't want a demon as a son. So she wont have one just let me die Hiei you've had me once is that not enough?"
"You will not kill your self or our child fox you hear me I'm not letting you die because of your human mother" Kurama's eyes went wide.
"Child how can I be with" he stopped closing his eyes. "Kitsune magic" he mumbled as his eyes closed again Hiei brushed the wet hair from his angelic face that was drawn up in fear. 'I have to get you some where safe' he thought using his ki he dried the now shivering fox and picked him up carrying him to the apartment. Setting him down on his bed before pulling covers over him he leaned down and kissing his forehead lightly. He turned to the living room where the front door opened admitting the fox's worried mother growling softly he moved in the shadow as she came over and looked in on her son smiling at his sleeping face she walked over and kissed his forehead lightly just as he had.
"I guess he forgot oh well we can talk later." she smoothed his hair before she frowned noting the wrapped wrist pulling it up she went to undo them when Hiei stopped her yanking the wrist away.
"You've done enough why don't you leave"
"Who are you why are you in my sons home"
"I said leave" he growled she backed away.
"I don't have to leave my own sons home tell me who you are or…or I will call the cops" she reached into her pocket and Hiei growled more
"They won't do any good woman before I take my anger out on you for what you did to him" he pointed to the still form of Kurama she looked at him.
"What do you think I did I do to my son" her hand slipped from her jacket.
"You made him do this" he pulled the wrist up" and wade him self into a lake all from a few simple words be proud your son thinks that if you wont approve he'll kill him self" he bite out she looked over at her son and frowned.
"You lie he would never do that there is nothing about him I don't love" she walked over and wrapped her arms around her son who stirred slightly before falling back into oblivion.
"I don't lie and I don't make idle threats" he drew his katana his eyes burning with hate as dark fire spilled over the bade Shori gasped and tried to pull her son with her.
"Demon get away from my son" she held him close his arms fell off the bed one of the bandages falling off the red skin started to well with blood once more Hiei spotted this and blurred yanking Kurama away and quickly tying the bound again. Felling Kurama's forehead lightly he glared at Shori who was shaking in the corner "L…let my son go" she stuttered he growled softly before putting him back on the bed.
"Leave now and I won't harm you I would never harm your son again" he smoothed his hair slightly and looking at her she nodded and quickly left Hiei stood watch over his un willing mate checking the wounds now and then before falling into a light sleep.
Kurama's eyes opened and he glanced around his room the sent of his mother and fear hit his nose and he sat up before he had to rush to the bathroom hands held his hair back soothing his back lightly when he was finished a warmish rag whipped his mouth gently he looked at Hiei and cringed the hurt look on is face made him fell bad.
"I'm sorry fox. I just couldn't… you said no but I …don't know what came over me" he paused growling softly" I wish I was better at words."
"It doesn't matter what you say it won't make the hurt go away" he whispered looking away Hiei brushed a hand threw his hair.
"I'm truly sorry fox I didn't mean to hurt you so much. I would never do that to the one I love" He looked at Kurama's face "But then again I did hurting my koi and" his fist tightened slightly " I wish I could take it all back and stop your hurt" Kurama glanced at him before falling forward and sobbing he hit Hiei's chest as he spoke.
"I trusted you Hiei you broke that and now I know how my mother fells and I have no reason to live"
"You have our child to think about. If you die I will fallow you fox. I couldn't live with out you not now not ever." This caused a fresh stream of tears that shocked his shirt where Kurama's hands fisted into the dark cloth. When the cries died down Hiei picked him up and placed him on his bed and picked up the phone. "May I speak with Yukina?"
"What is it you need Hiei? Are you hurt?"
"No but the fox is…I need you to come heal him and talk to him I. this is something I can't do for him". He almost whispered as he looked at the sleeping form of the fox that had just cried so many tears because of him.
Opening the door and letting his twin in she walked over to the sleeping form of Kurama. He moved away from Hiei's aura and closer to Yukina she looked at the hybrid who gave a short nod and left. Yukina blinked slightly as she walked into Kurama's room and he did not greet her giving a soft sigh she went to wake him up.
"Kurama san I need you to wake up and tell me what is wrong" he didn't sighing she used her ki to scan him a soft gasp fell from her mouth as she reached his stomach area. "What did nisan do to you?" a tear fell and landed on him he opened his eyes looking at her.
