Hey guys i wrote this after reading a chain letter thing that i thought was sweet. So i changed it around a bit and put it in the story ( In Matts Letter) ok hope you enjoy XD
disclamer; I do not own death note
It's been two months since I last saw Matt. After we were reunited I swore I would never leave him again. So what am I doing here in Japan when he's in L.A. Being an idiot that's what! I missed him every second of the day. But what had to be done, had to be done. This was for the safety of everyone. Plus I had to get that photo back from Near.
I was staying at a cheep hotel. It wasn't that bad at lest it had a TV and Wi-Fi. I always emailed Matt when ever I had the time. The room was small and clean well it was when I first got here. The view was nice at night and the bed was comfy.
I was really bored and Matt hadn't replied to the last email yet. If I sent him two he would think I was getting lonely and start worrying about me. I didn't want to upset him. He meant too much to me. So I never told him I missed him. Even though I did.
I got up and left. I decided I needed a walk to clear my head. The hotel was next to a park and close to the shops. Why it was so cheep was a mystery. I decided I didn't want to be with lots of people so I chose the park. It was dark and there was no moon that night. If I were anyone but myself I would be freaking out. You really don't know who could be walking around. I still went though.
It was surprisingly peaceful. There was a gentle breeze, the air smelt sweet like flowers, the stars twinkled with such beauty and in the distance you could hear soft music playing. It was truly beautiful. This would be somewhere I would take Matt on a date.
My mind was clear of all thoughts. I was at total ease. I hadn't felt like this in a long time. I wished this moment would never end. But of cause just my luck it did. Out of no were it started to rain. Wait rephrase that it started to pour. I pulled my leather jacket over my head and tried my best to stay under cover. I really didn't want to get wet. Then I realized that the exit was at the other end of the park.
Who cares about getting wet! I walked on the path which was extremely muddy. Can't anyone every make a path out of cement not dirt. This rain had ruined a perfect moment in my life. So you can expect me to be pissed. I stormed back to the hotel pushing past people scrambling to get out of the rain.
I pushed to front doors open and walked across the rugs they had sprawled out over the cold hard tiles. My boots clicked and left muddy footprints. Thank god nobody was at the reception desk at the time I would have been throne out for sure. I waited for the elevator. They always took forever. When it finally arrived I stepped in and pressed the number 7. It light up a fluoro blue. Very annoying. As it reached my floor I did something rather immature. I pressed all the buttons and quickly ran out before the man waiting could walk in.
I dumped my jacket and boots on the ground and walked over to the couch. I was tiered all of a sudden so I dumped myself on the couch and closed my eyes. I couldn't sleep so I decided to see if Matt had emailed me back yet. I pick up my laptop which has been charging on the glass table. It takes ages to start up and load all the emails. I never delete any. I don't know why it's just something I do or really don't. So while I'm waiting I decide to make myself some ramen. It takes me 5 minutes to make my ramen. When I look at my computer screen I see one new email from Matt. I'm so happy that he replied even though I knew he would.
Dear Mello,
I really, really miss you. When will you be back? I want to see you again. I haven't really done anything today but it sounds like you have done a lot in the past 2 months. Mello do you miss me too? Well anyway I decided to write you something.
Article 1: The Kiss
Kiss on the hand
I adore you
Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends
Kiss on the neck
I want you
Kiss on the lips
I love you
Kiss on the ears
I'm just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes
kiss me
8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go
Article 2: The Three Steps
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3....Girls & Guys
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3:The Commandments
shall not squeeze too hard.
shall not ask for a kiss, but take one..
shall kiss at every opportunity.
Here are a few reasons
why I love you:
1. You will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2. The way your head always
find the right spot on my shoulder
3. How cute you look when you sleep
4. The ease in which you fit into my arms
5. The way you kiss me and all of a sudden
everything is right in the world
6. How cute you are when you eat
7. The way you take hours
to get dressed but in the end
it makes it all worth while
8. Because you are always warm
even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way you look good
no matter what you wear
10. The way you fish for compliments
even though we both know that I
think you're the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute you are when you argue
12. The way your hand always finds mine
13. The way you smile
14. The way I feel when I see your name
on the call ID after we just had a big fight
15. The way you say 'lets not fight anymore'
even though I knew that an hour ago…
16. The way you kiss when
I do something nice for you
17. The way you kiss you when I say
'I love you'
18. Actually ...
just the way you kiss me…
19. The way you fall into my arms when you cry
20. Then the way you apologize
for crying over something that silly
21. The way you hit me and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way you apologize when it does hurt.
(even though I don't admit it)!
23. The way you say 'I miss you'
24. The way I miss you
25. The way your tears make me want to
change the world so that it
doesn't hurt you anymore.....
Yet regardless if I love you, hate you,
wish you would die or know that I would die
without you .... it matters not.
Because once in my life,
whatever you were to the world
you became everything to me.
When I look you in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of your soul
and I say a million things without trace of
a sound, I know that my own life
is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings
of your very heart.... I love you for a million
reasons, No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
MISS YOU, LOVE YOU
Matt
My eyes filled with tiers. I love you to Matt.
Ok that was random btw sorry i havn' t been adding to Just a Normal Girl probs do it tomorrow but no uploading on thursday cause thats my birthday ok hope you liked it.
MELLO-yellow 1000
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
