So I recently watched a movie and this will be based off the plot in which Austin Moon sets out to commit suicide but has some things to take care of too. This chapter is just the setup and this will be an Auslly story so please don't worry, there will be Auslly. Anyway, if you like the idea let me know if I should continue.


My name is Austin Moon. I'm a twenty five year old college dropout and my life is about to end here. You may be confused, I am a little too, so I will try explain as best I can. High school for me was awful, college for me was awful, life for me was… you guessed it, awful. I was never the cool kid, and I never really wanted to be the cool kid anyway. I was bullied by the biggest asshole alive, Gavin Young. He made my life a misery. I barely scraped by high school and college was the biggest pile of shit in the world. Especially since it was a community college, everyone was just getting drunk or taking drugs so I dropped out. I grew up in Redwood Heights. It's a small town within California and man did I hate it. I lived with my mom until she brought home her new girlfriend, yes, girlfriend, Shelly. I liked Shelly and all but I was a grown man living in my mother's home. I took it as a sign to pack up and leave. So I moved out to Miami and settled for a mediocre paying job at a music shop, and that's where I met Kira. The girl of my dreams.


*flashback*

"Look all I'm asking for is a week off. Don't I get any holidays?"

"Austin for the last time you used up all your vacation days when you decided to get drunk for a week, not get back out there and do your damn job!"

"Fine." Austin sighed and made his way back out to the counter. "Asshole." He muttered under his breath, hoping that his manager would hear it. "Um, excuse me, could you help me out?" Austin looked over to see a woman standing beside a new order of guitars he still had to unbox, but that was the least of his concerns. She was beautiful. "Uh… sure." He smiled jumping over the counter. "How can I be of assistance?"

"Well… I want to teach myself how to play the guitar. I was wondering if you could suggest one that would be okay for a beginner?"

"Yes." Austin gulped as she bit her lip slightly. "Martin Smith." He broke eye contact and grabbed a guitar from the stand. "This is a great guitar. Pretty cheap to, but it's perfect for a beginner."

"Do you play?" She asked.

"Yeah." He smiled. "In fact my first guitar was a martin smith."

"When did you get it?"

"My dad got me it when I turned ten I think."

"Does your dad play to?" She smiled looking at the guitar.

"Uh… my dad isn't here anymore. He passed away."

"Oh, I'm so sorry…" Her face filled with guilt.

"It's okay, you didn't know." He shrugged. "I'm Austin."

"Kira."

"Well, it's very nice to meet you Kira. What do you think about the guitar?"

"You are so sexy." She smirked.

"Excuse me?"

*end of flashback*


And that is where it all began. Before I knew it we had a place together and I had saved every last dime I could find to buy her a ring. She accepted of course my life was looking up. Until a few weeks ago.


*Flashback*

"Honey, I'm home!" Austin smiled. "Man, I love saying that." He happily sighed. "Kira? You in? I got us some take out, I wasn't sure if you had eaten yet." He waited for a response but there was nothing. "Kira?" He called once more as he put the food down on the table. He shrugged to himself and headed up the stairs. "Kira, everything okay?" He asked reaching the bedroom door.

"Don't come in!" She shouted.

"Why not?" Austin has his hand on the door knob.

"I'm.. I'm naked." She blurted out.

"Well it's not like I haven't seen that before." He chuckled. "I'm coming in."

"No!" She almost screamed as the door swung open, and then it became very clear why she didn't want him in the room. She was laying in the bed with another man beside her. "Oh.." Austin took a deep breath.

"I can explain." Kira stood up covering herself with a blanket.

"Who are you?" Austin addressed the man.

"Steven.." The man gulped.

"Steven." Austin seemed to smile. "Get the fuck out of my house."

*later*

"Austin I'm sorry.. you weren't meant to see that." Kira sat down opposite him.

"Save it.

"We have to talk…" She sighed.

"No I don't wanna talk. Look what you did was shitty alright, but I love you and you are the only thing in my life that's good so as long as you swear you'll never see that Steve guy again then I'll forgive you." Austin shrugged.

"I'm leaving you." Those words rung in his ears.

"You are what?" He dared to ask.

"I'm leaving you Austin, I just can't do this anymore." She sighed.

"Don't do this.. I just forgave you for having some other guys dick in your mouth."

"That's exactly why I'm leaving you! You don't do anything. You come home from work and you sit about looking sad about everything. It's depressing!"

"You are all I have…"

"Don't give me that shit. You don't try Austin. You come home and complain about your job, your car, the TV show that's on, your life. I can't take it anymore." She said.

*End of flashback*


And just like that my life was officially over. I tried to stay strong, that's what they always tell you to do right? Be strong, it gets better. Well bullshit to that. Once all her stuff was packed and away I was just some loser guy sitting in an empty house I couldn't even afford. And so now here I am sitting watching some lame ass TV show drowning my sorrows in my fifth can of beer, writing in this dumb notebook. I wanna kill myself. I am going to kill myself. I have already made up my mind on that one. It's all been leading up to this and now it's finally time to leave this shitty world behind. I'm gonna do it, but before I do there are some things I need to take care of… Just before I go.