"Yukina?"
"Hai rest it's alright" she took his wrist and healed them before checking on the child he looked away blushing. "What did he do to you? I know how Kitsune magic works and this is the result of"
"Rape...I" he looked away a tear coming o his eye. "He told me how he felt and I rejected him and he lost it I guess." Another tear came to her eye.
"How long are you along brother?"
"About" he stopped "You called me brother."
"I know Hiei is my twin now tell me how far along are you"
"About a week" her face hardened slightly as she looked at him.
"So that means he left you right after... oh I'm so sorry Kurama you didn't deserve that no one does" she shed another tear. "I'm going to make it up to you I don't know how but. I will even if it means keeping my brother away from you" she said determinedly. Kurama reached up and whipped away a tear.
"What is done is done Yukina and I can't go back and stop it and you don't have to make it up to me. I'll live only long enough to bring this child into the world that much is certain" he said before turning away.
"You're going to end it. Why would you want to?"
"My mother said she would rather I be gay than a demon. I bet if she found out I was one I would be disowned and cause her so much pain I can't live with that. I'll just fade away" he said softly.
"No you wont Kurama you're very important your needed you wont just fade away and you know it you would leave your child after it is born?" he didn't move. "Would you leave the child in the hands of it's father who has already promised to fallow you into death and the lose of two lives for your own because I'm sure you wont mind and I'm more than sure Hiei will come after you I don't want to lose my bothers" she cried again and turned him over he had a tear going down his face.
"He wont come after me no one who says they love some one would ever do that to them" He turned over again and pulled his covers over his face. "I just want to be alone" she stood whipping her eyes she passed Hiei on the way out and glared at him.
"This is all your fault nisan he's ready to die after his child is in this world so his mother wont know he was demon don't you dare go to him until he asks you to don't do anything you hear that nisan don't touch him" she hit him lightly as she cried he started ahead before hitting him again "YOU BROKE KURAMA" she cried hitting him one last time and ran out of the room he looked over into the dark room and softened slightly.
"I'm sorry my fox"
Shori walked to her son's home pulling her coat tighter and looking up the flowers that were usually decorating his home were dead and withered frowning slightly before heading into the building. Opening the door she looked into the dark home ruby eyes meet hers and she almost left but steeled her self and walked in the ruby eyes left and she sighed softly and walked into the dark room of her son's. He was curled up on his bed and was covered from head to toe staring blankly at the wall he cringed as she walked in. "Son what is wrong" he didn't move in fact he hadn't moved in two weeks. She sat down on his bed and he moved farther away from her and buried his head into a pillow. She smoothed a hand over the sheets and felt a tear gem picking it up she spotted more picking them up she sighed lightly" out of bed I'm changing the sheets" he didn't move. "Son please move. I don't want you to sleep on these dirty things any longer you'll make yourself sick" he slowly moved and sat in the corner of the window looking out and away from her 'what has caused him to do this? He was once so full of life all I said that night was.' He stopped and looked at him 'is that why he wants to. Because he harbors a demon soul and he, oh gods he's' she looked at him his red hair was not out of place only small dark rings were formed around his eyes which came from sleep less nights his body was starting to get a odd curve to it' I must tell him I love him no matter what. Maybe that will break this cycle' she finished making the bed and went over to lead him to it when he flinched away from her touch sighing she sat by him. "Son I love you no matter what you can tell me what's wrong with you and I will do all in my power to help." His lip trembled slightly and he looked away she saw a small tear travel down his face and he looked down and away from her "Please son you can tell me anything you know I will love you even if. Even if you're something I fear more than anything or something that. "She took a deep breath and pulled his unwilling body to hers she felt the odd roundness of his body and finally he broke down on her. "Hush my baby it's alright tell mommy everything I won't judge anything you say nothing about you will ever make me hate you." It was then the dull emeralds looked into her eyes and he opened his mouth.
He finished talking and he continued to sobbed even more she rocked him again and smoothed his hair as he clung to her. The streams of tears kept coming as she rocked him trying to sooth his fears.
