Chapter 1:Putting on the Happy Face
*Flashback*
Freddy: Katkins dont do this, you know i love you it was a mistake! i saw
you with him and i lost it!
Katie: (almost sobbing) thats a bullshit excuss and u know it! you made out
with her! on our anniversary!
Freddy: i thaught.... (starting to tear)
Katie: i dont give a fuck what you thaught,you should have trusted me
Jordan and i have been over for years. he did the same thing...
Freddy: no,no Kate im not like him
Katie: you cheated...
Freddy: i didnt mean it...(goes to hug her)
Katie:(slaps him across the face) get out!
Freddy: Katie, I love you
* long silence*
Katie: well i dont love you
(Freddy leaves and Katie puts her head in her pillow and sobs)
*end flashback*
Freddy's POV
It's been two months. And it's still killing me. Everynight when im trying
to sleep the words "well i dont love you" echo in my head over andover and
over. She is all I think about, all i dream about. All i want.At first it
was akward, going to school together,and the band. But it got easier. We
both still wanted to be in the band, so we put on happy faces in front of
everyone,and didnt fight. Even though it was killing us both.
So here I am, watching her,once again like I did every single day. God, she
is so beautiful. I am such a dumbass. I had her, Katie Brown, the hottest
girl I have ever seen. But I lost her because of a dumb streak of jelousy.
I saw her hugging Jordan, her old boyfriend. God i hate that guy. For 5
months I watched him hurt her, everytime that asshole cheated on her she
came to me, i'd hug her while she cried and told her she desrved better.But
she went back to him every fucking time. But when he slept with someone
behind her back that was it. And two weeks later,I kissed her for the first
time.It was amazing. She tasted like cherries.I wanted to keep kissing her
forever and ever.Two years we were together, not one fight, i didnt hurt
her once until that horrible day....
Zach: Jones! wake up man dewey's here
Dewey: okay before start today i got an anouncment! my neice Samantha is
gonna be staying with me for a couple weeks
Zach: hot Samantha!
Dewey: hey! none of that, she's going through a bit of a tough time so
everyone be nice
Summer: i remember her, she was sweet
Katie: yeah, and so pretty
Freddy: how come i dont remember this Samantha?
Katie: you were Flordia for your grandpa's funeral
Freddy: oh
Dewey: alright now that i told ya the news let's get rockin! big gig next
week!
*After Practice*
Alicia: it should be cool to see Sam again, she was really fun
Katie: yeah i liked her a lot. Well i gotta go i have this thing so see ya
Freddy: bye Katie..
Katie: bye Jones
Summer: yeah im going to Katie's somethins up with her I can tell
Alicia: i'll come to, im bored
Summer: thanks, well see you guys tommorrow. and try to be on time!
Zach: yeah yeah see ya
Freddy: so, this Sam girl is kinda hot?
Zach: oh no she is VERY VERY hot man seriously. so hot
Freddy: thats cool
Zach: come on man, it's been almost 3 months you gotta snap out of it
Freddy: i cant man, i just, i love her
Zach: yeah you love her, yeah she is ridiculessly hot,and yeah you fucked
it up, not its time to move on man
Freddy:she's the one zach
Zach: whatever man
*at Katie's*
Alicia: are you sure ur okay babe?
Katie: yeah im fine, i mean yeah i still love him and it;s hard..but im
gettin over it i really am
Summer: well thats good.you deserce better Katie.Especially after
everything that Jordan put you through.
Katie: you're right , i do
*Flashback*
Freddy: Katkins dont do this, you know i love you it was a mistake! i saw
you with him and i lost it!
Katie: (almost sobbing) thats a bullshit excuss and u know it! you made out
with her! on our anniversary!
Freddy: i thaught.... (starting to tear)
Katie: i dont give a fuck what you thaught,you should have trusted me
Jordan and i have been over for years. he did the same thing...
Freddy: no,no Kate im not like him
Katie: you cheated...
Freddy: i didnt mean it...(goes to hug her)
Katie:(slaps him across the face) get out!
Freddy: Katie, I love you
* long silence*
Katie: well i dont love you
(Freddy leaves and Katie puts her head in her pillow and sobs)
*end flashback*
Freddy's POV
It's been two months. And it's still killing me. Everynight when im trying
to sleep the words "well i dont love you" echo in my head over andover and
over. She is all I think about, all i dream about. All i want.At first it
was akward, going to school together,and the band. But it got easier. We
both still wanted to be in the band, so we put on happy faces in front of
everyone,and didnt fight. Even though it was killing us both.
So here I am, watching her,once again like I did every single day. God, she
is so beautiful. I am such a dumbass. I had her, Katie Brown, the hottest
girl I have ever seen. But I lost her because of a dumb streak of jelousy.
I saw her hugging Jordan, her old boyfriend. God i hate that guy. For 5
months I watched him hurt her, everytime that asshole cheated on her she
came to me, i'd hug her while she cried and told her she desrved better.But
she went back to him every fucking time. But when he slept with someone
behind her back that was it. And two weeks later,I kissed her for the first
time.It was amazing. She tasted like cherries.I wanted to keep kissing her
forever and ever.Two years we were together, not one fight, i didnt hurt
her once until that horrible day....
Zach: Jones! wake up man dewey's here
Dewey: okay before start today i got an anouncment! my neice Samantha is
gonna be staying with me for a couple weeks
Zach: hot Samantha!
Dewey: hey! none of that, she's going through a bit of a tough time so
everyone be nice
Summer: i remember her, she was sweet
Katie: yeah, and so pretty
Freddy: how come i dont remember this Samantha?
Katie: you were Flordia for your grandpa's funeral
Freddy: oh
Dewey: alright now that i told ya the news let's get rockin! big gig next
week!
*After Practice*
Alicia: it should be cool to see Sam again, she was really fun
Katie: yeah i liked her a lot. Well i gotta go i have this thing so see ya
Freddy: bye Katie..
Katie: bye Jones
Summer: yeah im going to Katie's somethins up with her I can tell
Alicia: i'll come to, im bored
Summer: thanks, well see you guys tommorrow. and try to be on time!
Zach: yeah yeah see ya
Freddy: so, this Sam girl is kinda hot?
Zach: oh no she is VERY VERY hot man seriously. so hot
Freddy: thats cool
Zach: come on man, it's been almost 3 months you gotta snap out of it
Freddy: i cant man, i just, i love her
Zach: yeah you love her, yeah she is ridiculessly hot,and yeah you fucked
it up, not its time to move on man
Freddy:she's the one zach
Zach: whatever man
*at Katie's*
Alicia: are you sure ur okay babe?
Katie: yeah im fine, i mean yeah i still love him and it;s hard..but im
gettin over it i really am
Summer: well thats good.you deserce better Katie.Especially after
everything that Jordan put you through.
Katie: you're right , i do
