My Only Love

By: Xiao Ying- LiL CheRRy

Summary: "Wo Ai Ne, Ying Fa," I said to Sakura. Sakura looked at me, starly blankly into my amber-filled eyes. "Sakura? Did you hear me? I said 'I love you'," I said again. Sakura mumbled, "I-I'm sorry, Syaoran…" Sakura ran away from me. I stood shocked. SxS

("…")- Speaking

('…')- Thinking

(:::…:::)- Sound/Noise

(X.Y.)- My Notes

(…)- Different Scene

Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura Belongs to: MeHH! J/P! Anyway…Card Captor Sakura Belongs To: Satsuki Igarashi, Nanase Ohkawa, Mick Nekoi, and Mokona Apapa, a.k.a. CLAMP.

(X.Y. Just to let you know… This whole story is based on Syaoran's Point of View. This might be hard since I'm a girl writing it as a guy's Point of View.)

Rating: PG- PG-13

Genre: Romance/ Drama

Chapter 1: Where'd She Go?!

What did I just do? I slowly walked home, not thinking about what happened.

Why did she run away like that? I thought she loved me too. I mean we've been dating for over 8 years. I couldn't understand.

I had so many questions filling my brain up. I couldn't think. I didn't understand. I don't know what just happened. Why did she leave me like that?

My name is Li Syaoran. I'm 25-years old and I just confessed my love for my girlfriend, Kinomoto Sakura. Do you think I'm dumb for doing that?

I thought I was smart. I mean dating over 8 years can cause emotional feelings and that was what happened tonight.

I made it home. Definition for my home: big mansion where humans live especially when you're the Prince of China.

I went inside and walked quickly past Wei, my butler. I threw my jacket haphazardly on the carpet of my room.

I sat on my king-sized green sheeted bed, thinking. I looked around my room. It was green, mostly. I mean green walls, dark green carpet, etc. My favorite color is green nonetheless.

Well I'll tell some other things about myself.

I'm a Card Captor. Sakura is one too. We met each other when we were ten. I came to Tomoeda during elementary school. Sakura and her friends were in the same class I was. My job as a Card Captor was to collect Clow Reed's cards. I failed most of the time.

The cards instead chose Sakura as their master. After collecting the cards, Sakura changed the Clow Cards into Sakura Cards. Then a magical sorcerer, Eriol Hiiragizawa, wanted to take the cards away from Sakura.

Eriol Hiiragizawa is an incarnation of Clow Reed. He was evil once, but he decided to turn over a new leaf. Now he's Tomoyo Daidouji's boyfriend.

Who is Tomoyo Daidouji, you ask? Well, she is Sakura's best friend and she recorded every action Sakura did, on camera.

I had a crush on Sakura ever since we met in 5th grade. She knew I had a crush on her when I told Tomoyo and told her not to tell Sakura, but she told Sakura anyway. Tomoyo told her when we were in 8th grade.

If you're wondering if I have magical powers like Sakura, then yes I do, but not as powerful as Sakura.

My whole world crashed down as I told Sakura I loved her. Tonight was just not the right night to tell her. I wondered why she left me standing there stunned.

I thought of calling her tomorrow

I changed into my nightwear.

I set my alarm clock for 10 A.M. and fell into slumber.

The Next Morning…

I woke up at the sound of my alarm clock.

I walked outside wearing dark green boxers, which was a mistake.

When I was slowly walking to the bathroom, I suddenly realize that my four hyper sisters and some of their friends came over to our house and were walking in the hallway.

Sheifa, Fanran, Fuutie, and Feimei were glaring at me for making such a fool of myself. Their friends were giggling madly.

Sheifa stepped up and said, "Little brother… What are you doing out here with boxers on?"

I shrugged, not sure what I was going to say.

Fanran, Fuutie, and Feimei also stepped up. "Yeah little brother, you should really put some clothes on. You're a kawaii little brother and everything, but don't just walk out here with boxers on! We have guests here!"

I shrugged again. I just walked to the bathroom. I left my sisters and their dumb friends standing there, like what Sakura did to me.

I went to urinate, brush my teeth, shave, and etc.

I came out, all freshened up and everything. I went back to my room, came back out fully dressed this time.