"It's alright my son I don't hate you at all in fact I love you al the same if not more I'll be right here with you as you go threw this. "he continued to cry the window slide open in the living room and soft foot steps sounded she knew they were deliberate "come on lets get you some rest son" he snuggled on his bed where he wrapped him self in the sheets again and she sighed opening the window letting in light and he soon fell asleep she exited his room closing he door behind her and turning to the glum Hiei.
"I'm not proud of myself don't grip at me for this I would take it back if I could."
"That's nice. I'm not going to complain or try to order you but there is one thing I want to ask you to stay with him deal with the consciences of your actions"
"I already planed on it. The only reason I haven't been near him is my sister told me to leave him alone. I'll go talk to him" he stood up and opened the door and sitting down beside Kurama brushing a hand threw the long hair "Fox?" he asked softly "Fox will you talk to me a moment?" a soft stirring and groggy emeralds opened and he backed away from the hand in his hair Hiei winched.
"What about?" his voice was soft and he turned away.
"I'm not going to touch you like that fox just look at me please" Kurama turned and looked at him slightly. "WE need to figure out what part I'm going to play in this child's life wither or not you want me to stay here with you."
"I. don't know what I want Hiei but right now I'm still scared of you and I" he sat up rubbing he eyes lightly "think that I can forgive you enough to let you be here with your child and me."
"You're going to let me stay with you"
"Hai just not to close to me yet, when I start showing I'll have to borrow ki from you which is in about two weeks. You'll have to stay beside me all the time and" he sighed slightly before looking over at him with a frown "You'll have to be touching me half the time as well until the ninth month after that it's a whole two more."
"I thought there were only nine moths to pregnancy"
"Not in kitsune's we develop slowly 12 months tops" he looked away.
"I. promise not to over step my bounds fox I'll even go all the way threw Maika if you need me to" Kurama smiled at him softly before laying back down. "Now you need to eat some food you're going to need it and the kit needs it"
"Milk pod and chicken" he said happily Hiei left the room and looking around for what he asked for he brought it to the fox and it was gone in a second Shori came in and looked at her son who was licking his fingers "More please" Hiei left the room Shori sat by him.
"So you work things out"
"I. think I'm going to crawl out of the hole I made for myself and get threw this." He snatched the food again and bite down into the milky fruit. Hiei blinked.
"I thought they were"
"Safe and could you grab the Pb while your up?" he wiped his chin Shori glanced at him before smiling.
"If you need me I'll be right here and call me for anything you need or want alright son" she said standing.
"Hai. Can you lease not tell Kazuya I'm afraid he wont understand"
"Of course I wont tell him anything you want my son" he pulled her down for a hug and she patted his stomach he frowned at her as she giggled before taking a large bite into the milk pod.
Hiei looked over at the fox who was not talking to him only cutting up that stupid milk pod and dipping it in caramel or jelly or peanut butter anything as a victim to his odd cravings like the ham, peanut butter wasabi with soy sauce sand witch he gagged lightly when he poured fish sauce in ice cream.
"Fox what the hell are you eating"
"What ever I get hungry for like this yummy thing right here" Holding up something that made him gag again "I'm pregnant and I will eat what ever I want" Hiei walked over and lightly touched the now showing belly amazing how a few weeks could make him show. "Soon you'll have to snuggle up with me you won't mind will you Hiei?" He backed away from the hand Hiei glanced at him.
"Are you alright with it?"
"The kit needs it so no I don't as long as you keep to your boundaries and not over step mine." he licked his fingers and finished off the last bit of food he had made Hiei looked at the beautiful fox that was now starting to show more 'it looks right on him'. "Kasan is stopping by soon maybe she can grab some cherry's and soy beans" he picked up the phone "Kasan on you way over can you" he paused slightly. "Hai… I can I'll be right there mom okay don't worry" he put the phone down and rushed to his room putting on a over sized shirt and some pants slipping his shoes on he ran one hand threw his hair.
"What's going on fox?"
"My step father is on his way to the hospital he fell down the steps kasan needs me right now" he went to leave.
"I can get you there sooner here" he opened his arms Kurama glanced at his before walking into them and letting himself be picked up he tried not to move closer to the warm body carrying him but he ended up snuggling closer a hand held his stomach soothing over the raising flesh he was sat down and he rushed over to his mother enveloping her in his arms she clung to him tightly.
