Ok, here's what's going on. Ali-chan15 said that I could go ahead and write the squeal so to be fair I'm keeping chapter one the same. But beyond that it will be me writing. Hope you'll like it.

My child, how do you think you came to be?

Chapter 1: The problems and the questions

You know, when I found out that Kurama was going to be bearing us a child, I thought that it'd be so much more fun to have him around the house constantly. There is something seriously wrong with it though. It seems to be that Kurama makes it my responsibility to go out and get the food for his ridiculous cravings. I mean what the hell is a turkey sandwich? He told me to go to the deli across the street and tell the guy at the counter for a turkey sandwich with light mustard and lots of onion and lettuce. I couldn't remember all that so he just gave me the instructions written on a little sheet of white paper. The guy asked me if Kurama wanted it on his tab, I wasn't sure what that was, so I just told him, "Sure."

The guy said that Kurama didn't need to pay the tab off for the account at the place for another couple of months. I got the sandwich and left the deli with a smile on my face. A little smirk was all that it was. I thought I'd finally done something right. Turns out that I was wrong. I got home with the sandwich and Kurama rushed out to see me.

"Hiei did you bring back the– " he cut himself off when he saw the sandwich in my hands. "Put it on my tab?" He asked as I handed him the sandwich. I didn't really answer, but with a nod. "Well, I guess that's ok. I was going to give you some money, but I forgot after I sent you out." He kissed me on the head and then left me standing there by the door. I walked into the room that Kurama was sitting at and I sat down next to him.

"Kurama." I was going to need to be more blunt and harsh with him because he didn't seem to be paying attention to me as much lately.

"Hmm?" He answered looking at me with his mouth full of turkey and bread.

"Are you even happy that I'm home anymore? Do you just keep me around to do the things that you want from me?" I asked looking at him earnestly and with a serious look on my face.

Kurama started coughing at that particular moment. "You think that I'm using you! What? You think that I don't want you around and that I only want you to do my bidding? If I didn't want you around, I wouldn't have bothered tethering myself to you and making sure that no one else would have you. You think so little of me that you believe that all I'm keeping you around for is to work and what my parents would call: earning your keep! Hiei, I love you and I can't believe that you would think of me so badly! Do you want this child, or do you want to take back what you said a month ago and say that you don't want the child anymore?" Kurama was making me nervous and for some odd reason...extemely angry.

"You think that I wanted to be with you in the first place? It took forever of trusting you and knowing more about you before any kind of feelings developed. I didn't know that you thought that I wouldn't want a child. Even in the past, I wanted someone to just accept me as you have and that they would be happy to be my mate and bear a child for me. You seem like you don't want the child, Kurama! Do you want to keep the child or do you want to neglect it as you have been me for the last 2 weeks. I'm not even here to you am I? I'm just a convince for you and when I happen to be around when you don't need me, you just walk all over me and use me when you just need me to be. I don't know half the time if you even care about that I'm your mate for this lifetime and that you're bearing a child." I paused and Kurama had this look of shock on his face. "I can't help but think certain things about this you know..."

I heard Kurama's voice responding, and the main problem was that it was shaking. "You think that I don't love you? Is that what you're saying? You think that I've been lying to you this whole time?"

My eyes had filled with tears again. I didn't honestly know what I should think in this kind of situation. The only thing that I could reply with was, "Should I?"

I looked up at Kurama who had this look of anger inside hie eyes. "Get out for now. I can't see you right now, and I don't know if I could for the next few days. Go and see Yukina for the next days."

"Kurama, I'm sorry, but– " I started but Kurama held up his head to cut me off.

"We'll go without each other for the next 3 days and then we'll see."

"You don't want to be with me anymore?"

"I didn't say that. I just know that there are some major problems in both our lives and we need to see what they are. While we are separated. IF we were trying to sort them out together, we'd get more problems arise and we don't need that right now. Go and come back in 3 days with answers to these questions. Think about the answers carefully and please consider the future.

1) Do you want to keep the child?

2) Can you put up with me for the next 4 months being demanding and moody?

3) Do you want to keep on loving me and for us to stay together as a couple?

I looked at Kurama, and nodded my head slowly. We'd need to both consider these things and then decide on something. I know that this would need major thinking and that I'd make the right decision on my own, then compromise with Kurama. It was the only way.