I wore khaki shorts and a forest green t-shirt and decided to go to Sakura's house.

I drove my shiny black Jeep to her house.

I walked to her porch and rung the doorbell, waiting…

I heard footsteps inside and began to knock loudly…

"Sakura! I know you're inside! Answer the door! I need to talk to you!" I said.

The footsteps were louder this time and coming closer to the door.

The door finally opened to reveal…

Touya

Sakura's onii-chan… The most overprotective person on the face of this Earth. Whatever happens to Sakura, he is always there to beat the guy up that hurt her. I think that's gunna happen to me someday. And the day is probably…………today…

Touya glared at me with a threatening face.

"WHERE DID SAKURA GO???"

My face turned into a surprised look. "What do you mean? Didn't she come home last night?"

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN! SHE NEVER CAME HOME! WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER, YOU GAKI!" he bellowed.

I looked at Touya with another surprised look. "I don't know. I mean I was with her last night…then I told her I loved her and then she just ran away…"

Touya was angry, but his look softened. "Okay, gaki. I'll be nice for now. But you will have to find my sister or you'll be in serious pain! Now go find her! GO!"

I ran quickly to my car. I couldn't believe Sakura… Where did she go? Is she all right?

I drove my car to Tomoyo's, hopefully Sakura was at her house.

I rang the doorbell and Tomoyo's maid Usagi came at the door.

"Yes, Master Syaoran. What do you need?" Usagi said.

"Um…I need to talk to Tomoyo. It's urgent!"

"Okay then. Please come in and sit on the couch, sir."

I sat down impatiently.

Waiting….and waiting….

Until finally, Tomoyo ran down the stairs.

"Oh! Hi Syaoran. What's up? Need something?"

I spoke hastily. "Hey Tomoyo. Did Sakura come here last night?"

"No, she hasn't. Why?"

"Well, last night I told Sakura I loved her a-,"

"OH THAT IS SO KAWAII!!!!!!! WHAT DID SHE SAY?"

"Can you let me finish please? I was getting to that part! Well, anway…I told her I loved her and than she mumbled sorry and left me standing there. I went to her house like 5 minutes ago and her brother started yelling and asking me where Sakura was."

"Oh that's so sweet Syaoran, but I haven't seen her all night. I hope she's all right."

" I hope so too… Well, I'll let you know if I find her."

"Well, okay Syaoran. Daijibou?"

"Yeah I'll be all right soon…once I find Sakura."

If you want me to wait, I would wait for you

If you tell me to stay, I would stay right through

I left right then and there. I had to find Sakura, no matter what!

If you don't wanna say anything at all, I'm happy wondering

Since I was a young man I never was a fun man

I never had a plan and no security

I spent the rest of the day walking around Penguin Park where Sakura usually is, but she wasn't there.

Then ever since I met you I never could forget you

I only wanna get you right here next to me

'Cause everybody needs someone that they can trust and…

Cars swerved around me when I deliberately walked on a red light.

You're somebody that I found just in time

Now my life is changing, it always rearranging

It always getting stranger than I thought it ever could

I tried to sense Sakura's aura with my powers, but it failed. Sakura must have left the country or something, which is bad.

Ever since I found you, I wanna be around you

I wanna get down to the point that I need you

'Cause everybody needs someone that they can trust and…

I couldn't take the pressure. I walked back to the park and sat on the penguin slide.

You're somebody that I found just in time

If you want me to wait, I would wait for you

If you tell me to stay, I would stay right through

While crying softly to myself, I wondered if what I said to Sakura scared her…

If you don't wanna say anything at all, I'm happy wondering

Don't tell me the bad news

Don't tell me anything at all

Now I wondered more than ever. I will always love my Cherry Blossom.

Just tell me that you need me

And stay right here with me

If you want me to wait, I would wait for you

No matter where she is. She will always be my Ying Fa.

If you tell me to stay, I would stay right through

If you don't wanna say anything at all

I'm happy wondering

(X.Y. Well…here's my second story…hope you liked it and here's another Disclaimer: I will not and do not own Good Charlotte's 'Wondering' from their Young and the Hopeless CD. Pleez R&R! I need more reviews to continue this sad and wretched story! T.T)