Disclaimer- I don't own Victorious or the characters! But I do this story (:

AN- I thought about it and I don't want there to be a tie between J&B and B&T…so I wanted to break the tie! And give me credit people because I wrote this in one day and I haven't written in so long! (Or updated at all…) So hope you like it! Sorry I didn't post the second chapter, still working on it! Read and Review!

She laid there bloody, broken and bruised, outside at night in the woods. Even though it was summer, Jade was as cold as ice. Her insides had just been torn apart. A haunting night will follow her forever, how could this happen to her? She was Jade West, strong and mean, but this night she was weak. She let it happen to her, she let her guard down.

She sat up and looked for her clothes. Tears ran down her cheeks as she began to dress herself. It hurt...more then she can take. Blood ran down her legs as she stood up and leaned against the tree for balance. Everything went round and round yet she stood still. She stopped bleeding but the pain would not go away. Bloody, broken and bruised she began to limp home. She couldn't go back to the house; she could still here the music. Everyone would look at her with disgust, she thought. So she began her long journey to her house that was 20 miles away from where she was. She cried non stop until she got home. It was dawn and she stood in the middle of her driveway. She expected to see police cars in her driveway but it was quiet. She had thought her parents would be worried sick. She hadn't seen them all day yesterday. She looked at the driveway. No cars. 'Maybe they went looking out for me instead' Jade thought. She opened her door with a spare key she hid in the bushes. She entered the house with tears back in her eyes.

"M-mom? D-dad?" She cried but no one answered.

She went up, limping, to her parent's bedroom. She knocked but no one opened. She tried to open the door but it was locked.

"Mom, dad, please! Open the door!" Jade said in her shaking voice but no one opened it for her. She knocked harder and cried.

"Open the damn door! Please…" She cried but still it would not open. She grew tired and retreated to her bedroom. She looked at herself in the mirror. She was disgusted by her own reflection. She was covered in dirt and bloody from her jeans. She went straight to her bathroom (her bedroom had its own private bathroom) and turned on the shower. Jade hoped she would be able to wash all that happened away but she knew she couldn't. As she undressed she kept thinking about how it was all her fault. She got in and let the warm water hit her body. She cried.

"It's my entire fault" she kept saying. But it wasn't. It wasn't her fault. She didn't ask for it. It was his entirefault. Not hers.

-Flash Back-

James Carter, captain of the football and hockey team. And he was a senior, a senior who had taken a sudden interest in Jade Wets. Of course she's taken by Beck Oliver but that didn't stop him from flirting with her every time he saw her. In fact, he was the reason Beck and Jade were fighting. Beck did not like the way James hugged Jade and the way he flirted with her. Jade was surprised to see Beck jealous. He had never done so before but Beck said it seemed more then a friendship that James wanted. And Beck was right but James was a senior a very hot senior. And all girls, including Jade, couldn't resist him. So until Jade realized it, Beck was angry.

So there she sat, at lunch without a boyfriend.

"Hey" James said smoothly sitting beside her. Jade's face brightened up as she smiled to him.

"Hi." She replied.

"I see Beck isn't here. You know he's a lucky guy. Dating such a beautiful girl like you." He said smirking. Jade blushed at his comment.

"So anyways I hear you two our in a fight?" He asked. Jade's smile faded.

"Um, yeah but I don't want to talk about it…better yet I don't want to think about it." She answered.

"Alright…say why not come to a party. It'll take your mind off things.

"I don't know." She said worried, 'Would it be wrong to go to a party with another guy?'

"If it's Beck you're worried about, don't worry. We can go just as friends." He reassured her. Jade looked at him.

"Um, ok. I'll go."

"Great! I'll pick you up at 8 o'clock." He said as he got up. Jade nodded and watched as he walked away. Then she thought of Beck again. It wouldn't be cheating, right? She wasn't going to do anything but dance with James…so its fine. The rest of the school day Jade found was really quick. She was excited; most people don't invite her to parties because they're scared of her. The only times she goes to parties is when they invite Beck. And as Beck's girlfriend, she has to go.

It was now 8 o'clock p.m and Jade was in the same car as James, going to the party. The party was at a lake house, surrounded by trees. Jade hadn't been happier then she was now. People were actually talking to her, they weren't afraid to come close to her. Jade is mean and rude so people tend to stay away. But not tonight, tonight was different. She danced with James and had a couple of drinks. She took a glance at the clock and it was 15 mins till midnight. She gasped, and James looked at her.

"Hey, you want to go down to the lake?" James whispered in her ear. She looked at him.

"Where is it? I don't see it?"

"Down the hill, bout a mile away. Let's go! It'll be fun." He persuaded her to go. And after a bit of debating, Jade gave in. They walked quietly through the woods. She followed James who led her deep into the woods.

"Not scared are you? Most girls are scared of the woods at night." He said glancing back at Jade but she shook her head. She was the type of girl who liked the night, she like hanging out at graveyards in the middle of the night. And a walk through the woods was nothing. He stopped walking and Jade looked around. Where's the lake she asked herself.

James turned to her and kissed her. Jade loved his soft lips but she had a boyfriend who she loves. She pulled away.

"James! I have a boyfriend! You know that!"

"Don't worry he won't find out." He said seductively. Jade looked at him confused.

"Uh, I'm going back to the party. It was a mistake coming." She told him as she turned away. James suddenly had an epiphany. His plans were to sleep with her and that was not going to change. He grabbed her by the arm, stopping her.

"Hey! What's your deal? We both know the real reason we came down here! And that is exactly what we're going to do!" He shouted at her. Her eyes looked at him with disgust. She pulled back her arm.

"I came here for a walk. And I had it so I'm going back!" She said angry. He smirked and gave a little laugh. She grew afraid for some reason.

"No one leaves me with my needs. NO ONE!" He yelled at her. She jumped and swallowed hard. She knew what he was going to attempt. They stood there for a moment before Jade began to run as fast as she could. He chased after her. But she couldn't out run him. He was the star player of the football team and hockey team. This meant he was faster then her. He grabbed her by her stomach and lifted her up. Jade kicked him but he took her to the woods. She screamed and suddenly she was drooped on the floor. She looked up in fear. There he was unzipping his pants. She tried to crawl away but he didn't let her. She cried and struggled to get away but he wouldn't let her. She begged, pleaded but nothing seemed to work. He ripped her up from her inside. She gasped of pain but he only enjoyed it. She screamed and screamed but no on would hear them. They were a mile away from the loud party. He got tired of her scream and punched her in the face.

"Shut it, babe." He said to her as he got his way with her. She was pinned down. Jade was strong but not strong enough. He hit her once more, knocking her unconscious. When she woke up she looked around. She laid there bloody, broken and bruised.

-End of flash Back-

She got out of the shower and wrapped herself around a towel. She looked at her reflection again. The dirt and mud were gone…but her bruises and black eye was still there. She cried while changing into a long sleeved turtle neck and

black pants. She turned once again to the mirror. The mirror mocked her. It was perfect with no cracks yet she was broken. The mirror was perfectly clean, not dirty fingerprints. It was driving her insane. She grabbed her lamp and threw it to the mirror. It shattered into a million pieces on the floor.