"Shush kasan he will be alright come on I'll walk you to the hospital" he comforted the women who sniffled slightly before letting him lead her to the walk where they walked slowly Hiei stayed in the back and watched as the fox moved he was still so graceful.
'I wish I could hold him in my arms with out him being afraid.' His eyes grew hard as Kurama turned to him.
"Hiei can you go some where else this is a family thing"
"Hn… if you need me I will be at the temple" he blurred off
"It's alright mother"
"Son have you been able to let him touch you yet?"
"No I haven't and I fell…I'm still afraid of him and I can't let him touch me" He looked away "I think I wont be able to ever let him hold me like he wishes he could the right he has as my mate I am depriving him of it because… because before I thought I loved him but then I… gave up and I fell for some one else and they… returned my feelings but then he came along and now"
"It's alright son come on lets go see how your tosan is".
Yukina hummed as she worked in the garden the brief flicker of ki made her turn and her eyes went hard as the figure walked out "How is he?" she asked turning back to her work Hiei faltered slightly before sighing.
"He is well… already having weird cravings" he leaned on a tree.
"I see is he eating milk pod?"
"All the time with anything he can get his hands on"
"And has he let you touch him yet he will be needing your ki soon"
"No he hasn't" he looked away she paused. "How did you know I was your nisan?"
"Since when I healed you I saw the tear gem" he frowned. "Why brother why did you have to hurt Kurama san like that he is a kitsune and they are meant to be free not bound and held captive" he looked away.
"Because… I loved him and… I couldn't… I was losing him as a friend and that was all I had so I told him how I felt and he told me he didn't love me not anymore he had already given up on my affections. If I had moved faster this would have never happened and" he tightened his fist slightly "He… asked me to leave and then I don't remember what happened" Yukina blinked slightly her eyes softening.
"You went into a fit of lost love nisan something that happens to koorime" he glanced at her.
"It is because of my koorime blood that I hurt the one I cared for most?" he growled and looked at the ground his aura flaring "I hurt him because of something mother passed on to me before I was thrown away like trash because of those people I raped my best friend in all three worlds"
"Hai… when a koorime loses the one they love the most they go blank and their body claims the other it cant be stopped once it starts only death will make it end"
"I would have rather of died than broken my fox" he lowered his head into his hands Yukina walked over and hugged him "I messed up"
"Hai you did nisan but you can fix it give him his space and only do what is needed comfort him when he needs it and comfort his family don't get cross with him he is going threw a tough time right now and will be going threw it for a long time I will be by to talk to him tonight just go off and think a it alright"
"Hn… arigato Yukina" he stood and walked away she tuned to the main temple and walked over to the old women.
"Now will you tell me what he did that made you so mad?"
"He… he broke Kurama and he didn't know why it happened or how and now both of them are going to have to become closer than ever"
"Old magic then… poor fox must have hurt him he use to love that stubborn fool then he gave up and fell in love with some ningen girl they were really good for each other now he can't be with her can he"
"No he cant he… last time I saw him I got so mad when I found the child he had tried to kill him self the night before Botan told me so"
"I can see why loses his love twice is taken against his will then finds out his mother doesn't want a demonic son and he becomes with child I would want to crawl into a deep hole as well" she threw her cig down and looked at the ice maiden "Go tell the fox the temple is for his use if he needs anything while he is with child to just ask"
"I will he… isn't home right now or Hiei wouldn't have come he has stayed by him all this time"
"Fire demons are protective of their mates and koorimes never let their's out of their sight when they are with child"
"I know… I am going to get ready to go see him tonight" she walked away.
"I told you kasan he was fine see just a cast"
"Hai thanks for coming with me son you should head on home I am fine now" she sat down he nodded and gave her a slight hug before walking out of the room he went by the store and grabbed as much food as he could carry and walked on home where he went on a binge he looked up when Hiei came in.
"How did your talk with your sister go?"
"Fine and your ningen tosan how is he?"
