The Love

I know from as far back as I can recall that I loved Jacob but more like a bother or the way I loved Emmett and Jasper like I should love them family. Mum always told me that Jacob love me but as I got older I noticed he was looking at me different not like a kid but as a grow up and I really liked it but he seemed to be coming around a lot less lately and I really missed him when he wasn't here not that I love him in a boyfriend, girlfriend kind of way just like best friend's. But since I start going to high school and made friends and got a boyfriend he is never here anymore and it's becoming very boring, not that living here isn't so much fun, there is always something going on but Jacob just make's it that much more fun. Now with him not here I don't want to be here either but my Dad won't let me stay in my friends at all. I was sitting on a chair when my Dad said "Michael is on his way he wants to no if you're going swimming, are you?" I was of course I was going anywhere to get me out of this hell hole with no Jacob here it was no fun. "Yeah when he comes in just tell him to wait here I'll be down in a minute". Oh I can't wait just us. As I was walking up the stair Jacob walked in, "Hey Nessie Michael is on his way in" he said his name like he was a rat or something. I really didn't care what they thought I loved him more that anything, well nearly anything. "Yeah Dad said, do you want to come Jacob" I really hoped he say yes I love to do things with too of my many favourite people in the world. Just then Michael knocked on the door and Jacob said "Lets see what the boyfriend says ok". I new he would say yes he give me what I wanted. It was just getting around Jacob. As my Dad let him in he spotted me on the stair's he said "hey Nessie how are you. Hey everyone how are you?" I loved how charming he is that's how I first fell in love with him on my first day of school he was the nicest one to me. " Hi Hun I'm fine what about you?" he said what most people would say " I'm good. Do you want to go swimming there a big gang of us going its going to be real fun" he made it sound fun alright I looked to Carlisle who said " I think you can go if its ok with Esme, can she go darling?" Of course Carlisle was not my real father but he was for anything that the rest of the world would have to do with us. Esme said " Sure you can go if you like, just be home before dinner ok" . It was Michael who answered for me " Don't worry I'll have her home way before then" then he gave Esme one of those smile's that would melt your heart , of course she nodded a yes in his direction. Just then I remembered that I had to ask for Jacob not that he looked to much like to really wanted to come but I would love if he came so I said " Do you think Jacob could come to if its not to much trouble" I said this in the sweetest voice I had the one I get my own way with all the time. He looked to Jacob and Jacob smiled and went on saying "Its cool I have things to do today anyway. Thinking of that I better get going talk to you soon Neisse" and then he walked out again when I really wanted him.