This is the sequel to 'how Could This Be Happening"

This is the Prologue. This chapter is about later in the fanfic. I hope you like it. It's only a short chapter before I write an actual chapter.


I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride

I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy
I'm tired of driving 'til I see stars in my eyes
It's all I've got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just ride, I just ride!


Prologue.

I just ride.


I think-I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.

I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.


You probably think this story will be a great, fabulous one. Where no one gets hurt, or nothing goes wrong. You're wrong, I was wrong. Everything about these tales are just wrong. I know I should be doing something but I didn't know what to do. I'm in here. I'm in this cheap motel off of route 89 by myself. All I thought about was him. That's all I did. He was everywhere, and nowhere at the same time. This was all my fault, just mine. if he doesn't come back then I have nothing. Nothing to live for, and no one to be with.

I feel... like I lost myself. I think you have to lose who you are to know who you are. I found out that I was meant to be with him. Always. I should be out there with him but instead, I was here. I was suppose to stay in here like he told me. I mean, demanded of me. I remember my last words to him. I remember all of the things that happened since we left Mystic falls. I told him "I love you, please come back to me." That was the last words I told him.

He would've been back by now.

I wanted to be with him, I've wanted to be with him for a long time. Now that I have got him, someone or something wants him. They want to take him away from me. I won't let them do that. That's why I'm leaving after I write this to you. Just in case I don't come back... alive.

This whole year has been crazy, and out of control.

I want this to stop. I want this to just end.

Here I go into the unknown.

Let's just pray that him, my friends and I come out alive.

Just hope.


It's like waiting for rain in a drought. Useless and disappointing.

..

I hear nothing, not even a sound on the streets. Just the beat of my own heart, waiting for you.


So, what do you think?

I will write the first chapter soon, I promise. :)