AN.: So I began to write a new fic. Please understand that I won't update it too often because right now I have to study a lot and I'm also organizing a new year's party so I have a lot of things to do. This will be different from my other fics so please read the warnings before you continue reading it. I hope you like this mew story! Enjoy!

WARNING: The later chapters will contain blood, child abuse, rape. Nothing too graphic, but if it bothers you don't read the later chapters. This chapter though is kind of cute :)


It all began a few days after we killed the hunter and Klaus gave me his blood. Damon started to act strange.

And not the typical Damon-kind-of strange but the kind of that worried me.

I first noticed it when he took me to hunt and teach me to feed without killing anyone.

He took me out of town to some wild midnight party and there I learnt how to enjoy being a vampire.

Of course reality caught up with me too soon when Stefan called me on the phone asking how things were going. To say that Damon wasn't happy about it would be an understatement.

He became especially grumpy when I came to my senses and told him that I didn't want to become like him and demanded that we went home immediately.

Of course he didn't take me home but instead we went back to the hotel-room he rented earlier and told that we would spend the night there and only after I "calmed down a little bit and had time to think things through" would we go home.

He quickly showered while I was trying to get the blood-soaked clothes off without getting anymore blood on my body and in my hair.

Damon came out of the shower with a single towel around his waist and I felt the lust I felt earlier the night come back with full force.

I took a step towards him, licking my lips.

"You know Elena, I might have even gone along with your current fantasies if you hadn't yelled me barely a few minutes ago about not wanting to be anything like me and that you should be here with Stefan. But right now I think it's best if you take a cold shower and go to sleep, I'll take the couch."

Damon said, motioning towards the bathroom. I shook my head, how can he be such a jerk?

"No, Damon and those aren't my fantasies you are thinking about and I think we can sleep in the same bed like two adults."

In a flash he was in front of me, his lips mere inches from mine. "Are you sure?" For a second all I wanted was to close the gap between us and have mind-bowing-sex till the sun rose, but I shook my head an came to my senses pushing him away and in a blink I was in the shower.

It was an amazing feeling. The water raining down on me felt like it washed away all of my sins and all the inappropriate thoughts about Damon.

By the time I got out of the shower I was totally calm and a small feeling of satisfaction radiated through me.

I had learnt how to feed, didn't kill anyone and my stomach was full. I was ready to lie down and sleep.

Crawling into bed I noticed that Damon was already asleep. He looked so peaceful. I curled up next to him and a few seconds later I was asleep

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I woke up to Damon whimpering and trashing around next to me. He looked like he was having a nightmare.

He was clawing at the sheets, legs twitching, curled under him.

"No, daddy, no, please!" He whimpered again and I noticed tears streaming down his face.

I tried to gently shake him, but he flinched and shied away from my touch.

I quickly crabbed both of his wrists into one of my hands while I put my other palm against his cheek and started rubbing it with my thumb gently and calling his name.

When this didn't seem to work (he only started to whimper some more and tried to wiggle out of my grasp) I slapped him hard, using my vampire strength.

His eyes snapped open and he jumped out of bed, pushing his back against the wall, his face vamped-out hissing like a wild animal. He was shaking.

"Hey, it's okay Damon. It was just a bad dream." I said in a what I assumed to be soothing tone as I slowly neared him, hands stretched out in front of me to show that I meant no harm.

Damon closed his eyes for a second and took a deep, shuddering breath.

"I need to take a shower." he said and the next second he was gone and I could hear the water running.

Half an hour later when he came out of the bathroom he was his normal self again. He was wearing a single towel around his waist and he was smirking at me wiggling his eyebrows.

I didn't bring up his dream until we were in the car.

"So Damon what did you dream about this morning? You seemed pretty shaken-up." Well 'shaken-up' was an understatement, but I was trying to put it lightly.

I saw him flinch and his expression became guarded. "Nothing Elena, it was just a bad dream, I probably ate too many drugged girls yesterday."

I narrowed my eyes. Yeah, sure most probably it was some drugged-blood.

"Yeah, but what did you dream about? It didn't seem like "just a bad dream" to me…. Has anything like this happened to you before? You were trashing around and mumbling…" he hit the brakes and the car came to a screeching halt.

"What did I say?" He asked turning towards me in his seat. He looked angry, panicked and…scared?

When I didn't answer he asked again growling. "Tell me Elena, what did I say in my sleep?"

His hand wrapped around my throat and I began panicking. "Nothing Damon, really the only thing I could make out was "No" your head was buried in the pillow I couldn't understand anything else. What's wrong Damon? Please let go of me! You are scaring me!"

Tears were streaming down my face and he immediately let go of my neck and started driving again.

None of us said anything after that during our drive home. When we stopped in front of our house finally Damon broke the silence.

"I'm sorry Elena, I got carried away. I just… please don't tell Stefan about it!" He looked at me with pleading eyes and I nodded. I wasn't really angry at him, it was me who shouldn't have pushed when he expressed to me that he didn't want to talk about it.

I nodded and kissed him on the cheek. And I got out of the car whispering "Thank you for yesterday".


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