"He just got a cast… tofu?" he asked holding up some of the food he chock his head no" Don't know what you are missing this is the best tofu I have ever had"
"Fox…fox I just wanted to say"
"Hiei don't please… I… have thought about some stuff and I think that maybe you should see if Mukuro will let you come back to your job till the kit is born because"
"Kitsune" Hiei said hurt. "A korrime never leaves their mate when with child even if asked I cant just"
"Douzo will you give me time a week at the most to be alone I have to think about things and I cant do it when you are watching my every move" he frowned slightly before nodding.
"Alright fox I will go for a week… if you need me call" Kurama nodded and curled up on his spot a tear leaking out.
"My poor kit I am sorry I will leave so soon in your life" he felt another tear fall "I would stay but the very fear that spawned you is going to consume me before you are meant to come and when you do I will be a shell and I…don't want that kind of life for you my little one." He curled up more on his chair watching the screen blankly until Yukina walked in.
"Nisan how are you doing?" the Ice maiden asked quietly he gave a soft smile and sat up from his spot.
"I am doing a little better… soon I am going to have to borrow ki from Hiei" he said with a frown holding his stomach.
"I have to explain something for my brother… his koorime blood is not dominate but… it wasn't his fault Kurama he did it because he loved you and when you rejected him his blood awoke and… I'm sorry it happened to you I know that when a koorime is rejected they go into a frenzy and they take the rejecter as their mate and it is hard for them to work things out but know this Kurama he wouldn't have done any of this is he wasn't in love he would have never left you when you asked him too Kurama" the fox blinked slightly and his eyes watered before he slumped forwards.
"Then why does it hurt so much Yukina, I don't want to flee from his touch but the very thought makes me fell ill and I don't know what to do about it because I loved him once why can't I again?"
"Make him fell as you do when he comes back you can use his jagan to show him what you fell like and then maybe you can forgive him"
"I think… that will work and…. I think that it will be after the kit is born before I can fully forgive him for everything"
"It's a start nisan anything that will help bring the kit into the world and keep you here for them will help I want you to be able to see your kit grow up and to see your kit fall in love…. I want you to be here for their children" he glanced at her and nodded whipping tears away with a small smile.
"I cry so easy now… I think that once Hiei gets back we will have a long , long talk about what we are going to do … Yukina would you check on the kit?" she nodded using her ki and holding it over his stomach.
"It's already strong Kurama, and it is developing beautifully" she smiled softly" Can I touch your stomach Kurama san?"
"Hai Yukina you may" he stiffened slightly when her slightly cold hands touched his stomach but smiled as the maiden fingered it in aw her mouth drawn up in a smile and she glanced up.
"So wonderful nisan" she whispered still holding the slightly raised stomach he "That you can have a life inside you like that… I will never know this because I am koorime…."
"No Kuwabara will pluck up the nerve and tell you one day how he fells and you will be so happy then one day you will fell what it is like to have a life inside you" he leaned over and hugged her" I'm going to stick around to see what your children look like" she giggled and swatted away his arm "Nani?"
"Nisan you are silly you know that now how about some food for my little friend ne?"
"Milk pod all the way Yukina." He said standing up and starting to slice the fruit.
"Why do you eat so much of it Nisan?"
"Because it will make me produce milk when the kit is almost born all kitsune's eat this when they are with child it is our nirvana of food either that or something else I can't remember the name of… I just know I will never eat something that sugary again." He pilled the fruit and pulled out the chicken "Soul food right here" he said plopping down and chomping on a piece Yukina watched him slowly eat his food.
"Nisan if I called Hiei back would you go ahead and talk with him?"
"He will return soon anyway Yukina so no I will need some time anyway so why don't we do us all a favor and relax ne?"
"Alright nisan what ever you say though I think it would be best if you talked to him sooner rather than later he is probably killing something" Kurama smiled at the image.
Hiei slashed threw the next set of demons they kept clamoring at him the blood bath had yet to stop as he relived tensions on the now dead corpses and the living and not so smart beast that were trying to hurt him he felt a small tug on his mind and instantly killed the last batch :Hn… what:
: Hiei come back Yukina talked to me and we came up with something I think you should return now and could you pick up some food on the way:
: Of course kitsune what do you want:
: Anything fried and sugary: there was a pause: And some Hot cheetos: Hiei gave a soft grin.
: Alright one batch of fried chicken hot cheetos and a side order of sweet snow anything else while I am out?
