A/N: Hey ppl this is just a little one shot that thought of when i was being Emo (hint hint) if you know what i mean.
Rating: M for Cutting and Suicide
Characters Bella, Edward and Charlie and Jacob
Disclaimer: i don't own characters Stephenie Meyer does i just write about them
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Too Late
Bella p.o.v.
He hurt me. He left me. He broke my heart into a millin shattered pieces. He killed me on the inside. Now I'm going to finish the job for him.
I stared at my waist where I had at least twenty bleeding red cuts. My left hand and arm was a mess. My right arm was ok though, because i didn't want to ruin the tattoo i had gotten of a beeding heart. My legs were immpossible to see through all the blood on them. I wrote down what i wanted done with my stuff... and what i wanted done with me.
I wanted to be wearing my black skinny jeans with the rips in the thighs and the zipppers at the ankles. I wanted to wear my black and red long sleeve shirt that I had ripped the right arm off of. It was back with a bleeding red heart on it and red sleeves. The right arm had jagged rips through it so it ony covered the shoulder. I wanted my wrist up so you could see my tattoo. I wanted to wear my black converse with the sklls on them and red laces and I wanted to wear my black and red stripped socks. I had just dyed my hair black with red roots. I had this all planned out. My stuff would go to whoever wanted it and my money, the little that i had, would go to a place for troubled teens. Ironic no? All I had to do was make the final cut.
I looked through all the memories that i had with him. From that first look in the lunch room to the meadow when we fell in love. Fom him saving me from James to my horrid 18th birthday. From the day he left me the first time to the day I saved him.(Saved him frm the same thing I was about to do now.) From when he proposed the first time to graduation. From when he proposed the second time to when he destroyed Victoria. From the day we told Charlie that we were getting married till three weeks ago when he left me again. Then the day I first cut myself and bought all the black clothes that I have now. The day I threw out all my other clothes and the day I got my tattoo. That day I dyed my hair black and today the day I will die.
It was end the pain now or go through life alive but dead. I picked up the knife preparing to slit my throat but then thouht that that was too simple. I grabbed it by the hilt with both hands firmly but shaking. It was time. I pulled my arms out as far as they could go and puled the knife down towards myself. I heard the window open and a gasp. But it was too late. I had slammed the long soward like knife into my stomach already and felt the tip poking out my back. But it didn't hurt, no nothing hurt anymore afer what he did to me. I pulled the knife out so the blood could flow faster, so I could die before the pain hit. I fell to my knees. Just then strong cold arms lifted me off the floor. He was too late to save me. Nothing could save me now.
"Bella, no!" I heard his voice. With those two words he had reopened the wounds in my heart. The ones that I could feel an all the pain came flooding back to me. Why was he huting me this way! Did he want me to suffer?
"Why Bella? Please, no."
"Why are you doing this to me?" I tried to yell at him in my weak voice. He was crying now. Shaking with tearless sobs, holding my bleeding body.
"Bella. Oh Bella, please live." He buried his head in my sholder.
"No Edwad." I said as well as I could.
"I Love you!" He cried.
"If you loved me you wouldn't have left."
"I was trying to save you!"
"Ha," I spat out blood with that word, "You call this saving. You killed me!"
"No, Bella please."
"If you love me, if you truely love me, then stop the pain."
"How Bella?" He sobbed. I was breaking his heart just like he broke mine.
"Drink my blood till my heart stops. Only till it stops. I want there to be blood in my body whn they find me."
"Bella, no please. I'll change you. Just please don't die."
"I't's too late and you know it. My heart won't beat long enough to survive the change. Please just do what I ask."
"Bella I Love you, always know tat." He lowered his head to my stomache not wanting to make any more cuts.
"And Edward", I said, "If you kill yourself I'll never forgive you wherever I'm going. Move on without me."
"I'll try." He sobbed. He lowered his mouth and started sucking. I took one last breath and said,
"I Loved you too Edward." And my heart stopped beating.
Somehow in the corners of my mind I felt him remove his mouth, sob twice and then the last thing I felt was the air moving as he ran and jumped out my window. With that I fell into the peacful obliviation that is Death.
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A/N: Ok there you go. I have a chapter in Charlie's pov and in Edward's pov but i dont know if i should post them. Let me know if you want me to...Charlie's pov includes Bella's letter