: Hum… you could grab some… chips dips with garlic and umm more tea : Hiei almost grinned as he flitted about ' My fox is talking to me normally again ' he smiled to him self : Oh and I need a heating pad the kit is always making my stomach cold :
: Cold ne? I'll find what I can fox it will be a bit though:
: That is fine Hiei just hurry with the chicken and make sure it is warm please: He rolled his eyes and began to gather the things the fox wanted the said red head sat on his bed holding his stomach and waited and thought.
'Can I make him go threw what I did just to make me fell better should I make him…?' he buried his head into the pillow and sighed softly 'I promised Yukina I would see her children and if it means making Hiei live threw what he did then so be it' he steeled him self against the guilt of it he glanced up as Hiei walked in with the food and sat it down before him.
"How are you doing kitsune?"
"Fine Hiei... there is something I want to ask you"
"Go on fox ask away" Kurama took a deep breath and sighed.
"I have… come to a way I can forgive you for what you have done but it will take me showing you something in your mind would you be willing to do so?" Hiei thought a moment before nodding Kurama stood slowly and walked over un wrapping the head band around his eye and leaning down face to face "This is the night I conceived our kit Hiei " and ruby eyes went wide he saw emotions run threw the eyes and was surprised when a tear started to form in his eyes it rolled down and hit the floor with a thud and Hiei pulled away his form shacking he saw more gems fall and he had to wipe tears away "Now… now I may forgive you" he slumped forward crying arms wrapped around him and held him close.
"How could I how could I have done that to something such as you gomen nashi ,gomen nashi never again fox I promise never again will I let any one hurt you like that" he buried his head in the thick hair of the crying fox who's sobs racked threw both of them "Oh gods kitsune"
"I shouldn't have showed you Hiei" Kurama cried tears flowing down his face" I shouldn't have made you see that "Hiei Shushed him softly rocking his form.
"No kitsune you did what you did and now… I can see why you… never again fox never again" Kurama just held on to him crying not bothering to pull away as the door bell rang he felt Hiei tense slightly" Kitsune I have to get the door" the fox slipped away and sat on the couch whipping his tears and grabbing some chicken the door opened and the rest the team spilled in.
"OI Kurama wana go party with us I know Hiei won't but you might"
"No toshin I don't want to go" he glanced at the TV and frowned switching the channel "This is my down time and I don't wish to be bothered right now" he glanced at the baka who was looking at him oddly and shock his head the baka gave a short nod and backed out.
"Come on toshin none of them want to party lets jet"
"Fine ja ne guys" Hiei glared till they left and turned to the fox who was eating chicken slowly while focused on the TV shacking his head he sat down on the window seal and thought a moment.
"Kitsune you are going to have to move into a real home"
"I know another reason I am sulking" he threw the bone down and chomped on another one "I know a place I can have a home built in less then Five months for cash upfront I am going there tomorrow. I have a plot of land that is in the forest no where near anything and it is nice a big home and what not I'll even go shopping for things to put inside you'll have your own room as well so you can stay by the kit" he heard a crunch sound and he winched.
"I don't need a room the coach is fine for me fox"
"You sir are not leaving while the kit is growing up you will have a room and you will enjoy it" he turned his eyes glowing slightly "Your not walking out even if I have to dead bolt your room and windows"
"Alright fox you win a real room" Kurama went back to eating.
"You want some Hiei?" he offered a piece.
"Sure why not" he walked over and took the piece and sat on the floor chewing the fox curled up more and held his stomach tightly.
"You can have the rest Hiei I'm full" he stood and walked into his bedroom and Hiei glanced at the piles of food he turned off the TV and started to clean up the fox's usually clean home making sure that he had every thing he settled down on the window and fell into a light sleep. He awoke to a whimper and he sat up going into the dark room he saw Kurama tossing and turning he brushed away some hair and saw groggy emeralds look up at him "Hiei… Hiei will you" he faltered slightly before he looked down "Join me I don't think I can't sleep alone right now" Hiei gave a soft nod and sat down on the side of the bed the fox moved so he could be nearer and as Hiei slide into the bed he hesitantly wrapped a arm around the koorime who didn't move when a hand guided his to touch the swelling stomach he stiffened and then smiled softly "Good night Hiei" Kurama whispered before falling to sleep.

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